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i wake up in the morning and i feel the pain in my head
if it's the rest i need i'd rather be dead
no destinations in this life i live
no expectationsi, i just drift and drift and drift !

i'm well aware of how it aches
and you still won't let me in
now I'm breaking down your door
to try and save your swollen face
though i don't like you anymore
you lying, trying waste of space.

bury all your secrets in my skin
come away with innocence
and leave me with my sins
the air around me still feels like a cage
and love is just a camouflage
for what resembles rage again..

so if you love me, let me go
and run away before i know
my heart is just too dark to care
i can't destroy what isn't there
deliver me into my fate
if i'm alone i cannot hate
i don't deserve to have you..
my smile was taken long ago
if i can change i hope i never know

i still press your letters to my lips
and cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
i couldn't face a life without your light
but all of that was ripped apart..
when you refused to fight

so save your breath, i will not hear
i think i made it very clear
you couldn't hate enough to love
is that supposed to be enough ?
i only wish you weren't my friend
then i could hurt you in the end
i never claimed to be a saint..
my own was banished long ago
it took the death of hope to let you go

so break yourself against my stones
and spit your pity in my soul
you never needed any help
you sold me out to save yourself
and i won't listen to your shame
you ran away
you're all the same
angels lie to keep control..
my love was punished long ago
if you still care, don't ever let me know
if you still care, don't ever let me know..

i'll dust away the fallings the winter leaves for me
i'll stare into the fire and set tomorrow free.

joillekin on luotu kauniit kasvonpiirteet
joillekin taas kyky nauttia
joillakin on pieni koti minne mennä
mulla on vaan tie jota kulkea.

if only we could all just find serenity
it would be nice if we could live as one
when will all this anger, hate and bigotry be gone ?

I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you.

Nyt kaipaan kipeesti jonkun viisaan ihmisen neuvoja.

http://www.xestia.net/testit/persoonallisuus.php

95% - Ulospäinsuuntautuneisuus
Seurallinen, pitää juhlimisesta, keskustelee, kaipaa jännitystä, ottaa riskejä, toimii hetken mielijohteesta.
50% - Psykoottisuus
Piittaamattomuus muista ihmisistä, eristäytyminen, sopeutumattomuus, empatian puute, vihamielisyys, piittaamattomuus vaarasta, julmuus, epäinhimillisyys.
61% - Neuroottisuus
Ahdistunut, huolestunut, masentunut, mielialan vaihtelu, syyllisyyden tunteet ja alhainen itsetunto.
13% - Valheasteikko
Mittaa taipumusta antaa vastauksissaan itsestään todellista terveempi tai sosiaalisesti suotavampi kuva.

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside, I hope you feel it too.

<3