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Hmmm so I was in the fucking lucia thingy today. It sucked. I havn't worn only white since my confirmation thing. It was so uncomfortable that I had my pants and converse on under it! Haha. I hope my teachers noticed.
Well I'm still pretty sick so it really sounded horrible, but hey! I mean you can't be perfect right?!?!?!
We also got to watch the other show...
It was better than the first, definately. But still... They suck. I mean seriously. There are SOME rules in music that you DON'T fucking break. One of them is: You do NOT, ever in your life, play the song "Bohemian Rhapsody" by Queen if you are like serious. It can be played like with friends and just playing around, but NEVER EVER should that song be played on stage for people that doesn't know you. I mean seriously. And DEFINATELY not if you are trying to sound like the original. I mean Freddy Mercury. He was the fucking greatest singer that ever walked this earth. Do not try to copy! Well the little first graders played it. It sucked. I was angry. Norma (hugest Queen fan ever) actually started crying cause she was so mad!
Oh and also they played "rock'n'roll" by led zeppelin. Same thing here (not as much as with the queen song but still!). The bad thing is that my class had that song in our show last year so I mean it was like they stole from us (but they didn't go to our school at that time so they didn't know it really). Also they played the soundtrack from Friends you know "I'll be there for you..." and well we played that song lasst year. Copy cats! Damn....
Well we don't suck as much as them so I'm happy!
The people that played instuments were actually okay but the singers. Catastrofic...

Oh my God. I'm so sick right now. I've never had a flu like this one. Or ehm. Maybe I have. I don't know... Anyways I'm like so tired and cold because of this. It's crazy. I've been like basically shaking all day. And it's not even that cold outside.
Well anyway that wasn't what I was gonna write about...
I was in school today (first day this week) and well the first graders where having their annual "christmas show". Now you all have to understand that the "christmas show" has nothing what so ever to do with christmas. I mean it's just a random show that's like at christmas. Very random but that's the name of it. Well the whole red thread thing in this show is that all the music studants get to work together. The bands are put together with rapers, soul-types AND rockers (imagine all the fights that we had when we did it) and well then the music producer types get to make like videos and stuff for the rest of us. It was a lot of fun but MAN it was like so annoying to have to be with all the fucking idiot-soul-drama-queens. Well anyways, enough of that. The first graders this year had the first of the two shows (there are so many people in the classes that well we had to devide it up to two shows!) today. It sucked.
It was so fucking bad that I was like falling asleep in the middle of it. Haha The singers could NOT hit the right notes and well it was just bad. Most of the rappers where like totaly awful. You know it was like "I would rap better than you, bitch"... Well anyways it was nice to watch. It was ehm funny!?!?!?! Hahaha

I was just thinking about myself. Was I really THAT bad on my first show in the school? I mean the only people that actually rocked where like the drummers. Was it the same thing with us? Well I guess I'll never know!

Oh I really can get that through my mind... Been thinking I'm going to school tomorrow and then like understanding that it's saturday and getting really happy. WOHO

Noh what have I been up to lately?
I don't fucking know. Watched "the quiet" today. Awsome, beautiful movie. It's like so awful but amazing at the same time. I could relate to parts of it at the same time as it was so different. Totaly amazing, that's all I can say about it right now!
I also watched Transformers (Matcho right?!?!?!) with Peter yesterday. Cutie... Havn't seen him for a while, damn he still has my clothes. I want themback! And I watched "My neighbour Totoro" with Malte. Awsome. Hahaha Anime thingy.... WIIIIIII
So I'm gonna go now...
Kisses on you all

PS. Isn't it wierd that everytime I write something at school I'm REALLY pissed of but when I'm home or at a friends house I'm like normal. At least a little bit more normal! HAHAHAHa

Finally!

I'm soooooo tired right now. Been in school since like 10 today... (that's not that long actually...)
HAha noh
Well I'm reading all this SHIT about satanism. It's crazy. I mean not in a bad way. It's like pretty okay you know! Totaly awsome that something so commersially wrong actually is so right... What if I'd become a satanist?!?!?! HAhah That would be so random! HAHAHAHAHA
God... I'm really too random right now so I'll just go!


WOHO 33 minutes till the lesson starts! Why the hell am I here at all???

Hahaha Angry again... At school? YES!
DAmn I fucking hate hate hate this shit. I wanna move today!
Good bye people....

I'm a true bitch at school! HAHAHAHAHAHA

Oh my god. I wanna kill, kill, kill everyone I fucking know. Hmm that was nice to get out.
Damn I get so fucking messed up when I'm at school. Damn it it's like "Minnie, oh nobody cares if she lives or dies!" Hahaha. You are all so fucking amusing. Do you actually think you can break me? Cause if you didn't know, you do. Every time. So common make a game out of breaking me down and then fixing me back up. Every time I fall to pieces. Every single time. That's when I loose a part of myself that noone will ever be able to get back. And so I'm broken. I stand there before you. BROKEN!
What good does this message do? Really? You wouldn't care even if you read it!
FUCK YOU!
ALL...

Just realized that. Haha I'm so blonde sometimes! Haha 2 days where just like a haze. HAHA Guess that's just what happens to me on the weekends. I become a ghost of myself. This is me! A shade of something bigger. Not one whole person. Just parts of one.
Just as a broken heart can be healed. It just takes the right amount of plasters. But what if some pieces disappear? Can the plastered heart be counted as one whole? Or is it forever broken?
Well I just feel like I'm pieces in the weekends and then sometimes I get some plasters on the weeks. Nobody actually knows how many is needed though. Nobody has enough. And so I'm broken. Or am I? Well, Peter knows. Almost. He's plasterbox is never empty. But he hasn't found those last pieces. Even though he's trying. I don't know if anyone will find them. Maybe they went with Brorsan. Maybe they where meant to.
Well, enough philosophy for one sunday night.

Need to go get some alcohole or something to numb of my mind. HAHAHA! Create some new pieces!

Hmm hahaha. Pretty big this time. Mommy was angry. 5000kr (500E) from when I got home... Haha that's like so much. I'd phoned finland 19hours in that time. HAHAHA That's probably some kind of record. I mean... HAHAHA 19 hours in 18 days. HAHAHAHA I rocks sometimes.

Well need to go now. Have more important things to do!

Haha well I kinda posted this a couple of days ago... It's from my show and well it's basically me performing a song by tokio hotel that I've mixed up a bit! Hahaha It's way better than the original that's for fucking sure... Check it out and tell me what you think!



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MC40uLvTVLk