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If I could have my wasted days back,
Would I use them to get back on track?
Stop to warm at karmas burning,
Or Look ahead, but keep on turning.

Do I have the strength
To know how I'll go?
Can I find it inside to deal with what I shouldn't know?

Could I have my wasted days back?
Would I use them to get back on track.

You live it or you lie it!
You live it or you lie it!

My lifestyle determines my deathstyle!
My lifestyle determines my deathstyle!

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I've worn out always being afraid
An endless stream of fear that i've made
Treading water full of worry
This frantic tick tick talk of hurry

Do I have the strength
To know how I'll go?
Can I find it inside to deal with what I shouldn't know?

I've worn out always being afraid
An endless stream of fear that i've made

You live it or you lie it!
You live it or you lie it!

My lifestyle determines my deathstyle!
My lifestyle determines my deathstyle!

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Do I have the strength
To know how I'll go?
Can I find it inside to deal with what I shouldn't know?

Do I have the strength
To know how I'll go?
Can I find it inside to deal with what I shouldn't know?

Oh My lifestyle (Birth is Pain) determines my deathstyle!
a rising tide (Life is Pain) that pushes to the other side!
My lifestyle (Death is Pain) determines my deathstyle!
a rising tide (Its All The Same) that pushes to the other side!

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Eli siis, mulle tuli eilen sähköposti, jossa joku heebo kyseli kaikkea. Se oli 23-vuotias tyyppi ja sit se selitti, et se oli saanut vihii musta mun omalla paikkakunnallani. Sit näin kuvan siit ja se oli ruma. Mut joka tapaukses, ne kysymykset oli niin jälkeenjääneit, et oli pakko pistää ne tänne.

1. Joni, Johnny, Haapala tai mikä vain - mitä kuuluu?
- Öh, hyväähän täs.

2. Mitä olet tänää tehnyt?
- Sanotuksii ja ollu kavereiden kans pihal ja Silokalliol.

3. Oletko valmis kysymyksiin?
- Juuuuu.

4. Mitkä "bändikamat" ovat kaiken A ja Ö?
- Oma skitta ja styrkkari.

5. Kauanko olet nyt todellisuudessa soittanut kitaraa?
- Jos kaikki lasketaan yhteen niin .. kaks vuotta.

6. Kauanko olet omistanut kitaran?
- En kauaa.

7. Mitä vanhempasi ovat sanoneet tulevasta rock-tähteydestäsi?
- "Sit sä makaat sohval körssi huules ympäri kännis ja iniset, ku Andy McCoy."

8. Entäpä tuttavasi, ystävät ja sukulaiset.
- "Sit sust ei kuulu mitää ja et enää muista ketää vanhoi tuttui, ku oot nii kuuluisa."

9. Onko varsinaisesti bändi jo kasassa?
- Ei varsinaisesti, mutta kiitos muusikoiden.net:in olen löytänyt jo toisen kitaristin projektiini.

10. Onko sinulla kokemusta bändissä/orkesterissa soittamisesta.
- On, koulun kautta ja sitten myös vapaa-ajalla random-bändeissä on pyöritty.

11. Mainitse muutama idolisi kitaransoitossa:
- Ehdottomasti Kirk Hammet ja muita olisi sitten James Hetfield ja Alexi Laiho.

12. Mitä olet mieltä tästä haastattelusta vaikka et tiennyt tämän tulosta mitään?
- Yllättynyt ..

13. Seurusteletko vai oletko vapaa kuin taivaan lintu?
- Seurustelen.

14. (Vastaa vain, jos vastasit, että seurustelet) Kauanko olette seurustelleet ja tyttöystäväsi mielipide tulevasta rock-tähteydestäsi:
- Päälle 2kk ja tyttöystävän mielipiteet .. erh. "Sit vaa panet jotai blondei, ku oot kiertueel." tai jotai tollast se oli.

15. Kuulin myös, että sanoitat. Mi(t)kä ovat mielestäsi parhaat sanoituksesi?
- Uusin luomukseni Nameless death, pasifistic funeral.

16. Linnut lauloivat myös, että osaa laulaa?
- En ymmärrä tuota .. minulla on niin paska lauluääni ettei mitään rajaa. Soitin tyttöystävälleni viimekesäisen nauhoituksen, jossa lauloin ja hän kuunteli haavi auki. Kappaleen jälkeen tuli kehuja. En tajua, viime kesänä kuulostin siltä kuin olisi sikaa raiskannut. Nykyään ehkä voisi olla jotain pientä äänen tynkää.

17. Mitä ajattelit tehdä tämän haastattelun jälkeen?
- Sulkea koneen ja mennä nukkumaan.

18. Joka tapauksessa, kerro viimeiset terveiset maailmalle:
- Mul on turpa auki tilantees, ku tilantees.

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:'D ai saatana, mikä tyyppi.

