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Inside alone
this world's coming down on me again
Nowhere to run to
as these twisted thoughts flow through my head
I never wanted to break away
Can't help that I don't feel the same
And now I'm standing here
asking myself if I'm to blame

These silent words you'll never hear
These frozen thoughts will not appear
And I'm breaking down inside of me
Still no one sees

I stare into myself I'm scared
of what I just might find
A reflection of my past
something I've always tried to hide
Now my life is coming apart
Why must I always be this way?
Now I'm standing here
asking myself if I'm to blame

I can no longer take this
The pain that lives inside of me
Must find a way to erase this
So I can finally breathe

All the millions of dreams that you got are
whipped away with no meaning
And those thousands of hearts that you broke
are crushed now without a feeling

Despise the one who cares
Hate the one who tries to help
The pain becomes your bliss
when you rely on truth that doesnÂ’t exist

Now you have lost your home and the one that loved you most
Undying dreams are gone and your heart is cold like stone
You still end up alone

In despair you have sacrificed it all
Everything that matters the most

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had a dream of my class, it was sad and I know becoz of what, in September they all will go to University but me, will still coming to high school
your Child in the dark

Lost myself in an endless goodnight
Kept the time by the patterns of the streetlight
Couldn't get it right
I could never get it right
Sadly, this is a wasted conversation
Lost on you, lost on you
This is a test of my patience
Your blue eyes are so cruel
I can't escape all the things we said
I've taken years off my life with the weight of regret
Now there's nothing left
There is nothing left to lose

Shouldn't I feel alive
I swear that I tried
To be alright
To sleep at night
Shouldn't I feel alive

The night fades with a breath of sunshine
I do my best to adjust to the morning light
I can't keep my place
Feels like I've been awake for days
Sadly, you turn away and now I'm faced
With the harsh truth, the harsh truth
My cold heart is a place where true love cannot bloom

There's static on the airwaves
I'll try to find the light through all this haze
I can't find the words that I'm trying to say
So try to forget me as I walk away

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This band has perfect lyrics, totally fit the situation!!!!!!

I swear that if I could
I'd take it all
take it all away
all the sorrow and the pain

I'm not responsible
you always say
but you need your space
and this always ends the same

hey, is your heart still beating?
I can't stop the bleeding
I've lost you completely

hey, gather all the heartache
I'll hold it in my hand
just to lose it all again

if there's a bright side
to this suffering
can you help me see?
it's getting harder to believe

you always said this
would not last long
but it's gone on and on and on
and I just can't make it stop

they're right this time
I won't pretend to smile
because inside
I'm black and
I am hollow

this time you've
took this way too far

I'm sick
and tired
Inside
I'm black and
I am hollow

I'm trying to find
what's missing from my life
and the tables have turned
this life is only temporary

Well, woah! lol
I got into Naked *in my head always rings let's get naked and start a revolution*, it's so very catchy song as Mikael Nord Andersson once said :-) (even though it was 'bout 1st version of ITS, nevermind).
And how I got to know Naked? Simply, they were support for Uniklubi on 28-4-06 gig in Turku and have to say, they ROCKED!!!!
I liked it and so I found out more 'bout 'em so now I'm on Naked :-)
When I was browsing the biography, I got a note to my 'World is a small place =) ; Suomi is one big family' theme.
The bass player Otto....man was a singer of Soul Relic and even came up with their name! SHOCK! I like more and more Soul Relic (esp. 7 & 10th song lol) and now this, cool!
And even Naked are supported by The 69 eyes much and they all are friends... how sweet. H.I.M. came out with Negative (on tour I mean) and stared to help them, now The 69 eyes help to Naked :-)
Like Ville once said: "H.I.M. are grandfathers, The Rasmus fathers and Negative are like sons."

What to say? I was there, almost. It was livestreamed on some finnish site and I couldn't hear Naked, only Uniklubi but with not the best view but anyway have some notes to it.

The setlist was:
Totuus
Hetki Hiljaisuutta
Menneisyys
Lasinsirpaleita
Haudattu
Kiertää Kehää
Näiden Tähtien Alla
Ei Kukaan
Rakkautta ja Piikkilankaa
Kaikki Mitä Mä Annoin
Uneen
Huomenna

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encore
Hetki Hiljaisuuta (a bit mixed with some new notes?)

Well, have to say, they didn't bent at the end of the show as many bands do (as I know every band do) this as a thanx for fans. At least I didn't see them to do it.
Still it's amazing to hear them live and it was a nice gig, Janne with the fly's sunglasses and Teemu, well, he looks good with the haircut.
I know, all of this is for you just normal, but as I'm not in the news about the guys, I've seen it for the first time now.
Oh and Antti, it really fits him!
But most beautiful was the sound and voice of course. Nothing else.
I noticed that there will NEVER EVER be Vienna anymore. I know, never say never, but I do know it will never be like that.
In Vienna everything was new, now, everything seems so normal.
I was staring at the PC screen, watching the gig and I realized that: "I can't believe I've seen them live in front of my eyes for several times now!"
It seems like it never happened and it's all only somewhere on the paper, on the photographes and yeah, in my mind but how can I trust my mind?
And I think the best I can do is to keep on concentrating only on their music, anything else, 1st have no time and 2nd it only hurts after some time.
Hope somebody recorded the gig coz I couldn't since my connection is too slow becoz of the end of the month and my download limit already expired.
Only now I feel a bit weird, maybe sad about the past like it's gone and it will never be the same again :-(
Oki, whoever read this, 'keep it unreal'

Entwine - Still Waiting

Reality bites
Taking all your alibies
and you're still waiting for the new dawn
Within your denial
You're keeping all the memories inside
Still waiting for the new fall

Lake of tears rebuild your soul
So now it's time to let go

We're born to lose but we live to win
Thru the flames of life
It's the beginning, not the end of our time

We live and we die
So throw out all your fears
You hide inside and keep waiting for the new dawn
Open your eyes
All you had is still there outside
It's still waiting for you to come

From the stream we arise
To the ocean we'll fall
My design for life is to be strong
'Till the end of time

Stained, looking at my hands
I talk with these lines
It's not the answer
I'm crying and I now I know
Looking the sky
I search for an answer
So free, free to be
I'm not another liar
I just want to be myself...myself

And now the beat inside of me
Is a sort of a cold breeze and I've
Never any feeling inside
Ruining me...
I Bring my body
Carry it into another world
I know I live...but like a stone I'm falling down

Damned, looking into the sky
I can feel this rain
Right now it's falling on me
Fly, I just want to fly
Life is all mine
Some days I cry alone,
But I know I'm not the only one
I see that another day is gone
I don't want to die...
Please be here when I arrive, don't die...ˇ
please

Just nice Christmas song, dunno why I'm listening to it so much, maybe I want to pass this year without opening my eyes to the world.

Alone in sadness
you are pure and innocent
all suffering in your eyes
so love decides
it's time to lose it all
in your paradise we stayed
lost and lonely you are

in memories
we're all we used to be
a frozen broken heart
ready to lose it all
love's running out

too fast it's all we have
This all reminds about how in love and lost we are

you stayed alone in your sorrow
so far away
where the sunbeams never reach
all alone

and lost we are
your loneliness
it could be here to stay
in your paradise you stay
so lost and lonely you are