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for those people who are really trying so hard to love ..

i know you love me and you want to try
and i dont really want to say goodbye
but you give me no choice on what to do
and all you can say is ill change for you
change for you and not for me
and maybe it will always be
i try so hard to stay by your side
but sometimes i want to run and hide
like they say reep what you sew
and now you understand and really know
i feel lower than dirt and i dont know why
i wish i was high in the sky
you dont know how bad it hur me
now you know and can really see
you say you love me but i dont see how
you never trusted me until now
there is no love unless there is trust
you that within that there is no just
that even without trust you still love me
but i dont see how that can be
you stress me out and sufficate
and within those days i barely ate
i dont know what to say but i cant stay
i think i should just go my way
i dont really want to i hope and pray
that we can talk and be okay
you told me i wasnt a mom because i didnt have a baby to show
but it hurt coming from you more than you know
when others say it its because they dont understand how it feels
to lose the one you can always feel how they feel
i know im a mom whether you like it or not
others are just jelous of what ive got
im sick and tired of the way you act
so if you dont change im never coming back
my bagc are packed and im out the door
i know your heart is hurt and sore
if you werent so stubborn you could see
that it was always you and never me
so when you think of why we are apart
know that from the very start
i loved you with all my heart
and of my life you were a big part
but now things have changed and i dont know why
i dont really want to say goodbye.

for those people who are really trying so hard to love ..

i know you love me and you want to try
and i dont really want to say goodbye
but you give me no choice on what to do
and all you can say is ill change for you
change for you and not for me
and maybe it will always be
i try so hard to stay by your side
but sometimes i want to run and hide
like they say reep what you sew
and now you understand and really know
i feel lower than dirt and i dont know why
i wish i was high in the sky
you dont know how bad it hur me
now you know and can really see
you say you love me but i dont see how
you never trusted me until now
there is no love unless there is trust
you that within that there is no just
that even without trust you still love me
but i dont see how that can be
you stress me out and sufficate
and within those days i barely ate
i dont know what to say but i cant stay
i think i should just go my way
i dont really want to i hope and pray
that we can talk and be okay
you told me i wasnt a mom because i didnt have a baby to show
but it hurt coming from you more than you know
when others say it its because they dont understand how it feels
to lose the one you can always feel how they feel
i know im a mom whether you like it or not
others are just jelous of what ive got
im sick and tired of the way you act
so if you dont change im never coming back
my bagc are packed and im out the door
i know your heart is hurt and sore
if you werent so stubborn you could see
that it was always you and never me
so when you think of why we are apart
know that from the very start
i loved you with all my heart
and of my life you were a big part
but now things have changed and i dont know why
i dont really want to say goodbye.

Going crazy my heart is breaking
I can't sleep at all
Trying to get through this
Don't know how I'll do this
I know that I only got my self to blame ,only got myself to blame
But that doesn't help to ease the pain ,doesn't help to ease the pain
I'll just die if I can't see your face

Until you come back
I can't breath
Until you come back
I got no reason
Got my heart, my heart down on it's knees
I still need you beside me

Now it's morning
Your still gone and
I still reach for you ,still reach for you
Don't know how to
Live without you
I will, I can take back all the hurt I've caused
take back all the hurt I've caused
If I could give back all the love I lost
give back all the love I lost
The price I pay is just to high of a cost yea

Until you come back
I can't breath
Until you come back
I got no reason
Got my heart, my heart down on it's knees
I still need you beside me

Please forgive me ,forgive me
Let me have one more chance in your life
one more chance in your life
Till your with me
I'll be half a life until you come back back Back

Miltä tuntuisi painaa joka yö pää tyynyyn tietäen ettet koskaan ehtinyt pyytää
häneltä anteeksi, etkä koskaan sanonut hänelle kuinka paljon hänestä välität?
Miltä tuntuisi itkeä itsensä uneen hänen kuva mielessäsi, toivoen, että saisit
hänet edes hetkeksi takaisin, jotta voisit halata häntä, kertoa hänelle kuinka
tärkeä hän on ja pyytää anteeksi sitä, että olet joskus sanonut hänelle pahasti.
Katsoisit häntä silmiin ja pitäisit lujasti kiinni, et haluaisi enää koskaan päästää
häntä menemään. Mutta niin voisi vain toivoa. Totuus on, ettet enää koskaan
näkisi häntä. Et enää koskaan saisi tilaisuutta pyytää anteeksi, kertoa kuinka välität,
halata, ehkä suudellakin. Et koskaan. Tee se siis nyt. Elä kuin viimeistä päivää,
kerro ihmisille joista välität, miten tärkeitä he ovat ja pyydä anteeksi ihmisiltä, joita
olet loukannut. Sillä et ehkä enää koskaan saa toista tilaisuutta.. Elämä on opettanut,
että kuka tahansa meistä voi lähteä huomenna. Se voit olla sinä, se voin olla minä,
se voi olla kuka tahansa. Mutta jotta sinun ei tarvitsisi murehtia asioita joita jätit
tekemättä tai sanomatta, tee ja sano ne tänään. Juuri nyt. Lähetä ystävillesi tekstiviesti,
sähköposti, tai soita heille. Kerro että välität. Sillä ehkä.. Ehkä huomenna et enää voi...

jannenen@hotmail.com

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Viinaa, huumeita, ja väkivaltaa
Ilman tunteita
Viinaa, huumeita, ja väkivaltaa
Viinaa, huumeita

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

Time, it needs time
To remake your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love
Can remake your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Hahahahaha!
Fight, baby why?
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love
Can break down the walls someday
I will be there, I will be there.


If we'd go again all the way from the start
I would try to change things that killed our love
Your pride has built the wall so strong that I can't get through!
Is there really no chance to start once again?

I'm loving you.

Try, baby try
To trust in my love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love our love
Just shouldn't be thrown away
I will be there, I will be there

If we'd go again all the way from the start
I would try to change things that killed our love
Your pride has built the wall so strong that I can't get through!
Is there really no chance to start once again?

If we'd go again all the way from the start
I would try to change things that killed our love
Yes I hurt your pride and I know what you been through
You should give me a chance, this can't be the end

I'm still loving you

I'm still loving you

I'm still loving you

I'm still loving you

I was born in sweet innocence
My mother raised me not to be like one of them
I still have the same blue eyes
But what I've become now makes my mother only want to cry

Every time I thought I've found
Someone special I've been brought much faster down
I have learned to accept
My life as it is and I've learned to forget


Don't you understand
Would you give me a hand
I'm a broken man

I drift around fallen from grace
But I still believe that someday I will find my place
Maybe then I'll find you
Just tell me that you won't break my heart in two

Don't you understand
Would you give me a hand
I'm a broken man

Don't you understand
Would you give me a hand
I'm a broken man

I wanted you to know
I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph
I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away
You don't feel me here... anymore

The worst is over now
And we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn
And no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away


'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone... away

You're gone away
You don't feel me here... anymore