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</3Perjantai 24.04.2009 19:03

En aina voi sua ymmärtää
Oisit ees voinut yrittää
Vaikka joskus tuntuu
Että kaikki on turhaa
Sä koitit mulle selittää
Ei oo järkee jatkaa elämää
Mä tahdoin olla sulle
Syy jatkaa huomiseen

Sä olit perhonen, jonka siivet
Eivät kauas kantaneet
Sä väsyit kylpyhuoneeseen
Nyt kun öisin katson tähtiin
Ja sun kasvos siellä nään
Rakastun uudelleen

Et halunnut mua sun maailmaan
Vaikka koitin sua niin rakastaa
Sä sanoit et on parempi mulle
Et halunnut satuttaa
Kun eilen näin sun itkevän
Mä aavistin sun lähtevän
Sun silmät katsoi tyhjää
Nuku rauhassa, pikkuinen

Sä olit perhonen, jonka siivet
Eivät kauas kantaneet
Sä väsyit kylpyhuoneeseen
Nyt kun öisin katson tähtiin
Ja sun kasvos siellä nään
Rakastun uudelleen

Uudelleen
Rakastun uudelleen

Sä olit perhonen, jonka siivet
Eivät kauas kantaneet
Sä väsyit kylpyhuoneeseen
Nyt kun öisin katson tähtiin
Ja sun kasvos siellä nään
Rakastun uudelleen

Ja kaipaan sua
Perhonen, jonka siivet
Eivät kauas kantaneet
Ei kauas kantaneet
Sä väsyit kylpyhuoneeseen
Sä ootat kaukana jossakin
Nyt kun öisin katson tähtiin
Ja sun kasvos siellä nään
Miks sun täytyi mennä pois?
Rakastun uudelleen
Uudelleen ja uudelleen
Rakastun uudelleen

Rakastun uudelleen

~Apulanta - Ilona~

..~Torstai 23.04.2009 11:29

Minut ympäröin tyhjyydellä jotta voisin nähdä
Jotta oppisin itse mitä tunnen
Ja tietäisin sen
Nyt on mentävä yksin
Kulkee pitää ilman varjoo
Osan jäätävä taakse jotta toinen voi loppuun löytää

Tätä hetkeä kartoin,
Tätä väistin,
Tätä niin pelkäsin
Sen on tultava loppuun
Nyt on aika

Viimeiseen tiimaan
Tähän päättyy paljon hyvää
Paljon kaunista
Jonka raajat kuolleet on
Tän täytyy mennä näin
Vaikka tahtoisin kieltää
Koittaa säilyttää
Mutta tiedän et on turhaa
Armoo viivyttää

Pahat enteet hiljaisuuden kaiken täyttää
Niin tuskaisen läsnä joka hetki vaikka pään pois kääntää
Vaikka sulkisi silmät
Kuva säilyy eikä mee minnekään
Muttei silti tule luo vaan tuijottaa tuijottamistaan

Tämä tie meidät kaataa
Ei voi jatkaa
Ei voi olla näin
Sen on tultava loppuun
Nyt on aika

Viimeiseen tiimaan
Tähän päättyy paljon hyvää
Paljon kaunista
Jonka raajat kuolleet on
Tän täytyy mennä näin
Vaikka tahtoisin kieltää
Koittaa säilyttää
Mutta tiedän et on turhaa
Armoo viivyttää

~Apulanta - Armo~
Connecting to server...
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

