IRC-Galleria

1. Pilvet
2. Kipu ja Viha, Sielu ja Liha
3. Olo ja Tila

Pilvet

Mustat pilvet ylläni eivät näytä tyyntymisen merkkejä lainkaan,
pilvet ylläni iskevät salamoita selkärankaani,
terävä raekuuro repii arpisen kasvojeni poskipäitä,
aurinko paistaa ja hymyilee vain muille,
mutta käteni, jalkani, ruumiini, pääni, ajatukseni,
katseeni ja kosketukseni ovat jäiset ja olo on turta..

2. Kipu ja Viha, Sielu ja Liha

Krooninen kipu, sielussa, luussa, lihassa ja vihassa,
sieluni haistaa pelon, vihan, raa'an lihan,
tämä kipu nostaa päähäni veren ja vihan,

sielu itkee vertaan, kipu sidoksissa selkärankaan,
rystyset valkoisena, pelosta puristan, vihasta puristan,

viha muuttuu peloksi, pelko muuttuu vihaksi,
verinen rupi muuttuu uudeksi lihaksi,
päälle kasvaa uusi iho, arpi, pysyvä merkki,

sielu itkee vertaan, kipu sidoksissa selkärankaan,
rystyset valkoisena, pelosta puristan, vihasta puristan,

arvistani en pääse pakoon, olipa retki,
muistoihini syöpynyt kipeä hetki,

ei sieluni itke vertaan, ei kipu sitoudu selkärankaan,
rystyset valkoiset, pelosta kuristaa, vihasta kuristaa,
kun itseäni kuristan..

3. Olo ja Tila

Olo = paska,
Tila = kriittinen,
Olotila = jotain ihan muuta..

Kaadun maahan..

Fyysinen minäni alkaa lohkeilla,
rapistua kuin maali vanhan,
kauan aikaa sitten autioksi jääneen talon seinillä oleva maali,
kova ulkokuoreni alkaa saada uuden muodon, värin ja hajun,
kovan kuoreni alla mädäntyy jokin,
nyt niin turhiksi käyvät sisuskaluni palaa,
jalkani, käteeni ja selkäni juurtuvat maahan,
sattuu, pian en pysty enää liikkumaan..

Psyykkinen minäni on vielä kirkas,
mutta alkaa vähitellen haalistua,
kuin maatuvaksi alkaneen vartaloni muodot,
silmäni näkevät aivan jotain muuta kuin todellisuuden,
en kuule kuin pelkkää kohinaa, tuntoni, tunteeni alkaa kadota,
vihdoin tajuntani alkaa näyttämään edes jonkinlaista katoamista,
kauhukuvat silmissäni alkavat kadota ja oloni alkaa rauhoittua,
tiedän loppuni tulevan, mutta en enää pelkää sitä,
löysinkö vihdoin rauhani..?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EaxhMe2zNkM

Jos jätän muovipussin
lattialle pyörimään
siihen se jää kunnes
itse noukin sen talteen

Jos saan sinulta hedelmän
vaikka kuoritun
ensin se jää syrjään
lopulta syömättä kokonaan

Lupausten tärkeysjärjestykseen
ei ole selvää
ei mitään tuntumaa

Ja näin vähitellen
jälkiä jättäen
katoan maailmasta

Ja näin vähitellen
jälkiä jättäen
katoan maailmasta

Jonka varjot lyhenee ja palaa
kukin jälkikuva lumella viivähtää
Aurinko on kaiken näkevä tähti
jota me vain emme pysty näkemään

Rikos on vanhentunut
en voi jäädä tullissa jumiin
mieli on pirstoutunut
en voi kertoa satua loppuun

Jokaisella on vainajansa
kynttilää en syttymään saa
ei siihen liity mystiikkaa
jos kerran innostuu
että maailma toisin asettuu
ja tuntee sopivansa kuvaan
kun näkee kudonnaisen kätketyn kääntöpuolen

Ja näin vähitellen
jälkiä jättäen
katoan maailmasta

Ja näin vähitellen
jälkiä jättäen
katoan maailmasta

Jonka varjot lyhenee ja palaa
kukin jälkikuva lumella viivähtää
Aurinko on kaiken näkevä tähti
jota me vain emme pysty näkemään

Jos olet opettaja
pysy koskemattomana
Jos olet lahjoittaja
pysy tuntemattomana

Jälkeeni tuleville
hakkaan tilkan
ohittamiini puihin
kadotessani umpimetsään

Ja varjot lyhenee ja syvenee
ja jälkikuva lumella viivähtää
Aurinko on appelsiini lasin alla
jota ei voi koskettaa

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MZ0S0F7m4qw

Anything that has a shape will crumble away, disappear
We belong to the circle life of all creation
We crawl and deny ourselves, refuse this evidence
that we project our greatest fears on death and forget our power
I want to live my life in close touch with the sacred
Pacify the disturbances of the mind
I face my own death

