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aina voi toivoa etta tuleva vuosi olisi parempi kuin edellinen,
toivottelen siis parempaa vuotta 2008! :)

tahtoisin vain nukahtaa.

liikaa ajateltavaa, en voi silmia ummistaa.

kauhukuvia, painajaisia, toiveunia.

ihan mita vain, kunhan vain voisin nukahtaa.

onko se liikaa?

Ja arvatkaa oonko ees menos kattoon sita! lol, no en tietenkaan. Liput saan joskus ens viikolla.

onks joku kade?:D

kun luulee paasseensa yli asiasta, se tuleekin ihan sattumalta eteen. taas kavi nain.

mietin mita mulla olisi, jos olisin valinnut toisin. olisinko onnellisempi? missa olisin? kenen kanssa? kuinka kauan? vanhat asiat jaksaa vaivata mielta, luulin tosiaan paasseeni yli kaikesta, mutta miksi sitten ajattelen? miksi vain jossittelen? olisinko voinut tehda asiat toisin? miksen tehnyt? miksi halusin kokeilla rajojani? miksi etsin jotain muuta vaikka olin onnellinen? vai olinko? luulin olleeni. ja tiedan etta oli. etsin parempaa, vaikka kaikki oli juuri niin parasta kuin vain voi olla. se oli sita nuoruuden holmoilyja. mutta jos vain voisin... muuttaa jotain. tekisin sen. jos voisin saada sut takasin edes ystavana. ja monet muutkin. kummaa kuinka ika tuo viisautta. vaikken tunne etta olisin oppinut jotain. jotkut asiat haluaisin elaa uudestaan ja tehda totaalisesti toisin. se helpottaisi kaikkien elamaa. luulen niin.

miksi mietin tallaisia? antaisin vain asioiden olla. en vain pysty. haluaisin huutaa. kukaan ei kuitenkaan kuulisi sita. ahdistaa. haluan kadota pois tasta maailmasta. mutta niin ne viisaammat sanoo etta elamassa taytyy tehda virheita etta oppii. mutta kuinka suuria virheita etta tietaa oppineensa jotain? kuinka paljon pitaa tehda virheita etta oppii jotain? tuntuu kuin olisin valinnut vain virheita. ehka vahiten virheelt tuntuu tama ameriikka. ainoa hyva asia tassa vaiheessa. mutta kun katson asioita pintaa syvemmalle, loydan taas virheita. miksi tavoittelen taydellisyytta?

kuka saisi minut lopettamaan ajattelun? tai mika saisi lopettamaan ajattelun? ehka tiedan vastuksen. se vain on yksi suurimmista mahdottomuuksista.

life is a highway that u travel on. one day here and next day gone.

olisiko se vastaus kysymyksiini?

i would do it right now. i cant do anything, just hope. hope that everything is okay. but if not... i would kill myself. why i didnt think anything? why i just did it? if somebody could tell me, it would be nice. but nobody can.

im confuse. somebody. help me. somebody, listen to me. i shout that somebody could hear me. but im alone, nobody hear me, nobody notice me. this was my choice, and now i serve this all fucking stuff.

if i could hate somebody, i would do that. but i dont hate anybody, even though i should. but i cant.

im the biggest loser ever.

yea, thank guys n Stewart.<3 Best friday ever.. im not kidding. It was too sad that i had run home, but it doesnt matter. It was fun anyway. More fun woud have if somebody would run with me. lol. u stupid litte boy stayed in car cause there was raining. u r not sugar. or maybe u r for me. ;)
when we'll see next time? Tell me. Or maybe i should ask for Magic 8ball, wat u think?

n now im coughing all the time. too much sport for one night. lol. or maybe its not only from sport. maybe something else. like cig. lol. i'll stop it. nex year maybe. lol.

i smell like... weird stuff. n that is SOOOOOO weird. thanks Eric. Wat the hell u did that i smell soooo bad?! lol.

i wanna icecream... maybe i should go kitchen and look at. i think there is little bit for me. ahhh. icecream. lol.

now im listening bad touch by bloodhound gang. lol. it makes me laugh. it tell just like tonite. haha. discovery channel. thats right! tomorrow i should ask something for Stewart. lol. i know wat they did w/ jon. or im pretty sure. lol. nice club house. i'll love this place. lol.

i wanna one cig. lol. somebody would kill me. lol. i feel that im sick... shit. but im not. fucking stupid cough. i need water. and somebody. lol. what i should do 2morrow? somebody could tell me. i dont wanna stay home like all day. maybe im goin lunch to fridays... n then i could see my lil friend. lol.

but i had soooooo much fun. n i konw that friends had too. ;]

c ya!

its a friday night! and im going out with stewart, jon n eric. sweet.

i think that its bowling time. or movie. i dunno.

hannah is going to basketball game with devon n devons mom. lol. i swear that i would have more fun. lol. n i know i have!

haha. this is fun. i could type in finnish but i love english and sometimes this is easier for type. lol.

could u believe that i've been here like over 4 months and i can speak n write english soooooo well? Nope. i knew it. nobody can believe that here is almost same girl who left and was soooooo scaried and stuff. lol.

maybe i should move to va. wat u think? or maybe not.

but anyway i love this country like sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much and i love this ppl more than u guys. ehhh. not really. i just kidding. finland is always home, but america is other home. lol.

im soooooo excited about tonite! lol. i wanna go n do something wild n crazy. n i know tht im doing something like that, cause im with eric. lol. if hannah would know that im going out with guys, she would kill me like in this second. shit. but its not my fault that eric wanna hang out more with me than her. lol. i like b popular. n yesterday hannah saw chris black, he is football player n ivans like best friend. lol.
n i dunno wat i should thinking bout ivan. i saw him last time like week ago. lol. n he didn't came our christmas party. but do u know wat? I DONT REALLY CARE! lol.
ok, im wild n crazy and i've not done anything. lol. haha. no my english teacher would be proud of me. I CAN WRTE IN ENGLISH!

yeah. i think that this is evrything wat im feeling rigt now. see ya!

A: Tykkää juomisesta
B: Tykkää ihmisistä
C: On villi ja hullu
D: Hän on yksi parhaimmista persoonista
E: Hyvä suutelija
F: Sinua palvotaan
J: Pitää tupakasta
G: Toiset eivät määrää sinua
H: Hyvä persoona ja vielä paremman näköne
I: Rakastaa kaikkea hauskaa
K: Todella tyhmä
L: Kaikkien rakastama
M: Tekee seurustelusta hauskaa
N: Todella seksikäs
O: Paras panemaan
P: Tulee toimeen kaikkien kanssa
Q: Tekopyhä
R: Vitun hullu
S: Helposti rakastettavissa
T: Uskollinen rakkailleen
U: Tykkää rentoutua
V: ei tuomitse
W: Erittäin avarakatseinen
X: Muut eivät määrää minua
Y: Yksi parhaimmista Tyttö/poika ystävistä, mitä voi olla
Z: Aina valmis


A: Tykkää juomisesta
I: Rakastaa kaikkea hauskaa
N: Todella seksikäs
O: Paras panemaan

would it be like that?

I'm a Barbie girl in a Barbie world
life in plastic, it's fantastic
You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation

LEO - The Lion

Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy, but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.