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When you are sleeping do you dream of me
How strange, how strange
'Cause you know what they say
About the visions in your head and what they mean
How strange, how strange
That you should feel that way


I'm not living in an ordinary world
'Cause I'm not your ordinary good girl
And I don't believe in playing like I know that game
You're not heading for an ordinary love
'Cause I'm not the one that you should think of
And I'm not a prize that you can claim

You know I think it's strange
Just a little bit deranged
That you think I'm gonna change to make you happy
If you can tell me why
I should wait around then I
May be coming down
But until then this means
You can see me in your dreams

When you are sleeping do you
When you are sleeping do you
When you are sleeping do you dream
How strange

I'm more than happy in my candlelight
How strange, how strange
That you should come to my dominion
In the middle of the darkest night
How strange, how strange
That you should even try


Supernatural, yes it's true
Tell me what are you gonna do
About this love
Are you strong enough
To love me for the way I am
I don't think you understand
That you can't hold me in your hand
If you want me
You had better find a way to show me
But don't you think you know me
'Cause I'm not looking for a boy to call my own
I'll do just fine alone

I don't come when you call
I don't try to be nice
I don't care afterall
I don't take your advice
I don't answer your prayers
I don't do as you say
Love if you really care
You'd better find another way

When you are sleeping do you
When you are sleeping do you
When you are sleeping do you dream


(Aivan rakastunut tähän biisin, me lööööv <3 )

You think you know me
And everything that you consider me
You think you know my name
You think you know me
And everything you get a chance to see
You think you know my face
You think you know my face

You think you see me
And everything that you consider me
You think I'm more than you
You think you see me
You like the way I'm strong and stand by you
But I am fragile too
I am fragile too

Yeah I'll be fine
As the time goes by
It may hurt it might
But I will be fine
I will be just fine

You think they know me
And everything that they consider me
They think I never cry
They are thinking
While they're making up their twisted lies
She won't mind she is nice
She's as cold as ice

You think you've seen me
And everything that you consider me
You think I'm more than you
You think you've seen me
You like the way I'm strong and stand by you
But I am fragile too
I am fragile too (3x)
Just by you

Are you the one?
The traveller in time who has come
To heal my wounds to lead me to the sun
To walk this path with me until the end of time

Are you the one?
Who sparkles in the night like fireflies
Eternity of evening sky
Facing the morning eye to eye

Are you the one?
Who'd share this life with me
Who'd dive into the sea with me
Are you the one?
Who's had enough of pain
And doesn't wish to feel the shame, anymore
Are you the one?

Are you the one?
Who's love is like a flower that needs rain
To wash away the feeling of pain
Which sometimes can lead to the chain of fear
Are you the one?

To walk with me in garden of stars
The universe, the galaxies and Mars
The supernova of our love is true

If you tell me that I can't
I will, I will, I'll try...
If I say that I will do it
I'll do it when I want...

I control... I control my world
I live beyond the dreams
Don't overwhelm me
Why you cut my wings?
This soul you think you own
Wants to break the walls

You try to control my mind
Why do you do it?
I don't want to be like you
'Cause I'm feeling free

In my world I live without walls
Deciding who I am
Looking for my place
Freedom in my hands
Don't wanna fight no more
You should know that...

I live my own life
Don't try to stop me!
Don't make me waist time
'Cause I am my own guide

I don't do the right things
But it doesn't matter
I don't want to be like you
I live my own life

Understand... Try to understand
That I am who I am
You know me so well
I'm not gonna change
I've never been your doll
You should know that...

Leave the lie you got to find a way
Ask yourself why and give yourself a reason to stay
Leave the lie I am begging in vain
We're all left to fight with why
You're not the same.

Left behind we are stranded not free
In silence I cry what went wrong was it me
Led to believe in a truth that was false
Truth built on greed and the faith of the weak

Walking up blind and blind you must be
So stupid of me to believe in your hypocrisy
Gave it all up for life in a dream
So foolish of me to not stop your infidelity

Unfaithful
Unfaithful to life


(Ihana biisi, *kylmätväreet*)

Nyt o tytöllä uus kamera ja new rock kengät <3 <3 Happy happy =)

Taas tässä tilanteessa *huokaus* Onko se niin vitun vaikee selvittää asioita suoraan puhumalla, vai pitääkö kaunistella ja esittää? Kysyn vaan. Mä ainaki sanon suoraan jos joku häirihtee ni ehkä asia voidaan selvittää tai sitten ei, mut mä en enää lähe tähän mykkäkouluu tai piilo vittuiluun. PRKL!

pst. En halua ympärilleni enää ihmisiä jotka ei osaa kertoa asioita ja tuntemuksiaan suoraan, vaan kiertelee ja kaartelee ja sitten takanapäin jauhaa paskaa, tai niinku oon oppinu uuden sanan "läyhää" paskaa XD

Ja ennen ku erehdyt ja luulet että toi edellinen merkintä on susta nii kysy multa suoraan niin vältytään epäselvyyksiltä, sillä olen melko varma ettei se ihminen kenestä se on ni ees tajua sitä. Ja anteeksi purkautuminen *huoh*

Elämä antaa ja ottaa,
satuttaa ja parantaa.
Olo parempi kuin pitkään aikaan,
samalla voin huonosti.
Tahtoisin huutaa ja
muistuttaa lupauksesta,
niistä sanoista jotka
huuliltasi niin monesti kuulin.
Ystävyydestä,
rakkaudesta,
tuesta ja turvasta.
Surullista,
pelkään tunteettomuudellasi ajat
itsesi sydämestäni,
paikasta johon jäit asumaan ja
jossa kaunista muistoa vaalin.
En halua sinne ihmistä
joka kohtelee näin,
ihmistä joka ei arvosta,
jolle olen ilmaa,
joka aiheuttaa vain pahaa oloa.
Epätietoisuutta.
Ehket ollutkaan sitä mitä luulin ja
annoit ymmärtää,
ehken tuntenutkaan sinua.
Viimeinen sanani on tämä runo,
runo jossa kaikessa karuudessaan ei
ole mitään järkeä,
runo jota vain kirjoitan osaamatta
lopettaa.
Vastuu on nyt sinun,
mutta muista että hiljaa mitättömyyden
tunne ajaa sinut sydämestäni ja
lopulta elämästäni.
En merkitse mitään,
joten haluan ettet sinäkään merkitse.
Tätäkö halusit,
onko tämä tapasi kostaa?
Kostaa,
etten osannutkaan rakastaa,
en tavalla jolla olisit halunut ja
ansainnut.
En ymmärrä,
autatko ymmärtämään vai
tuleeko meistä tunteettomia tuntemattomia.




(Juu juu on aika epäselvä ja paska runo, mutta mun oli pakko saada tää sydämeltä ja nyt ehkä voin oikeesti jatkaa eteenpäin, sillä pallo on siellä jossain ja tästä alkaa prosessi joka ajaa tärkeän ihmisen sydämestä ja elämästä pois jollei sitä prosessia pysäytetä ajoissa. Olen asiani kertonut. PISTE.)

Cast me into your heavenly darkness
Let me taste your sweetest sorrow
Veil me with your Holy Waters
Fill my life, my life so hollow

You, you shape my sky
You, for you my heart is beating
You´re the sun that shines when we kiss

Cast me into your hidden frames
From there I´ll, I´ll be watching you
Crawling in desire´s flames
And our bodies, our bodies burning
Away

Now the Masquerade is over
The Rapture´s gone
Your Sun shines no more