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Where were you, when i said i loved you?
And where were you, when i cried at night?
Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you
Thinking of, all the times we shared

*I remember when my heart broke
I remember when i gave up loving you
My heart couldn't take no more of you
I was sad and lonely
I remember when i walked out
I remember when i screamed i hated you
But somehow deep inside still loving you
sad and lonely

No one knew, all the pain i went through
All the love, i saved deep in my heart for you
Didn't know, where i would go
where i would be
But you made me leave
And plus my heart it just, it just kept telling me so

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There was nowhere else to go
Nobody else to turn to
For the rest of my life,
I promised myself i will love me first genuinely

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I know most times i'm far away
but still, i'm missing you
I said some things that i regret
but i'll make it up to you
Baby, i can't breathe when you touch my body
When your heart beats, it's like music to me
And i can't see my life without you
and baby it's all up to you

*If i could make time stand still
Then i know we'd live this moment for ever
Can we stay right here, you don't have to go baby, close that door
I really hate missing you
i rather be kissing you
and i don't know what i would do,
If i couldn't make love to you
Over and over and over,
i wish
That i could live this moment in time

As of today i put my life completely in your arms
and if you should feel
i could do more to please you
Then baby tell me how
Baby, i can't breathe when you touch my body
When your heart beats, it's like music to me
And i can't see my life without you
and baby it's all up to you

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It seems you can't hear me
When i open my mouth you never listen
You say stay, but what does that mean
Do you think i honestly want to be reminded forever?

*Don't waste your time trying to fix
What i want to erase
What i need to forget
Don't waste your time on me
what does that even mean
I don't want your hand
You'll only pull me down
So, save your breath
Don't waste your time

It's not easy not answering
Every time i want to talk to you
But i can't
If you only knew the hell i put myself through
Replaying memories in my head of you and i
Every night

*

You're calling
You're talking
You're trying
Trying to get in
But it's over,
it's over
It's over..

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You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still i wish you were here ♥

From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two i'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, i never knew love
'Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart..

Baby, please stay
give our love a chance for one more day
We could have worked things out
taking time is what love's all about
But, you put a dart
Through my dreams through my heart
and i'm back where i started again
Never thought it would end..

I want to be yours, i want to be someone special
but i'm only dreaming
I want to be more than friends
I want to be near your heart
but i can only hold it inside

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Wish there were words to replace the sound of my heart for you to eventually know
It's wrong for we're "good friends" and i scared that i'll lose you,
if you don't feel the same as me

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I can only wait for the day you know how i feel

Many nights i wondered why
you would just up and leave my life
Many days i stayed at home
tired of life just need to be alone

*I can't see life without you and me
I can't see or be anything else
You're long gone when i need you here
and i can't blame nobody but myself

**So, i'm the reason why we're apart
I'm the reason why you won't stay
I'm the cause of these broken hearts
I'm the reason why love i know is leaving my life

Many years i followed you
Just to see if you were telling the truth
Many days i questioned you
I just didn't trust what you said you'll do

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I'm the reason why..
Can't believe I'm..
I'm the reason why..

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You are so far away
and still you ask me to wait
you told your friends that you just pretend
cuz' you was shame, because of me
and still you want me to stay,
when, you act like you don't even care
i can't take this no more,
i should run long time ago.