IRC-Galleria

If only I'd remember what it feels like to feel a feeling..

I don't wanna be alone anymore.

So tired of sleeping alone...

I believe in boys with sad eyes and soft smiles.
I believe in girls who roar back at the thunder
and still kiss like the first time they fell in love.
I believe in the people whoÂ’s skin never felt like home to them,
so they carved home out of the dust beneath their shoes
and kept on going.
I believe in all the ones who are told they donÂ’t belong.
I donÂ’t think I belong either.
I don’t know what it means to “belong”
but I know the ones shouting have nothing to offer,
that fitting in is the fad diet weÂ’re all starving ourselves to.
I believe in us.
The ones who have never felt good enough.
I believe in the girl next door, who likes to be called “her”
but who woke up, today, with a gender that felt like
hand spun wool and spilled milk,
and who still doesnÂ’t know how to tell her mother.
I believe in the ones dating the wrong people
so their parents wonÂ’t have to know
who it is they want to love.
I believe in a fear like that.
I believe in the kindness of strangers
and I believe that turning a blind eye
isnÂ’t what makes you bad.
It only makes you scared like the rest of us.
I believe people learn to be brave.
I believe in the hands picking flowers as much
as I believe in the hands that plant them.
Because sometimes our hearts are too big for our bodies
and they like to go bumping against each other–
sometimes,
love doesnÂ’t mean what you think it does.
You and I donÂ’t love the same, but we are,
all of us, out here loving.
I believe in the collection of fingerprints you pick up
from everything in the world you have ever touched.
If I believe in anything,
I believe that that
is enough.

Ehkä siitä tietää, et on viettänyt liikaa aikaa yksikseen kun alkaa sortua näihin _irc-gallerian_ blogimerkintöihin.. mutta mutta niin paljon katsomisen arvoisia elokuvia pitkäst aikaa ja osittain popcorn time sovelluksenkin ansiosta ;__;

Harmi ettei oo sama tilanne kun viime kesän lopulla.. hyvä leffa porukka ja leffamaratoni :3 mun mielestä tällasia leffakokemuksii ei pitäis kokee itsekseen..

Nyt pakenen taas fantasiamaailmaan c:

bye~

... I officially wonder if I exist anymore.

I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough.
I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough.
I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough.
I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough.
I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough.
I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough.
I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough.
I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough.
I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough.
I hate who I am. I hate who I am. I hate who I am. I hate who I am.
I hate who I am. I hate who I am. I hate who I am. I hate who I am.
I hate who I am. I hate who I am. I hate who I am. I hate who I am.
I hate who I am. I hate who I am. I hate who I am. I hate who I am.
I hate who I am. I hate who I am. I hate who I am. I hate who I am.
I hate who I am. I hate who I am. I hate who I am. I hate who I am.
I hate who I am. I hate who I am. I hate who I am. I hate who I am.
I hate who I am. I hate who I am. I hate who I am. I hate who I am.
I hate who I am. I hate who I am. I hate who I am. I hate who I am.
I need to change. I need to change. I need to change.
I need to change. I need to change. I need to change.
I need to change. I need to change. I need to change.
I need to change. I need to change. I need to change.
I need to change. I need to change. I need to change.
I need to change. I need to change. I need to change.
I need to change. I need to change. I need to change.
I need to change. I need to change. I need to change.
I need to change. I need to change. I need to change.
Settled for the second chance. Settled for the second chance.
Settled for the second chance. Settled for the second chance.
Settled for the second chance. Settled for the second chance.
Settled for the second chance. Settled for the second chance.
Settled for the second chance. Settled for the second chance.
Settled for the second chance. Settled for the second chance.
Settled for the second chance. Settled for the second chance.
Settled for the second chance. Settled for the second chance.
Settled for the second chance. Settled for the second chance.
Settled for the second chance. Settled for the second chance.
Settled for the second chance. Settled for the second chance.

Sydänsärkyyn ei buranat tai laastarit auta.

... a broken promise

.. except bucketful of lava spilled on your toes.