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A woman at Tokyo Station without any lingering affection, having been stepped on:
I'm tired, because there's no reason left for me to live

I thought the happy days would go on forever
Inside me, there's a child that is very much like you
I'm so, so happy, but I don't know why the tears won't stop

Were you not happy? Was I a burden to you?
Is that why you abandoned me and disappeared without a word?
The bridal costume hanging on the wall, and the picture of that man in his seventeenth spring
And the last that was seen, his back as he went away is burned into my eyes and doesn't disappear

"I'm tired of loving" - you didn't forget these words as you ran away
The feelings I had as I kept waited for you... do you understand them?
The pain feels my heart again; nothing changes even if I cry out
As your shadow grows longer

I don't want this child that will soon be born to have bad memories
I'm sorry, for as a mother I cannot embrace this child gently
The memory of that seventeeth spring makes me cry, even though that day will never come again
Somewhere in the depths of my heart, I'm reaching out my hand

Were you not happy? Was I a burden to you?
That's why you abandoned me and disappeared without a word, wasn't it?

(Where are you now? Is your body broken anywhere?)
The bridal costume still hangs on the wall
(Are you living a fun life? The past is already...)
I'm still waiting for spring, and this child which I cannot see

http://youtube.com/watch?v=9J3ftvtOJBc&feature=related

ei siin mitään, vetää noi paremmin ko minä vaik siel on jotai ihan naperoitki tanssimas
biletän tääl. ~

tollanen teiniihkubändi<3

mä oonki aina miettiny et kuka nyt nahkaisen asukokonaisuuden alla mitään pitäis.

nam <3

we're just pretty boys

I was frantically looking for something
It's okay to stumble, so go forward
I know it's foolish, I just run on without regret
The only one I can trust is myself, I didn't need friends
The fangs I bared at anything and everything
Sexual stuff in adolescence is delicate and fleeting
I wanna be strong, give me the strangth to live on my own
Honestly, I was just scared of betrayal
I knew that nothing would change if I kept running away
But I couldn't change myself.
The loneliness I prided myself on
Was a pair of wings to escape to my worthless dreams
The self assertion I prided myself on called "RIOT"
There was no freedom, nothing beyond this light.
Teenage Bluely Days
I was drowning in each rough new day
Before I knew it I was shouldering such loneliness
It was hard. To be honest,
I really didn't want to be on my own.

Since always pretending to be strong makes one forget one's true face
It's important to occassionally loosen up and rely on others
Hurt... when you want to cry, face the great big sky
And scream out in a loud voice
That you want to forget yourself, so you can keep being who you are.
The encouraging voices of my father, my mother, and my friends
Spurred on, even one so weak as myself, they gave me the light
The loneliness and pain of my youth that I prided myself on
Were a pair of wings to escape to my worthless dreams
If there's freedom to be had in that clear blue sky
I wouldn't care if these wings I'm so pround of were torn off
I began running, frantically aiming for the sky
I spread my wings and flew away, and the spot where I fell
Was 'Freedom'
With a wonderful family, and wonderful friends
These were the best days of my life, if I'm reborn
Let's meet again...

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D SE ON FICCIEN JA AKUROKU FANARTTIEN VIKA! 8'<

en muistanu et nää furumoonit on näin ihanii ;___;

"I can't tell anyone..That Eichi is dead...How can I say that? It's so sad I can't bear to say it!"
,___, tulkaa itkee mun puolest pliis.

the wheels...start to turn. ..and turn..The wheels turn slowly, and we drift apart.
you stay still, but i'm pushed forward.

My heart aches, it hurts so much.. it aches...But... this pain is the only bond left between you
and me...so I will cherish it. ♥

:---D ehk yks riittäs yhyy.

mut siis nam tahon <3

:---D ehk yks riittäs yhyy.

mut siis nam tahon <3

ku iskä ei tykänny mun ideast .. 8<