- tears and rainPerjantai 18.07.2008 00:31

How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

[Ei aihetta]Tiistai 15.07.2008 15:47

“I'm all glued back together now. I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke.”
-Dr. Meredith Grey

“And just when you’ve gotten the lay of the land, the ground underneath you shifts. And knocks you off your feet. If you're lucky, you'll end up with nothing more than a flesh wound, something a band-aid will cover. But some wounds are deeper than they first appear, and require more than just a quick fix. With some wounds, you have to rip off the band-aid, let them breathe and give them time to heal.”
-Dr. Meredith Gre

“People have scars in all sort of unexpected places, like secret road maps of theyre personal histories, diagrams of they're old wounds most of our wounds heal leaving nothing behind but a scar but some of them don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere, and though the cut's long gone, the pain, still lingers.”
-Dr. Meredith Grey

“Let's say you were drafted to a team that wasn’t your first pick. You know, you don't like the players. You hate the way they play the game. You even think the quarterback is full of crap. The quarterback's a pain in the ass you don't owe a damn thing to. But, it's your team. You don't quit. You don't talk to the press. You don't bitch to the coach. You just... you go out there on Sunday and you make the blocks and you take the hits and you play to win. You show up and you suit up and you play, because it's your freaking team.”
-Dr. Alex Karev

-soberSunnuntai 29.06.2008 06:44

And I don't know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing's real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me
minkä sinä sille voit
ettei hän enää
sinusta välitä
minkä sinä sille voit
ettei hän enää sinua halua

ettei hän enää
tule käymään
ettei hän soita enää keskellä yötä ja sano:
"Ei kai teidän äijä heränny?"

niin kuin sinä luulit löytäneesi ystävän
ihmisen, joka sinua kuuntelee
ihmisen, joka sinua kuuntelee

LÄHTEEKÖ JOKU SIMEEN???????Perjantai 27.06.2008 02:21

[Ei aihetta]Perjantai 27.06.2008 02:11

- Mä luulen, että aika moni lähtee festareille sillä ajatuksella, että nyt harrastetaan lempeä kesäyönä. Olen itsekin mennyt sillä asenteella, Mariko kuvaili kesäfestareiden vaikutusta ihmisten käyttäytymiseen.

- Se on aika hyvää petausta. Olla kolme yötä juhlimassa, viinan käyttö rajatonta, musiikki, joka stimuloi aisteja, ei liikaa vaatteita päällä... Why not, onhan se aika selkeää.

[Ei aihetta]Torstai 19.06.2008 01:55

Standing alone with no direction
How did I fall so far behind?
Why Am I searching for perfection?
Knowing it's something I won't find

In my fear and flaws
I let myself down again
All because

I run
Till the silence splits me open
I run
Till it puts me underground
Till I have no breath
And no roads left but one

When did I lose my sense of purpose?
Can I regain what's lost inside?
Why do I feel like I deserve this?
Why does my pain look like my pride?

In my fear and flaws
I let myself down again
All because
I let myself down
In my fear and flaws

[Ei aihetta]Maanantai 09.06.2008 02:28

Where Ill be touching and holding caressing and giving you
Your every fantasy
Ill get you dreaming and lusting burning and praying
For more of this ecstasy

[Ei aihetta]Sunnuntai 01.06.2008 22:34

Well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore
It's your turn to take a seat
We're settling the final score

And why do we like to hurt so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities
Well I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, woah
That's what you get when you let your heart win, woah
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, woah

[Ei aihetta]Tiistai 27.05.2008 15:05

She embraced, with a smile
As she opened the door
A cold wind blows,
it puts a chill into her heart

You have taken away the trust
You're the ghost haunting through her heart
Past and present are one in her head
You're the ghost haunting through her heart

Take my hand as I wonder through,
All my life I gave to you
Take my hand as I wonder through,
All my love I gave to you