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oki, yesterday I've been to play billiards and I loved it (I was good in it, and it was my first time) but I'm confused since I got back to school (aka 6/10).
Tom acts like okey, fine, I can't be more than a great friend so I don't wanna be a friend anymore, it seems to me. He's fine, okey, we talk more then ever but still I feel like if I can't be his gf, it's useless for him to have me as a friend. And also another person my friend wanted to give him my phone number, I said fine because he has been to Skandinavia and so we would have something to talk about plus I love to get to know new people but then he told her that if I'm not single, he doesn't want to know me... okey now I feel like I'm not even worth for anyone as a friend even... but it's because those people are from Czech, Czech people have one or two friends and they don't need anyone else and if somebody is taken and they'd like to be just friends with him/her, they rather cancel it like if 'taken' would be a spell. HATE IT! In this Spaniards are much better and I miss it but whatever.
And I need a life but how, when? I dunno, I miss my sweetie in Finland and it's not the best time of the year for me now...+

Just listening: Automatic Eye - Scarecrow (loveee it), they help me a looot right now (or I'd be in depression)

Plus I have been to elections

quote: "I should go and find myself before I go and ruin someone else"