with all of my money,
with all of my love
it doesent feel good as *****!

I never wanted to be,
The person you see,

I always wanted to die
But you kept me alive

I never wanted to be
So god some comic relief
I've been toruted and scorned

since the day I was born...

And I 've been violated by it all
I never wanted to be
The person you see
But thank you...

God please tell me now?
Are you dissapointed are you dissapointed are you proud?

always they bring drama to me...

i'm not doing great
i feel like i'm dead...

The rules have changed well I didn't know
There are things in my life I can't control