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To hell and back I went for you
Yet nothing I could ever do
Would ever put a smile on you
Through these few lines I hope you'll realize
All that we created were but lies

So now, that it's all over
How could I ever stay sober

The curse of the mead is making me weak
The liqueur brought me down on my knees
Yet this hellhole called pub isn't the reason I'm drunk

You left me

Waking up to a world spinning
Surrounded by people staring at me
Lying there aching
I never felt so distant from them all
Yet I'm all they're talking about
And my fall

Still it's over
I'm not sober

I drink to the pain and the drink brings me pain
A never ending cycle, repeating itself again and again
I feel so shit it almost feels good

That you left me

The last words they spoke before my departure
Wasn't about how shameful I was nor my rapture
It was about how beautiful we were together
But that's all lost now and forever

Suicide
From the start
Of your mind

Evacuate
Your brain
Unless you wanna die

Blasphemy dictates and if you think otherwise
You'll be sure to be shot for your lies

Religion or suffocation
Either way you drown through both
Like a train it'll hit you, beat you till you believe
Every piece of shit in the book of disease

Like father like son you'll be shot under the sun
Believe in the priest and the pope as well
Or your soul will be condemned to hell

Belief and faith and asphyxiation
Jesus Christ, the unholy son controls our nation
When the bells toll you'd better cower in fear
It might be the last thing you'll ever hear

Death
Death
Death
Enough's been said

Flashes of light and the ideas shine bright
Quickly dotting down every single line
Impatiently awaiting continuation
This inspiration is like an addiction

Rushing away to get it all summed up
Sitting down and taking a deep long breath
It all came out at once, all fucked up

Thinking and thinking and sinking
And drowning in words and melodies in my head
Scribbling and solving and raping the work
By the end of this line it's as good as dead
Naught came of this and never will
This text is nothing more than a ink spill

Like a drug it hits, leaving you numb
Inventing the great, leaving it dumb
Like a dream it feels, leaving you numb
Achieving the goal, leaving it dumb

Memory lane is a strange and windy path
To walk alone yet with no memory of the past
A waste of ink and time, accomplishing no single rhyme

Soothing mushrooms
Wild red berries
Flying saucers and yellow ferries
Psychotic neurotic compulsive disorders
Glorious beautiful deliberate disasters
The end as we know it
The end as you know it
The end, we all know it

Seeping wounds and bullets fly
Soothing drugs and we all fly
Prophets of old couldn't have fortold
The end of our young was brought by your own

Pills and syringes
Happy marriages
To space we will take
But what is at stake?

Soothing mushrooms
Colorful berries
Talking swans and no more ferrets
Anorectic objective subject for death
Obese chinese praised for his wealth
Bricks and sticks and stones and bones
The end is nigh yet we all sit tight

Fish in the sky and butterflies in the sea
Up side down and mirrored eyes are blind
Courage in life gives honor in death
Past is gone and future is present behind the mask's
Of presidents and politicians and cowards and lies

As the darkness falls I am close to you
Blades unsheathed and ready to stab
Your last breath is long overdue
This time there's no turning back

I see the pain again in your eyes
Reflections of our past diminishing in the dark
A crimson stream is all thats left of what was you
Now as Death grasps your soul so cruel

Mutilated and glorified your body lies so still
Obsessed with your pain I carve more sins
Into your warm flesh

No more pain in your eyes
You lie dead yet still warm in the dark
I devour your blood and hunger for more
So obscene yet I feel so whole

As I leave you behind there's no turning back
You are no more and so it shall be
'Til the day is one with the night and everything turns black

Through all dead reflections
I still see all my rejections
Past mistakes still haunt me
Even when I'm with you
They still feel just as cruel

Looking for a bit of sincerity
Need to kill this insanity I see
All around me it's killing me
Not regret nor guilt could help now
I just have to reap what I sow

Bitter memories once again
This circle sees no end
Following the shapes lingering away
Time to leave without saying goodbye

Seems I was born to a world full of sin
No matter what card I held
There was more blood to be spilled
So let me tell you one thing
And one simple thing only
Theres more to come, better ready your gun

Pour me whiskey and gin
I was born here to win
To conquer and retell the tale
Pour me vodka and beer
I have come here to steer
This world to a better place

So along this road I've seen
More misery than belief
Yet you all hope for a better world
To me it makes no sense
Don't just wait for a the bell
Sound aloud and let your voice be heard

They poured me whiskey and gin
I was sure I would win
And conquer and retell the tale
But seems all I did do
Was get drunk like a fool
But hey there no shame, lets get drunk and rejoice

All is coming down slow and steady
Still you won't be ready
Just hope for your neighbor to care
Sitting and waiting for the call
Even in the midst of the fall
There's no help on the way, you have failed

But now

Pour us whiskey and gin
You can't help nor win
No hope left for any of us
Pour us vodka and beer
There's nothing to fear
The future is not for us all

I came up with a melody
So sincere and so strong
I thought of putting it together
And make a great song!

The first that came in mind
Were pirates and treasure
How they drank much rum
To relieve their pressure!

And then it skipped to Greece
To Gods and heroes in armor
Longing every lonely week
To be shot by an arrow from Amor

Longing to be something you never could be
Is more giving than striving not to be seen
So come out and show the world how it should revolve
And put Darwin in his place by showing who's evolved!

The melody brought with it
All these beautiful thoughts
Well not maybe so joyous
But things I wish weren't opposed

Being a heretic ain't bad at all
Just wish the ignorant faithful
Wouldn't wish to see our fall

As the melody rang in my ears
And started to fade away
I knew it was to be forgotten
But maybe it wasn't meant for me

Seas of blood and rivers of hate
Hunger for more, destined by fate
Invoking the evil beyond the brimstone gate

You soulless creature
The bringer of rage
You harrower of rapture
And slayer of grace
Summoned forth by thy merciless slave
I called upon thee for the gift of the brave
Awaken in me the power of old
Make my blood run black and cold

Sky painted red and black stars of ash
Carving mountains with ruptures and lash
Bring forth thy most secret dark cache

You godless being
The harvester of life
You echoing darkness
And reaper of ripe
Awakened from slumber for reasons untold
See for yourself the world ravage by gold
Bring man to justice and reap what God sow
Sculpture it all after your choice

Summoned thy were, gone thy are
Forever relentless with ocean deep scars
We thank you for the justice brought forth by war

I don't need the fucking religion of yours
I got my own belief called common sense
And it sure as hell will make you sore

Take a look in the mirror and tell me it's all right
Tell me you're so ugly it's not worth the fight
No need to point out the obvious
Everyone knows you're ridiculous

No help in the world could help you change
Seem's you're doomed to fail by fate

Take a look at your reflection and see the failure
Tell me you're ugliness won't give others a seizure
No need to play Captain Obvious
Everyone can tell you're fucking crazy

By the time you've come this far
You're scared that it'll make you fall
No worry honey, you're not the only one
That's thought about pulling the trigger on a gun

Take a look through your window and see the world
Tell me if not everybody is the target of my hurt
No need to make your words echo in the air
Everyone is a failure, from common to a king's heir