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I need to fucking complain.
About something.


Im sick. So sick , I feel like my head is going to explode all over the fucking screen.

I took out my tongue & nipple piercings , and one of my lips , actually I lost that being drunk at tuska.. but all the same.

Im going to get tattooed at the convention in London in a few weeks time , and my friends coming to stay , from Denmark because her Russian tattoo artist is going to be there for the sunday and its the only day free.


I wish this sickness would go .. the fuck..away.

& now I gotta work spinefeast too :(

I'm leaving for sweden in exactly 2 weeks , going to gothenburg with marcus (who should be home in a minute ? ) and then we're going to Arvika.
Knut and I decided to meet up there , to spend the weekend together , It's been nearly a year since I've seen him , and I miss him alot.
The rest of our friend from Norway are coming over too , and some people I know from sweden.
I was supposed to work with Satyricon this year , but everything got so fucked up at the last minute , and they wouldn't pay nearly as enough that either of us going would be able to get there. So we cancelled. & now I'm going with 6 swedes , to meet up with 7 norwegians. Fucked up how it works out , but I couldn't be happier than with them.

At the end of December , I'm flying back to Australia for a few months.
And just after my birthday , I come back here.

It's my bestfriends birthday today. He officially has 1 foot in the grave now. Even though he only turned 28. I'm going to visit him again in August , so we can go to hole in sky together to see satyricon.

if you could hear a pin drop , you would've realised I was in love with you in such a short space of time.

My father had a heartattack a few days ago (don't worry , I don't care) , don't know if he is dead or alive (not so bothered about that either) .


Someone I know today today be I'm "completely unlikeable" (not that I've actually truthfully liked anyone in *that* way since the end of last year) and that he pitys' any man who comes into contact with me , I'm not sure he expected the response of "me too" , according to him , the all-knowing expert , my drinking is getting out of hand , Me ? drinking ? never. I've just been drunk nearly every day since early march, once I've been drunk everyday for the next 6 months , then we might have something to talk about. I guess they just need to give up while they're ahead.

Ahh I finally got my press passes for Tuska this afternoon , so my dreams about being drunk for 3 days are no more , since I have to work the whole festival :(
I'm sure I'll manage to make up for it at night somehow.

I'll never say it out loud , but I still miss you.
It's just easier if I type it here , on a screen. Where I can delete it.
If only I could use the delete button on my memories too. I'd delete your entire existance in my life.