Day by day I'm getting closer to the sun
and all alone there I'm reloading my gun.
Give me nothing back when I've given you all,
let my heart beat one last time and let my dead body fall.

Have you forgotten who gave you the last kiss goodbye?
I've got no wings anymore, I'm bleeding myself to death.
Doctors told you that there's nothing they could do, they left me die.
They left me die alone on the hospital bed.

At night I'm crawling to the bathroom dragging my numb body.
I'm screaming for my pain alone at the bathroom floor.
I'm shouting your name again, but I can't see nobody.
Again they left me die alone behind the locked door.

They wanted to give me a humiliating death
hanging on the gallows under the boiling sun.
They wanted to give me a nameless death
and keep an pasifistic funeral without priests.

They wanted me to say my last prayers,
and all I can think is: "Fuck off, vankers."

Time to kiss my life goodbye as I open my mouth
one last time to deride the unbalanced world.
I'm not quiet even dead and you can hear me south:
"I don't give a shit for my death, but I know I've been heard."

I'm dying madly in anger with the world.
I'm dying my fists raised to fight for my rights.
I'm dying as I laugh at you 'cause you're all the same.

I give the world my last prayers:
"Fuck off, you motherfucking vankers."

--
Eniten kirosanoja koskaan mun biiseis. :o

Hold up your lighters and sing along with me
for the pain we feel. This feeling can't be even close to real.

What I've done that you could judge us to die?
Is this the price for the life what for I should cry?

Because of our deeds there's someone who dies,
but that's all because of you - you promised only lies.

"Is this the end
where all the good guys finish their lives
and all the good girls go to hell?
Is this the end
where God judges innocent people to die
to make me wonder and ask Him: why?"

My power is depending on my fury for you,
you can't understand the life I'm living through.

Good girls like bad boys and they're living their life well,
but because of the bad guys we're all going to hell.

You're shouting at my face "Do as I say, not as I do."
Where the fuck is your power as I'm killing you?

"Is this the end
where all the good guys finish their lives
and all the good girls go to hell?
Is this the end
where God judges innocent people to die
to make me wonder and ask Him: why?"

#I'd never say I do.


Is this the price for living the life without a single sign
of life? - Life that fulfills your dreams
Is this the pain for leaving flowers on my grave without a single tear?
Tears - they're flowing on your cheeks.

Are you ready to feel someone else gazing through your eyes?
Eyes that never saw me die.
Are you ready to take on all the pain on your shoulders that
slammed my wings to the floor.
Wings that never had a chance to fly.

"Suffer on your own
and keep telling yourself the words I told.
You've heard it before and I'll say it again
I'd never say I do, never say I do, no, not to you."

Where are all the flowers your promised to bring me?
Where are all the celebration parades that you promised to make?
Where are your eyes now when you really need to see?
Where are all the bruises on your body? Or was it just a lie, fiction and fake?

Oh, you should wonder where's your heart now?
No, don't you ever cry to me again.
I've got no shoulders to cry on.

[solo]

"Suffer on your own
and keep telling yourself the words I told.
You've heard it before and I'll say it again
I'd never say I do, never say I do, no, not to you."
-

#ja lisäosaa tälle biisille tulossa.
joo sori, siis - tuleva biisi ei ole samaa biisiä kuin äskeinen, vaan ne on samalla raidalla.
eli periaatteessa kaksosanen biisi. :o

#Kill me, I'm evil.

Damn, I'm bad. I hate my thoughts and feelings for you,
get out of my mind!
Can you understand that I've outgrown that fucking lullaby
that made me one of a kind.

Haven't you seen how long I've been looking at your eyes
just to make you believe?
All I hear is laughter at me, soon I'll be shaking this world I see.
This isn't the boy I supposed to be.

"Oh, God - Kill me, I'm evil.
Everyone's taught me how to live right,
just to hide me from the thing that they called life.
Somebody, kill me!"

I know I'm not the nicest guy you know
and I don't have the nicest thoughts about love.
Should I fight back and cry for the pain I feel
just to make my dreams come real?

Look at me - you're smiling at me and I smile back at you.
Smiling back at your eyes.
Hate me - I can't ever be yours, 'cause I feel evil already.
You know my name is sad, but true.

"Oh, God - Kill me, I'm evil.
Everyone's taught me how to live right,
just to hide me from the thing that they called life.
Somebody, please, STOP ME!"


Tick, tick, tick.
It's time to go.

Your body on the crucifix,
fuck the numbers six, six, six.

Your dead body on my arms,
fucking sick, sick, six.

Everyone's taught me how to live right,
just to hide me from the thing that they called life.

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Lay under the leafy trees
and pray for the god on your knees.
You got to remember who you are,
you're just ordinary flickering star.

You promised your mother-earth
that you'll be watching my rebirth,
but I never saw you walking down the street
while I was told that I were born as a bad seed.

