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Lately I find myself
Putting on the same clothes everyday
Trying to recapture
The way it was
And I find myself
Crying in my bed
Lying like I'm dead
And crazy in my head
And oh, I know

That the days run out
And my heart is black
And my soul is lost
In a maze of haze

I don't wanna feel this hurt
I don't wanna feel this pain
I don't wanna be in silence but you took my words away
I don't wanna be insane
I don't wanna be alone
But I know I will be alright on my own
Oh, on my own

Lately I find myself
Sleeping alone with my phone
Hoping to hear your voice say
That I'm coming home
And I find myself
Rearranging my thoughts
Reversing this heart
Returning being from being lost
And I know

That the days run out
And my heart is black
And my soul is lost
In a maze of haze

I don't wanna feel this hurt
I don't wanna feel this pain
I don't wanna be in silence but you took my words away
I don't wanna be insane
I don't wanna be alone
But I know I will be alright on my own
Oh, on my own

How am I gonna face tomorrow
When it doesn't seem fair
And you left me with the scars of such sorrow
And you don't even care

I don't wanna feel this hurt
I don't wanna feel this pain
No, no, no
I don't wanna feel this hurt
I don't wanna feel this pain
I don't wanna be in silence but you took my words away
I don't wanna be insane
I don't wanna be alone
But I know I will be alright on my own
Oh, on my own

I don't wanna feel this hurt
I don't wanna feel this pain
I don't wanna be in silence but you took my words away
I don't wanna be insane
I don't wanna be alone
But I know I will be alright on my own...
[Reina - On my own]

Helvetin hyvät ja asian ytimeen osuvat sanat. Tuon biisin jokaiseen sanaan on tiivistettynä parin viime vuoden fiilikset, oikeastaan kesä 05 - kevät 06. Se oli kuin yksin sumussa hapuilua, lopulta lopetin edes yrittämisen. Ainoa asia, jota kaipasin, halusin ja pystyin ajattelemaan oli eksän tuoksu ja puhelimen sointi.

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