Everything is okay. Everything is perfect. Everything is fine.
But something is still inside my head.I want to smile and laugh,
but I still can't do that sometimes,
when i want. Something stops me.
Something rips me from inside, seeking a way out, trying to break me and hurt me.
I don't remember when I became to this, what I don't want to be.
This is not me, I don't want to be like this. I want to be more myself and leave the other half away.
Sometimes it's really difficult to change the past and trying to stay upright unwavering.
And try to keep every promise and change the rules.
I haven't been easy to break, but if someone is able to do so it'd be you.
