....
(I know you deserve more... Someone, who will love you and adore. But IÂ’m still love you...)
01.10.2005----> ??.??.2007 (or?)
† R.I.P. †
08.10.2005 -- (†) 14.08.2006
. . .
What really hurts the most,
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away.
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that, loving
you,
Is what I was trying to do...
. . .
ItÂ’s hard to deal, with the
pain of losing you,
everywhere I go
ItÂ’s hard to force, that
smile when I see our old
friends, and IÂ’m alone.
Still harderÂ…
Getting up, getting dressed,
and living with this regret.
But I know, if I could do it
over
I would trade give away, all
the words that I saved in my
heart,
That I left unspoken.
That bother me, PAIN of
losing is so real that, I
can't endure itÂ…