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Stop Time Push Play Again

I can see you walking towards me
Look into my eyes but walk pass me
Say something, say something
Your silence is killing me
And it hurts, it hurts
More than piercing words

So you make me regret
Even if I don’t want to
I never should have opened my mouth
Lose my voice so now I cannot shout
I like you and I’m sorry
If what I did was wrong

Time seems to stand still now
I go on but I’m lost somehow
So give me a sign, only a sign
So that I can find my way out
No matter where, no matter where
Just let me breathe I don’t care

So please don’t make me regret
The things I just had to do
Maybe I shouldn’t have opened my mouth
I lost my voice yet I need to shout
I like you and I’m so sorry
If you feel I treated you wrong

So give me a sign, only a sign
Please don’t stop my time

No matter where, no matter where
No matter what you do

You can push my play again
Without whispering I love you

So please don’t make me regret
The things I just had to do
Maybe I shouldn’t have opened my mouth
Lose my voice so now I cannot shout
I like you and I’m sorry
Forgive me if I did you wrong

You will make my heart
exblode,
my brain will freeze and
mind'll go blanc,
only by the touch of your
hand,
you will make me a
lunatic...


Elämä on helvetin ihanaa ku korvan juuressa karjuu ylivilkas 3-vuotias ja päivä menny muutenkin perseelleen... argh! Ja yhyy... >_<

... ja sit mä tein jotain harkitsematonta...

I Hate The World Today

I hate the world today
ItÂ’s your birthday
And IÂ’m weak
I should say
Happy birthday
Yet I keep my mouth shut for I am weak

And I curse every second of this
Shit, fuck every chance I missed
ItÂ’s too freaking hard to say I like you
Happy birthday, youÂ’re cute

So I hate the world today
For the things I couldnÂ’t say
IÂ’m a dim-witted freak
I should pray
A new chance for a new day
For IÂ’m the dim-witted freak

And I hate every minute of it
Shit, fuck the things I never said nor did
ItÂ’s too freaking hard to come and hug you
ItÂ’s your present, happy birthday, youÂ’re cute

And I just hate the world today
Hoping tomorrow it ainÂ’t the same
Maybe I'll get the words out someday...

A Dream

I saw a dream
I bleed
I saw you and no me
Just vampireÂ’s fangs on my throat

I ripped off that head
Under my bed
Where you havenÂ’t slept
Lonely is the heart you broke

And I cry
Even if IÂ’m supposed to be strong
You pull me up
Only to crush me down
But canÂ’t be there to collect the pieces

Can you?

The truth I seek
The one I need
You and no me
In your deep darkness I float

The blood I already shed
The tears that made the mess
Till the time to confess
Are you the one I sought?

And I fly
Even if I am not that strong
You lift me up
DonÂ’t crush again
‘Cause you can’t be there to collect the pieces

Can you?

A lonely nightmare
A lonely lie
Lost and lonely
Till the day I die

A wicked dream
Fly by night
Like a love beam
I surrender without a fight

‘Cause you won’t be there to collect the pieces

Or will you?

Tänään alkaa CSI:n uudet jaksot!!!! :DD

... Enkä mä nähny tänään muumeja... :'(

Mä myönnän, mulla meni eilen kovaa... Tänään sit tossa äsken aloin lukemaan noita eilisiä merkintöjäni ja kelasin, että olenko mä varmasti 18w...? Okei, henkisesti ehkä 8... tai 15.

Juokse, poika, juokse

Tiedätkö mitä
mä oon rakastunut
enkä todellakaan luovuta
ennen kuin omistan sut
jos et muista mua nyt
niin ole muistamatta vaan
mä kyllä muistutan sua kunnes et voi unohtaa

Tiedätkö mitä
mä haluan vain sut
ja voit yrittää mitä vaan
lannistaaksesi mut
jos sä inhoat mua nyt
niin vittu inhoa vaan
mä tulen iljettämään sua kunnes sun on pakko rakastaa

Siis juokse, poika, juokse
silti pakoon pääse et
oot liian nuori leikkimään
mä tiedän panokset
mut pyristele, pyristele, pyristele vaan
kun vaivalla sut voitan
on se paljon kivempaa

Arvaapas mitä
mä oon hullaantunut
sinun ruskeista silmistäsi
täysin seonnut
jos oon mielestäs ruma
kokeile silmäs ummistaa
tuut katsomaan niin kauan ettet enää tiedä kauniimpaa

Arvaapas mitä
vaikka olisit ei sanonut
se ei pysäyttäisi mua
ja lopulta itse vaivaannut
mä oon varmaan sekopäisin tyttö
mitä löytyy päältä maan
luovuta siis nyt ennen kuin sekoitan sinutkin kokonaan

Joten juokse, poika, juokse
sä pakoon pääse et
oot liian nuori leikkimään
mä tiedän panokset
mut kiemurtele, kiemurtele, kiemurtele vaan
mä olen sit niin onnellinen kun saan sut pysyyn paikoillaan

A Dream About You Again


After I fell asleep you came again


I saw a dream about you again
Among all the other dreams of you
My nightmare during day
Hunting me in a dream is all that you lately do

A dream about you again
So vivid but not true
Day after day it feels as lame
As if I was stuck on a loop

During every blood red moment
Rays of sun get lost
Envying all the girls youÂ’re talking to
As I am hurting again
Makes me die inside

I saw a dream about you again
While I prey them to stop
And yet every now and then
In your eyes I make myself get lost

A dream about you again
Comes like every other dream
You may kiss, may say my name
But in the morning youÂ’re gone and I bleed

As every blood red moment
Brings back my Fake Dee
Only to remember all the others youÂ’re talking to
Utterly I fall short again
To take damage time after time

I saw a dream about you again
A hallucination of my unfaithful mind
It makes me remember every now and then
The pain I left behind

A dream about you again
The wish of an irresistible sin
That we could always be together then
When you lose and I win

You on every blood red moment
On my skin and my heart
Unable to ever leave

I saw a dream about you again
Where my brother did not like you
But habitually I remain the same
Making myself the fool

A dream about you again
After which I hoped I hated you too
A dream where I was brave
And you were a fool

And every blood red moment
Gaines a little weight
As faithful as dishonest
Inside my petty brain
Never ever the dream about you goes away