Stranger: hello
You: I know what you did last night.
Stranger: did your mother tell you?
You: No. I saw everything.
Stranger: she said she doesnt kiss and tell!
Stranger: sick dude, its your mother!
You: I know.
You: But.
You: You did something els too.
You: Can't you remember.
Stranger: oh, i also did your sister
Stranger: or was it your brother?
Stranger: its hard to tell
You: I know.
You: But.
You: That wasen't the biggest point.
Stranger: what was the biggest point?
You: You killd your teddy bear.
Stranger: by the way, are you from holand?
Stranger: if you tell the police about it ill kill you too!
You: Now you did the biggest mistake.
You: You fail.
You: Game over.
Stranger: i dont belong in jail!!!
Stranger: im a good person!
You: Everyone says that.
You: No one belive.
Stranger: you didnt tell me if youre from holand yet
You: Maybe.
Stranger: anyway, you better belive me
Stranger: cos i have you sister! or brother... whatever it is, its ugly
You: Keep it.
Stranger: i suck at taking hostages
You: I know.
You: Thats why i picked you.
Stranger: god? is that you?
You: You are the chosen one.
You: And you fail.
Stranger: you want me to get the jews out of egypt?
You: No I don't
Stranger: oh
Stranger: i wanted to
You: You can always wanted.
You: But never get it.
Stranger: my dream just died
Stranger: thanks alot
You: I know that.
Stranger: i hope youre happy now, dream killer
You: Yes. I'm very happy.
You: But do you know who I am.
Stranger: i didnt mean that, i was sarcastic! i hope youll get aids. from a chimp.
You: Hmm.
Stranger: and then be unhappy
Stranger: for the rest of your life
You: You dont't know..
Stranger: and take that sibling of yours too
You: You have live your life in lie.
Stranger: what do you mean?
You: You don't know the truth.
Stranger: how do you know if i know the truth?
You: You don't know because..
You: I'm your mother.
You: And you are adopted child.
Stranger: DARTH VADER?! is that you?!
You: Yes.
Stranger: all those years
Stranger: i lived a lie
You: I know.
Stranger: danm
You: Truth hurts.
Stranger: yup
You: But.
You: You know still so little.
Stranger: i dont want to know the truth. i cant handle the truth! here, i said it
You: You must have to know who is your real father.
Stranger: if its you than somethings very wrong with you
You: No.
You: I'm only your mother.
Stranger: thank god
Stranger: so who is it?
You: Santa.
Stranger: thats why i have this beard!
You: Yes.
Stranger: danm, that truth sucks.
You: I know.
You: You have your own reindeer here.
You: And your destiny is to be elf.
Stranger: sweet!
Stranger: elf, huh?
Stranger: well, ill name my reindeer: picachu.
You: Yes.
Stranger: i can live with that
Stranger: i think
Stranger: but there is something that you dont know, mom
You: What is that.
Stranger: im wasnt always the bearded little girl i am now
You: Yes I know that.
Stranger: i once was a spy for the brazillian goverment
You: I'd been watchihing you.
You: All the time.
Stranger: even when i shower?
You: Yes.
Stranger: and when i masturbate?
You: Yes.
Stranger: and when i went to see the death camps in poland?
You: Yes.
You: I have look you with field-glasses.
Stranger: danm. you have no life.
Stranger: srsly
You: But.
You: You don't know all the truth yet.
Stranger: oh, come on!
You: You wanna know?
Stranger: no.
Stranger: i had enough truth for today
You: No.
Stranger: tell me lome lies
You: You must to know one thing.
Stranger: some*
Stranger: ok, ok
You: You have brother.
Stranger: i have 3. and one sister. i only met one of my brothers.
You: You have 4 brothers.
Stranger: danm
You: The oldest.
You: Hes name is Matti Vanhanen.
Stranger: thats a weird name
You: Not at all.
You: He is the prime minister of Finland.
Stranger: if i say its a weird name, its a weird name
You: Your father give it for him.
Stranger: hey, nice, now i can finaly get citizenship there
Stranger: well, my father is also weird
Stranger: he lives in the north pole
Stranger: poll?
You: Pole.
Stranger: i dont know how to spell it
Stranger: k
Stranger: with tons of elves!
You: Your father have lot of red hats.
You: One is for you.
Stranger: ill name him picachu junior. dont look at me like that, i can name my hat if i wanna
You: Yes you can do it.
You: But.
You: There is one more thing.
You: I think that you have to know that..
Stranger: what is it?
You: Your father.. he has sold you. You are married.
Stranger: to a guy in yemman?
You: No.
Stranger: cos im not aloud to go there
You: Finnish man.
Stranger: thats ok
You: His name is Jorma Uotila.
You: And I think that he is 50 years old or something.
Stranger: ill name him picachu the 3rd. jorma is really weird
You: I know..
You: Jorma is kind perv name here....
Stranger: really?
You: Yes.
Stranger: why would my father sell me to a perv?
Stranger: isnt he jolly and nice?
You: Only name is perv. Jorma is famous here. He is dancer.
You: He is one of the judge in Finnish Dancing with stars.
Stranger: well, i dont know much about famous people in finland. but next time ill know his name
You: Yes.
Stranger: well, ill sell you to tzvika hadar!
You: You can't do that.
Stranger: he is a judge of israeli dancing with stars!
You: Yes.
Stranger: yes i can. he is bald. i can sell you to bald israeli men!
You: No you can't.
Stranger: what are you gonna do? whats the baby gonna do?
You: I'm going to tell you father.
You: And hes going to kill you reindeer. And eat it.
Stranger: go ahead
Stranger: he is so drunk he wont remember a thing
Stranger: he wont do that! im his daughter!!!
You: Maybe.
You: Yes he do.
You: When I say that.
Stranger: dont you dare!
You: He does everything what I say.
You: Yes I doohoo.
Stranger: first you kill my dream, and now you kill my reindeer!
You: Yes.
You: Truth hurts,
Stranger: yore a terrible mother!
You: I know.
Stranger: some truth for you!
You: Yes.
You: But I'm excellent cook.
Stranger: so what? you can make this soup taste good, but you will never be able to gain the love of your daughter.
You: Thats not big deal.
Stranger: do you have msn?
Stranger: yes it is!
You: Maybe I have.
You: Not it isn't.
Stranger: i didnt ask if maybe you have
Stranger: i asked if you have
You: Hmm.
You: I think that I have.
Stranger: really? and you didnt kill it?
You: Yep.
Stranger: so add me
You: Still breathing.
Stranger: and when your msn dies
Stranger: youll know it killed itself
You: Yes.
Stranger: because you were a terrible mother
You: I know.

