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July you've never seen the sunlight
so i'll tell you what we're gonna do
grab my hand, hold it as tight as you can
and don't let go
so we drove, we drove all night
you kept your eyes closed the whole time
and when we got there you were so suprised
"I have seen this before" you said
then you realized what i meant
it was beautiful
it was the kind of thing that makes six hour drives worth while
july you've never seen the stars fall
so tonight we're gonna sleep out on the lawn
the fireflies might kiss your cheek, but don't you worry, they're not mean
and the moon will be here all night to sing us both to sleep
july you've never understood life
so you read books and stay inside
well tomorrow i'm taking all your windows away
so you can feel the wind through your hair
so you'll touch the sky again
and i try my best to see
beauty in death love and living
i found it in these songs
it helps my heart go on
i'm gonna call this home
'cause it just feels right and i know i belong
won't you be my sunlight..

I've been dreaming of oceans and footprints enbedded in sand That follow our foot steps, as we prepare to disband Now time keeps us apart but pulls us through As the minutes they turn to hours to days to you When I come your way it will be alright and When the world digs its grave it will be alright I need all your strength to believe that someday you'll be here with me I've been waiting to see you, our time might be short but its time Just one day in your arms is all I need to survive And when the days grow short we'll be ok As we will let our loved hearts boldly lead the way When I come your way it will be alright and When the world digs its grave it will be alright you and me will be all that we need to spend eternity...

Same shit happens to me. no matter where i seem to be. :/ haha but thats life right?

It was sad to go today knowin that i didnt get to see everybody that i wanted to see due to another wonderful hospital visit:D it sucked but THX ressu for helpin me out there puta!! :D

Well it's goodbye to this nice cold place in my head called finland:D Wow its been a long three years and well a lot has happened to me since Ive been here. I learned what it means to love what u hate and hate what u love and to drink until i drop and smoke until i flop:D hah i just needed sumthin to ryme^^ FINLAND has its up and downs and cold and warm days.....mostly cold:D but its all about the people who dwell here. I have my share of great people and fuckin bummers who are both guys and girls.. and u know who u are. I have learnt my lesson and not to waste my time on them cause everybody knows that all people like them do is fuck up what u thought was great. Most people ive met here are great though and u all know who u are ----Robbie, Jon, Janne, Ressu, Zach, Andrew, ALL MY NAKAAS, Sanna, Beba, Ella, Oona Boona:D, Vippu, Adham, Dani, Daivd, Samu, Sam, Eugeni, Sonia and the rest of u know who u are<33 i mean some of my ex's:D like Emma, Jopina, Laura, Jane :P maybe not shity ones i met like well u know who u are^^ but i had loads of fun with u kids at TES, EIS and Eira putas. Im gonna miss all u guys like there is no Mañana!!!

A old man gave me a tip he said
“don’t waste your time with politics” he said
“just chase skirts instead”
“life is too short, and your almost dead” he said
“I met a woman once, I gave her my best shot”
“but never did I talk”
“if I had her back I’d be as real as my age”
“I so don’t blame them, I wouldn’t do the same”
“but I can blame them, I’d Sing her this”

you want to be dressed in poetry
but imagery doesnÂ’t fit
and you want resizing
but darling dear get a grip

and I think what I just wrote is going over my head
IÂ’m stealing lines from myself
And what I said was never said
Its just a lyrical lie
Made up in my mind

And you want to be dressed in poetry
but imagery doesnÂ’t fit
and you want resizing
but darling dear get a grip

youÂ’re moving but not aware
yourÂ’re drowsy without a care
except keeping your whites behind your lids
and your lids are your best canvas
I can only imagine what your painting
And your body on my mattress is proof
And your makeup on your pillow is proof
But do you think I am telling you the truth

And you want to be dressed in poetry
but imagery doesnÂ’t fit
and you want resizing
but darling dear get a grip...

Oh love, I heard on the news that the world would be ending real soon, real soon
so I, I wanted to see if you'd sit with me and watch it all burn away

Don't mind the silence, everything's, everything's burned away
I'll try to save you, even though all things must end, must end.

Isn't this hell? well I ain't the man you used to hold
and share deep deep breaths with
Well I cut his neck and left him to die
so his last breath would be not a beg, but a whimper.

Don't mind the silence, everything's, everything's burned away
I'll try to save you, even though all things must end, must end.

Don't mind the silence, everything's, everything's burned away
I'll try to save you, even though all things must end, must end.
Even though all things must end,
Even though all things must end....

Don't you see the way your hand fits so perfectly with mine
We were made to stand together by some great unknown design
For now and all of time
You will be mine...

If love comes your way, don't be afraid. Unlock the box your heart's encased. Hope it won't change and beware of the games that she'll want to start playing. Oh lately babe I stay awake thinking this life gets lonely. Well maybe I'm just scared, scared to let you go. I want you to know, right from hello, your love just kept me wondering. Well maybe I'm just tired, tired of never knowing. I know i'm not good enough for you. If I can be saved, show me the way. Help me help myself baby. Don't be confused, our love is true. Just tell by the way I'm looking at you...

if you think about it there is so much more that matters cause we are so much more than habit forming actions before this ends i'll burn up everything i've hated and start a fire that you can't put out no you won't put it out call me a liar cause that's all i wanna hear and i can tell just when my charm is loosing ground we're giving up i'm counting down the days that i count off it stings at first off something terrible as it sinks into your skin call me a liar cause that's all i wanna hear if you don't miss it then your better off without it if there's no trust then i'm calling it quits burn up everything i hated, everything you love i will take what you owe so sing it louder.....