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I know I know, again, but tonight... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JPJFkMyE8SU (sweet memories of this gig, unforgetable)
ahhh, I feel so down, not because of myself but my friends, after such a long time I have a chance to talk to them and we talk about everything and... I'm so sorry for them, I mean, they all are fine more or less, some problems, but what made me sad was what my brother said: Why is she living like that? Where is the use of it?, he can't understand, he has everything, beloved family, who cares about him but there are people who has no family and most of the time they feel insecurity and pain,
but I'm so happy someone else saved me from this heavy what I felt on my heart, just one pic, and I'm alive again, not that I feel happy again, the heavy is still there but I can't feel it that much

and why Placebo, well, I'm listening to Blind, it's such an amazing song, I mean, Brian's voice and watching live vids (mostly made by my friend) and simply all in all = pain, hurt, unfair, and even though it's not about me, I don't experience anything like that now, I feel it for my friends

I'm so sorry for this post but I had to write it down

gonna check more Blind live vids... and get more depressed, wish this would help to those who needs it