<'3Lauantai 18.04.2009 02:02

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Laying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing

Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever and

Don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you
Right here with you just like this

I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time, baby, baby

Don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

~Aerosmith - I don't wanna miss a thing~

Wiihii~Torstai 16.04.2009 23:28

I've never been closer
I've tried to understand
That certain feeling
Called by another sound
But it's too late to hesitate
We can't keep on living like this

Leave no track
Don't look back

Wall of desire (temptation)
You climbing higher and higher (temptation)
Adorable creatures (temptation)
With unacceptable features (temptation)
And Trouble is coming (temptation)
It's just the high course of lovin (temptation)
And you can take it or leave it (temptation)
But you better believe it

You've got to make me an offer
That cannot be ignored
So lets head for home now
Everything I have is yours
Step by step and day by day
Every second counts I can't break away

Leave no trace
Hide your face

Wall of desire (temptation)
You climbing higher and higher (temptation)
And you can take it or leave it (temptation)
But you better believe it. (yeah)

Step by step and day by day
Every second counts I can't break away
(Keep us from temptation, Keep us from temptation, Keep us from temptation, Lead us right into temptation)

Trying to find it (temptation)
You've got to get up behind it (temptation)
But you've turned into heart slots (temptation)
But it's a million to one shots (temptation)
That fit you right now (temptation)
You've got to fake it tonight now (temptation)
But don't give me a breakdown (temptation)
Because it's time for a shakedown

Temptation

~Cradle of Filth - Temptation~

Jänskä päivä~Keskiviikko 15.04.2009 20:10

Let's go!

With blood shot eyes, I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

The moments died, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make it better?

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

This battered room I've seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I'm choking
Will this ever end I'm hoping
My world is over one more time

Let's go!

Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make it better?

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

Better!

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

~Bullet For My Valentine - Tears don't fall~

Wiihii.Tiistai 14.04.2009 11:16

No!

2,3,4

Helpless!
My eyes are bleeding from the fear that's inside,
You sealed your demise when you
Took what was mine!
Don't try to stop me from avenging this world!
No voice to be heard!

