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Got answers for everyone, endless excuses
Not habit for anyone, cos I'm trying to break your click-track heart
Seen a vision of perfect grace, airbrushed and lifeless
All contempt and aftertaste it's like I'm waiting for the scars to heal

You're so Loretta young silks, fashioning your self-escape
You're so Loretta young silks, trading on your superwaif
All style before content, using me as bait
You're so Loretta young silks, swapping your love for hate

Soft focus for full appeal, pictured as flawless
No context for self-esteem, I'd be pushed to give you love on that
As far as the eye can see : too much perfection
Pure substance for wannabes, keeps you beating to a click-track heart

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I have a new love :P This song is so special, not in the meaning, but itself which I love
I just bumped into the meaning of this song, okey, possible meaning
Loretta Young was an actress in 1930's obsessed with perfection of her face, body, whatever and a fake person, who tried to hide anything what was real in her, and that click-track heart is an inhuman, automatic heart, woah, I really like the song even more when I know the possible meaning behind it

here is the official video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rgCleCTHvG8
but here is much better live version: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fWhfT9JmAuA

So I've finally seen the movie from 2005 with Jonathan Rhys Meyers as Elvis Presley and woah, it was something, I mean, he's a great actor, even though I don't like movies much or can't decide whether or not one is a good actor, I can honestly say he's great, in so many different movie roles I've seen him, he does his job very well since he showed in his first big movie and I appreciate he's not a blockbuster movie actor, his roles are usually interesting and have much demand on the acting skills

Aaand, I got a phone call from my friend yesterday and he invited me to move with him to England :D Well, I'm not against it but two problems, I love and need to be in London, he doesn't want, and second, I'd rather go alone or with one special friend, but anyone else

Time to go,
I have to leave you
You'll blink your eyes
And I'll be gone
I sing your favorite song one last time to you,
And when I'm out of view I break down and start to cry

I couldn't fight these tears even if I wanted to
Every day again
You can't imagine how much I love you
Eobane

Every day feels like the same old day
Since the day I walked away
And sleep is just some distant stranger
(When I'm without you)
Who sings your favorite song for you now?
When no one's watching me I break down and start to cry

I miss it, too
See you
Hear you
To tell you
The things I do
I love you!

You took my heart by storm
When I'm without you it feels so old and worn
Not bad for a girl who's barely born

Daddy sings your favorite song
Daddy sings your favorite song
All the time
And I cry
All the time

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If I didn't know Braz is so emotional and loving person, I'd smile about the lyrics, but since I started to listen to it today, I'm almost constantly silently crying... it's so beautiful and amazing song

I'm just continueing my work on my final essey for school and writing about Helsinki right now and have to admit, that I cry sometimes during it. It's simply my love, my passion, my devotion to my love, my Helsinki, it is so huge that it's killing me to see all those photographs and not be able to be there again. And I'm listening to Shamrain so it supports my grief even more.
But I'm endlessly happy to be able to explore Helsinki as much as I did, I'm grateful for it from the bottom of my heart.
It's the most beautiful, safe, amazing, cultural city for me and it's also a huge part of my life.
Oh Helsinki, how much I do miss You!

I'm totally into this movie now, it's amazing and quite understandable, the story, it's yeah everyday issue, big heroes come, people worship them, mostly blindly, just they adore them but from time to time there are some of us who would give up our lives for them, not just literally, but those heroes will never know about us or even though they will, we will mean nothing for them
it's like when you desperately love someone but they don't love you back, simply there isn't any sparkle

You're the Conversation, I'm the Game
Photographs paint mistakes in your suitcase
So listen, Conversation, I've lost the way
I want to be the fool in your suitcase

Soldier, shine on, with your conscience open
and the curtain falls in with the drums..
Soldier, come on, when the final chord plays
and the chorus comes...

You're the Conversation, I'm the Game

You take my confidence from sane to brave
Make me strong, push me on and take a chance
Learn to jump the waves
So questions, are we playing?.. is your card an ace?
Am I the joker in your hand or a friend on a bad day?

More than speaking, more than thinking,
silently you're on my side
No disguise, no hide-and-seeking
mouth-to-mouth you saved my life

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someone has said its meaning is about two lovers who made their relationship work into a new stage, where they love, not hate

You're the conversation (I'm the game) from movie Les Chevaliers Du Ciel - tak na tomto songu prave ted ujizdim, je dokonalej, ale je tam vic skvelych songu na tom soundtracku, hold Chris me nikdy neprestane udivovat vic a vic

PS: Tak nejak jsem se o tom dozvedela az dnes, protoze se mi o nem zdalo, no to, co se mi zdalo nebylo spatny, namka :D

sbohem můj malej milovanej prcku, budeš mi chybět, ale vím, že už Ti je dobře, třebas i o trošku líp, než Ti bylo tady dole na Zemi
i když jsi byl hodně zlobivej, moc dobře víš, jak jsme Tě milovali
jen Ti přeju, ať máš hodně kostiček, pískacích hraček a hodně stromků, ať máš na co čůrat :D :D :D
miluju Tě

finally, school is 'over' for this term and I can start all over again
have to find a job, a school in Brno where I'm going to get Bachelor's degree and Finnish language courses
lots of things to do but I can't wait :P

kýta Petííííí za skvělých pár hodin :P Už se těším, až to zvopáknem :D i s Ivet!

The question asked in order to save her life or take it
The answer no avoided death and yes would make it
'?Do you believe in God?'? written on the bullet
Say yes to pull the trigger, and my Sister Cassie pulled it

They didn't love their live so much as to shrink from death
Inspireed in their footsteps we will march ahead
Don't be shocked that people die
Be surprised you're still alive

All heads are bowed in silent reverence
The floor is wet with tears of sorrowful remembrance
The alter is filled with hearts of repentance
Perfect love kills all fear, rejoice in this deliverance

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such a really wonderful song which leads me to think about the words:
"be surprised you're still alive"