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Do you feel the wind on your hair?
remember the warmth of the sunlight?
No you dont, that's what i thought.
Can you see how cold you've become..

You cant either, see the demon inside me
tearin' me apart, corroding me inside.
You just dont know how it feels
to be left alone wandering these streets.
You're free to fly, you've got your wings..
My wings were cut off, a long time ago.
There's no way to fix me anymore,
no way to fly this time..

Only ways to ease the pain
that will never go away.
Only ways to treat the symphtoms
but still there excists no cure.

The rain is falling down on me,
but it can't rain forever.
World seems dark only for today
and tomorrow it will be a new day.

***

People want to see the times
when the sun shines
and no one cries
People need hope
and for them
that's what god is for

I want to see a picture
where you hold me
and you smile
And the only thing i need
is the hope
you keep casting in me

I dont need gods I do no prayers

***

bullets and a gun
fire with gasoline
drugs and rock 'n' roll
drive for vendetta

sex and violence
love and lust
ambishion and fame
bitterness and hate

blood
the liquid of life, you see
on the door of his house
you fall to the ground.
Put your hands on your face
they're covered in blood
what have you done...

You know he's now gone
and you feel how you fall with him.
The stains in your hands
make you want to cry your heart out.

You wash up your hands in the water,
you used to drink together.
The water
from his kitchens faucet.
You smoke one of his cigarettes
wich you used to smoke together,
he wont need them anymore
you made your move
he's finally gone..

That wasn't what you wanted..
You're a monster.

***

Surrounding chains binding
unbearable pain inside.
Your bright light blinding
my tired and bleeding eyes.

With your prescense
and by your embrace,
the hole in my heart
is now filled with love,
and the demon inside of me
claims its freedom.

Embezzled by a traitor
and breached by the trusted.
Long smothered acerbity
creates a ruthless devil.

Annihilated goodness
by my judas.
My lifes grounds arsoned
by my own judas.
There arent such devils
thats what we believed.
Just beware the monster released
feeling lust for vengeance.
She's living inside of me.

Now we're mingled
devil and an angel.
Where will this lead to?
Where can we go?

The demon from the past will come
trying to brake it all.
Destroying what we've built,
annihilating our kind.
We can try
but we cant fight.

(but we will fight)

Now we're mingled
devil and an angel.
Where will this lead to?
Where can we go?

tThey will try to hunt us down,
but together we are stronger.
They're just pathetic ghosts
and we're the heads
of good and evil.

***

And in your eyes
I see so much more
than that place you
always go back to
you can pull
yourself away
from that face that
constantly haunts you

so fall forward into me
and let it all pour out
you owe this to yourself,
and theres only one way
out

so rest your head and
close your eyes
just one more step till
we're over the edge

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We all like the devils game
love, hate, ambition, fame.
Up we fly and down we fall
then before you know
you've sold your soul.
You're dead inside
the game lost it's thrill
You're lost and gone
take the pill.

It's all been done
but the lust for thrill
isn't yet gone.
Take the pill.
Start the fall,
finally lose it all.
End it before
you know what you've done.

You play by the devils rules
you won't need more.
The devils game
gives you it all.
Like an efficient drug
you'll give everything you've got,
just to get the right amount
to get high again,
so you won't realize
how lost you are
and can't get out..

***

How can you blame,
that i dont feel the pain?
That's the reason why
I did those horrible things to you.
'cause this pain has made me numb.

Torn to pieces
pushed aside
fallen angel
sucked dry.

No way to ease the pain
nothing left to lose
nothing to say
nowhere lower to go.
I've lost it all,
I've got nothing to fear!

Why did I let you brake me twice?
Why cant I learn the rules of these games..
What you want, you can never have,
what you need, you'll have to beg.
Nothing's easy, nothing's free
why did I let you do that to me?
Why am I being so weak?

I've made my desicion
I'll let our dream go.
I wont give another shot,
I wont play on your rules.
Fuck you, it's an istinct
of self-preservation.
Fuck you, you ain't getting another word.
I've had enough of this shit you call love.
You go play your games,
Fuck you. Don't toy with me.

**

It's not good enough for you
what ever I do.
It's not enough if I care.
Not no matter how much I love.
You just throw that shit on me
treat me like trash.
I just tried to love
as an incomplete girl can.

Well, it's okey
I did learn something.
When you get that shit on you
you dont want to be the one
pouring that on anyone.

But all these things you just cant forgive
though you believe in the good in him.
Some things are just too much for me too,
though I never thought that I'd feel this way with you..

They tell me on the street "you're a sinner"
that's maybe true, but who is not?
We're all assholes, twisted pieces of shit somehow
you can't help it, you're so full of yourself.
Everybody fails once, everybody betrays someone.
You should be able to forgive it all
but too much shit is just too much.
Even for me, who just used to take it all.

***