Waking the demon,
Where'd you run to?
Walking in shadows,
Watch the blood flow,
There's not much longer, so don't try to fight
Your body's weakening, walk to the light
Those painful times, so alone so ashamed
I'm not coming back, there's nothing to gain!

Caution!
There's just no limits to the boundaries you push
I warned you but still you just
Fuck with my mind!
There's no escape from this rage that I feel
Nothing is real!

Waking the demon,
Where'd you run to?
Walking in shadows,
Watch the blood flow,
There's not much longer, so don't try to fight
Your body's weakening, walk to the light
Those painful times, so alone so ashamed
I'm not coming back, there's nothing to gain!

Breathe for me
Don't wake me from this slumber
Stay with me
Possession taking over

Ooh!!
Trap!

Breathe for me
Don't wake me from this slumber
Stay with me
Possession taking over

Waking the demon!

~Bullet For My Valentine - Waking the demon~

~♥Sunnuntai 12.04.2009 14:10

The time is here again
Prepare to be apart
And it drives you crazy
Each time I go away
The distance gets longer
But it makes us stronger

Should it all come crashing
Down around me
Would you be there
Should I stumble and fall
Pick up the pieces

Wo-ho-oh
Forget about the shit that we've been through
I wanna stay here forever and always
Wo-ho-oh
Standing here in front of all of you
I wanna stay here forever and always

These days are dead again
It's empty from the start
And it drives me crazy
The hours drift away
It hurts to remember
This will soon be over

Should it all come crashing
Down around me
Would you be there
Should I stumble and fall
Pick up the pieces

Wo-ho-oh
Forget about the shit that we've been through
I wanna stay here forever and always
Wo-ho-oh
Standing here in front of all of you
I wanna stay here forever and always

Forever and always
Wo-ho-oh
Wo-ho-oh
Forever and always

~Bullet For My Valentine - Forever and always~

♥~Sunnuntai 12.04.2009 01:19

Crowded streets are cleared away
One by One
Hollow heroes separate
As they run

You're so cold
Keep your hand in mine
Wise men wonder while
Strong men die

Show me how it ends it's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
Satisfied and empty inside
That's alright, let's give this another try

If you find your family, don't you cry
In this land of make-believe, dead and dry

You're so cold, but you feel alive
Lay your hand on me one last time

Show me how it ends it's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
Satisfied and empty inside
That's alright, let's give this another try

It's alright

~Breaking Benjamin - So cold~
Why, Oh, doctor, oh, Why?
I'll peel back the skin from my head
Let the sun melt you from my memory
I'll drink myself to sleep and escape
The nightmares of being awake.
I'll set the air afire.
You never even tried to tell me
What went wrong, what went wrong.
In this train wreck that we built together
What went wrong, what went wrong.

Under shaking skin, underneath it all.
Kill me from within. Kill me, kill me.

You said always.

Always.

Steal my breath, taint the air.
Every bone in my body's been broken
And my life is a jaw wired shut,
My voice is my curse and my shelter from the pain
And I'm breathing carbon just to fall
Asleep at night. Asleep at night.
In this train wreck that we built together
Nothing's right, nothing's right.

I'm teething.
I'm cutting gums for the first time.

Under shaking skin, underneath it all.
Kill me from within. Kill me, kill me.

You said always.
Say you will, pretend to care.
Say you will be there
Always.
Say you will, pretend to care.
Say you will be there

You said always.

You're stabbing my heart.

Broken hearts, broken doors.
Dying on a hotel floor.
Because of a small black box you couldn't receive.
I'll drive you home tomorrow in silence. My sister will return it.

This is the end of the summer, and the beginnings of the fall.
You'll leave me two months later. In an airport goodbye.
And as the weeks go on the letters and the phone calls decrease.
Ah, to fade from memory.

So keep the punches coming:
left, right, right, left, left.
Kick the throat you used to kiss.
Push face into concrete.
A smile, a giant fist.
The bloody face of bliss.
And as I gasp for my last breath,
I crawl back into your perfect poison arms

~Adair - The diamond ring~