"You were my daydream escape,
my hope and my shoulder.
You rescued me from that cage,
my hope and my shoulder.
their confused hate -
your unbelievable faith -
my daydream escape."

I am dancing underneath these innocent skies
while my heart pumps blood as my soul cries.
Anywhere I roam you'll be there with me,
because heart understands that what eyes can't see.

And after ceremony of the god that failed
for making the world a better place to be.
I am the difference between autonomous and engaged,
because that's who I'm really supposed to be.

Zeig Heil to the world that's imprisoning mankind,
little boy, hide and prepare to be never-ever-found.

[solo]

"You were my daydream escape,
my hope and my shoulder.
You rescued me from that cage,
my hope and my shoulder.
their confused hate -
your unbelievable faith -
my daydream escape."

- so be it.

oon vitun väsyny ja kaikki painaa,
jopa vittu kädet tuntuu satakilosilt norsuilt.
en jaks innostuu yhtää mistää just ny,
mul on kuulemma asentees vikaa.
kuulemma erittäin paljon.
ja sitä on kuulemma muutettava.
vittu mä en muuta mun asennettani
sen takii et jotku tekopyhät mulkut
saa saatana sitä mitä ne haluu.
vittu mä oon niin väsyny kuuntelee
kaikkii syytöksii ja paskapuheit.
miks saatana sit mua kaivataa nii
vitusti joka paikkaa, jos oon kaikkee syylline?
ei kukaan kuuntel mua, ku mä haluun puhuu
- ja mä tiedän miks ne ei kuuntel.
sen takii, koska "Ei tota jaks kuunnel, sil on oikeesti kaikki hyvi."
joo saatana, kulkekaa viikko mun housuis ni
tiedätte milt must tuntuu.
saatana kaikki on vaa tekopyhii kusipäit!
vittu kaikki! varsinki vittu sellaset, joist
en olis koskaa saatana uskonu sellast.
mua syytetään siitä,
mua syytetään tästä, mut miks kukaa ei
vaa voi vittu avat silmiää ja nähd
maailmaa vähä laajemmi!?
miks aina saatana mä?
mul on vittu elämäs vaa yks ehdoton ja
kuolematon paras kaveri
ja nyt tuntuu silt, et sil on uutuuden into
venyny nii pitkäl, et se on unohtanu mut
ja meiä kaikki hyvät jutut mitä meil on ollu.
vittu saatana perkele helvetti jumalauta!
JOS MULLA ON ASENNE-VAMMA NI TEIST
EI OO VITTU KOSKAA TAVANNU OIKEET ....
.. vitu sama, en sanokaa sitä tääl
ettei sen über-frendit tuu ja piekse mua
josaki syrjäsel kujal ja vie vittu boksereitaki
jalast. mä en jaks tätä enää jumalauta.
mul on oikeesti elämä raiteillani,
mut sit taas niis vitun raiteis on nii saatanan
syvii halkeemii jotka sattuu niin perkeleesti!
mul on oikeesti ässä hihas tilantees ku tilantees,
mut joskus tuntuu silt et se ässä on repimäs
vanhoi haavoi auki.
kaikki saatana vaa pyörittää puukkoo mun haavois
ja ripottelee sadistise nautinno lumois suolaa niihi.
"Istu, anna tassu, kieri, hae pallo, tuo pallo"
- vittu.

- meen vittu suihkuu, siel ei ainakaa kukaa rupee uhoo.
jos ei hammasharjaki oo ny täl välil ruvennu ..

Slam your body to the floor
and prepare for more.
Beat your fists against the door
and prepare for more.

I can see it walking,
but I can't hear it talking.
I saw ..

It's hungry for the victory,
it's hungry for beating you deep down to the history.
Oh, I see ..

King Kong playing Ping Pong in Hong Kong.

I'm your mask when you're ashamed,
I'm your strong heart when you're blamed.
I'm your eyes when you can't see,
I'm your soul when you're not able to be.

I'm here to stay while you're away.

"Blood that pumps through my veins,
all the tears that flows on my cheek
reminds me of the days when I had nothing,
but now I'll always have you, darling."

- "Poem for the feelings of the poet." (8.5.2007)

"Tahdon näyttää sinulle kuinka paljon minä välitän,
jos jonain päivänä en sanoisi sinulle, että rakastan sinua,
se ei tarkoita sitä ettenkö välittäisi -
silloin minulla on syy todistaa sinulle, että minä välitän yhä."

- "Poem for the feelings of the poet." (Suomennettu versio, 9.5.2007)

[Ymmärtäkää siis, että tuo suomennos-kohta ei ollut suomennos tuosta englanninkielisestä kohdasta - en sentään niin huono ole!] :o

"Through this fight with the life that stopped its breathing,
through this resignation of the heart that stopped its beating.
As I were lying on my knees, they came through the door
and left me crying on the bathroom floor."

- "Crying on the bathroom floor." (6.5.2007)