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To not forget our loving, should I a sign implore?
I'd ask for you, but dearest, you are your own no more
Nor do I beg a flower from in your golden hair
Forgetfulness, beloved is but my single player

Oh what a sad sensation, when joy that soon did wane
Not swift with it to vanish, but ever here remain!

When through tits life to wander it has been writ, it seem
A dream made out of shadow, a shadow made of dream

No matter when I die, this or some later day
My wish is out of the mind of all to I pass away
And you forget the dream that our two hearts endears
When you loom back, beloved, upon the faded years

Let in the depths of shadow my memory be gone
As though we midst our loving each other had not known
A chant of lamentation within cold walls of chime
To beg for me in weeping the peace of endless time

As though those hours of wonder in fact we did not live
That I so deeply love you dear one can you forgive?

My face turned to the desert you left me all alone
And cold beneath my eyelids my eyes have turned to stone
And when at last death's soil my body does reclaim
Then who will know me or know from whence I came?

Let in the depths of shadow my memory be gone
As though we midst our loving each other had not known
A chant of lamentation within cold walls of chime
To beg for me in weeping the peace of endless time

While then... should they my body into the gutter throw
Still that would be far better than what I suffer now

Afar of in distance a flock of crows arise
And darken all the heavens before my sightless eyes
Beyond the earth's steep margin a hurricane does start
Flinging to the world my dust and to the wind my heart

Yet as in spring the blossom do you remain the while
With gentle eyes and humid and tender, childish smile
So much a child, yet seeming each day to younger grow
And of my fate know nothing as I too nothing know

My face turned to the desert you left me all alone
And cold beneath my eyelids my eyes have turned to stone

And when at last death's soil my body does reclaim
Then who will know me or know from whence I came?

While then... should they my body into the gutter throw
Still that would be far better than what I suffer now


Agathodaimon - Faded Years

The Darkness Inside

Life sometimes feels like a nightmare
When every step you take is a wrong one
With only binary choices there
Seeming fair?

They say that time does slowly heal
But memories amplify the pain I feel
Forever haunting me, it's so unreal
And still we dream... as we walk down the line...
We forever sleep

Since ages dead inside
A plunge red shrine

Emotions and hope subside
Foul like altar wine

Life sometimes into a nightmare
When every step you take is a wrong one
With only binary choices there
Seeming fair?

Not when luck has gone
And I said
Not when luck has gone

Living a life beyond light
With darkness to pattern my fate
Feelings left aside
Left with despair and nothing but hate
Left to witness
The final fall of mankind
No outcome of existence

Life sometimes even seems like it goes on
Still every step you take is a wrong one
Maybe you can wake up anytime you like
But you can never leave
You will never achieve
The feeling that life goes on

Or are we already gone?

Left to witness
The final fall of mankind
No outcome of existence
Floods my heart and mind

A lifeless thing in living guise
Leaping off to quick demise

A blind man in a cave of eternal light
Remnants of a dream that fades

Life at times is hard to comprehend
But every step leads further to the end
Still even death is but a guess
And darkness weaves with many shades
Darkness weaves with many shades

Take a look beyond the silver glades
See darkness weave with many shades


Agathodaimon - The Darkness Inside

Taivas on sähäkkä viikonloppu
autojen ääniä korttelissa
kaupunkiliikenteen maksuton bussi
uuttera portsari

Taivas on asunto ullakolla
alempi huoneisto varastona
parkettilattia, takka ja amme
lojaali naapuri

Taivas on kuulemma tuhkimoille
taivas on juoppojen kapakka
lukion loppu ja kuusi ällää
taivas on kirkas ja napakka

Taivas on kuulemma tuhkimoille
taivas on juoppojen kapakka
seitsemän oikeaa lauantaina
taivas on kirkas ja napakka

Taivas on pelkoa pohjanmaalla
tulvien iskuja penkereillä
vähäistä puhetta, hartiat kyyryyn
nimetön maatila

Taivas on sadetta sunnuntaina
krapulan jälkiä lakanoissa
äänetön puhelin, kukaan ei soita
leffoja vuokralla

Taivas on kuulemma tuhkimoille
taivas on juoppojen kapakka
lukion loppu ja kuusi ällää
taivas on kirkas ja napakka

Taivas on kuulemma tuhkimoille
taivas on juoppojen kapakka
seitsemän oikeaa lauantaina
taivas on kirkas ja napakka

Pakkasenkuuraama valtatie
matkalla autossa, mustelmat kaulalla
suloinen kaipaus


Zen Cafe - Taivas on kirkas ja napakka

Come to decide that the things that I tried
Were in my life just to get high on

When I sit alone come get a little known
But I need more than myself this time

Step from the road to the sea to the sky
And I do believe that we rely on

When I lay it on
Come get to play it on
All my life to sacrifice

Hey oh listen what I say oh
I got your
Hey oh now listen what I say oh

When will I know that I really can't go
To the well once more time to decide on

When it's killing me
When will I really see
All that I need to look inside

Come to believe that I better not leave
Before I get my chance to ride

When it's killing me
What do I really need
All that I need to look inside

Hey oh listen what I say oh
Come back and
Hey oh look at what I say oh

The more I see the less I know
The more I like to let it go... hey oh

Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder
Where it's so white as snow

Privately divided by a world so undecided
And there's nowhere to go

In between the cover of another perfect wonder
And itÂ’s so white as snow

Running through the field where all my tracks will
Be concealed and there's nowhere to go

Oh


RHCP - Snow (Hey oh)

You have a woman here
One made of stone
You made her for yourself
You piled her up
Made a stone face
Stone fingers and eyes

There's no room beside her
For another woman
Alive and breathing one

It makes me sad to see
You have made a woman
Out of rock and wood
Grasses and tree bark
To lie beside you, beside you

I made that stone woman
For you to see me and say
I am here


Amorphis - Stone Woman

White Coats To Bind Me, Out Of Control
I Live Alone Inside My Mind
World Of Confusion, Air Filled With Noise
Who Says That My Life's Such A Crime?

Trapped, In This Nightmare
I Wish I'd Wake
As My Whole Life Begins To Shake
Four Walls Surround Me
An Empty Gaze
I Can't Find My Way Out Of This Maze

Cause I Don't Care
Fall In, Fall Out
Gone Without A Doubt, Help Me
I Can't Take The Blame
They Don't Feel The Shame

It's A Madhouse
Or So They Claim
It's A Madhouse
Oh, Am I Insane?

My Fears Behind Me, What Can I Do
My Dreams Haunt My Sleep At Night
Oh No, Won't Learn Their Lesson, White Fills My Eyes
And Only Then They See The Light

Trapped, In This Nightmare
I Wish I'd Wake
As My Whole Life Begins To Shake
Four Walls Surround Me
An Empty Gaze
I Can't Find My Way Out Of This Maze

Cause I Don't Care
Fall In, Fall Out
Gone Without A Doubt, Help Me
I Can't Take The Blame
They Don't Feel The Shame

It's A Madhouse
Or So They Claim
It's A Madhouse
Oh, Am I Insane?


Anthrax - Madhouse

Kiukuttelu
Kuukautiset
Synnytykset
Selluliitti
Vaihdevuodet
Tylsät avioliitot
Epäluotettavat rakastajat
Katkeilevat kynnet
Huono palkka
Ilman näitä varjopuolia
naiseksi haluavia
olisi tungokseen asti.

- Tommy Tabermann-

olet surullinen,
se todistaa että sielusi on yhä elossa.

----
Paolo Coelho, Valon soturin käsikirja.

Och där faller ännu ett år

sönder till små minnen

alla dagar blir igår

Varför väntar du här på ingen

speciell, ingen särskild

Hur länge ska du stanna

kvar ikväll?

Och där faller ännu en tår

rinner nerför kinden

Jag ska kasta allt när jag går

Fräta bort allting med Thinner

speciellt sånt man

aldrig får glömma

Jag ska stanna kvar länge ikväll

Och där faller ännu ett år

spricker upp och försvinner

men av dagarna som går

ska jag fylla varje timme...

speciellt och alldeles särskild

ska jag vara innan det

blir kväll igen...


Kent - Thinner

Jag står här frusen fast
äntligen stilla
Som gravitation som nåt vasst
Jag ska aldrig
göra dig illa igen
Du fastnar perfekt
i min polaroid
Du blinkar förskräckt
när jag ställer mig bredvid
Du ryggar tillbaks
när min hand just ska röra
vid din...

Men det är så det ska vara
Det är så vi vill ha det nu
Det är så det ska vara
Som en perfekt och underbar lag
Perfekt och oförstörbar
som jag...

Ryggen mot väggen till sist
Äntligen slut
En svår situation, ja visst,
har jag drömt om så länge nu
En hand mot min strupe
och andas blir svårt
En hand runt min hals
klämmer alltför hårt
och benen dom bär
inte längre min kropp
Stå...

Det är så det ska vara
Det är så jag vill ha det nu
Det är så det ska vara
Som en perfekt underbar lag
Perfekt och oförstörbar...
som jag...


Kent - Gravitation