Lower and lower is the pressure, I can feel the parts of me collapsing one into the other
Higher state of consciousness awaken, I can see the light of this next world
Leading my soul reborn

I find it hard to believe that this picture on the wall is everything
I do understand all the prayers, life is so sharp and hurts so bad
What does it mean to be dying, what if you take the guts and brain away
Is it this blood and heartbeat that you call life
Every effort to ignore it is unavailing we all have to die
Is it too late to dull the edges of the pain, I have to try
This is an other dimension
You can scatter ashes to the winds and even buried in the ground I'm still here

Do not be afraid you are dying
and the four great elements of your body are collapsing one into the other
It feels as if you are being crushed by mountains
The light of this world has faded completely
But the light of the next world have not yet appeared

Your breath is now still, no warmth to your skin
Do not be afraid, there's no way that you can stay here
You are leaving this world
All lights are fading away now
Leave behind the loved ones and all you know
Do not be afraid and let yourself go

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRB1hOaCB_w

Reflecting ourselves in the blood of all the beings we slay
Misunderstand each other, out of control we remain
There is a mystery, we're facing a sight to behold
This is what we make of the world, we throw everything away

The way we all behave is not understandable
It is so sad to see the wealth of our planet fade away
We all behave like children, taking off the head of our teddy bear
to see what's inside, taking, not giving back
We drain the oceans and suck all the blood out of the soil
We spend the time we have left fighting and killing each other
Lust for comfort, entertainment becomes an obsession
And there is so much time to kill

The way I see things is so simple
The fact I'm walking standing on this land
Exhausted is the realm of nature, friends are dying
The living creatures on our side
The way I see myself so confused so sophisticated
I have to stay away from me
But I still don't get the point
What's worth destroying all the worlds
Try not to get it anymore

You burn yourself, set fire for good
We die eyes closed, dig our own grave now
Tossed in the blaze naked on the flame
Lost with no pride, drowned in the filth
The giant snake is coming down to eat our heads
and the flood will kill us, Mantus is rising from under

The way I see things is so simple
The fact I'm living dying on this land
Exhausted is the realm of nature, friends are dying
The living creatures on our side
The way I see myself so confused so sophisticated
Don't have to stay away from me
But I still don't get the point
What's worth destroying all the worlds

Try not to get it anymore [4x]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=suG-c_i2fBQ

Before all things reborn again
You learn the painful breath of time
Cold mourning stretches out your arms
To the mighty warmth of the golden sun
Seems all have gone insane for gold
All was created out of the night
We're all born from the burst of a star

The day you'll come to life you'll realize
Expanding force to life where you belong
And in the winter cold, with opened eyes
You'll find the strength to fight and stand upright

One day you'll walk the world and keep in mind
The heart you've been given in winter time
And through the bitter cold, with opened eyes
You'll find the strength to fight and stand upright

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R2F_hGwD26g

Who are you to wave your finger?
You must have been outta your head
Eye hole deep in muddy waters
You practically raised the dead

Rob the grave to snow the cradle
Then burn the evidence down
Soapbox house of cards and glass so
Don't go tossin' your stones around

You must have been high

Foot in mouth and head up ass
So whatcha talkin' 'bout?
Difficult to dance 'round this one
'til you pull it out. boy,

You must have been so high

Steal, borrow, refer, save your shady inference
Kangaroo done hung the jury with the innocent

Now you're weeping shades of cozened indigo
got lemon juice up in your eye
When you pissed all over my black kettle.

You must have been high!

Who are you to wave your finger?
So full of it
Eye balls deep in muddy waters
Fuckin' hypocrite

Liar, lawyer, mirror, show me. What's the difference?
Kangaroo done hung the guilty with the innocent.

Now you're weeping shades of cozened indigo
got lemon juice up in your eye
When you pissed all over my black kettle.

You must've been...

So who are you to wave your finger?
Who are you to wave your fatty fingers at me?
You must have been out your mind

Weepin' shades of indigo
Shed without a reason
Weepin' shades of indigo

Liar, lawyer - mirror, for you what's the difference?
Kangaroo be stoned. He's guilty as the government.

Now you're weeping shades of cozened indigo
got lemon juice up in your eye
Now when you pissed all over my black kettle.

You must've been high!

Eyeballs deep in muddy waters
Eyeballs deep in muddy waters
Ganja? P-lease!
You must have been out your mind

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k1mz0VDlebM

Serpent of light, movement of the soul
crawling stately along the spine
Mighty phoenix, from the ashes arises
Firebird cycle, life, regenerate the cell

Life burns fierce, reduced to ashes
Resurrection from the flame, ageless process
Quest for absolution, out of bounds introspect
Self-consuming womb, ever-present, meet no end

It seems like I always knew this
since I'm a child I can feel it
My inner light everlasting
revolving within a circle

Extended wings I'm flying
over the valleys and planes
The curve of space I'm leaving
death is just an illusion

Oroborus symbol of eternal life
dig a tunnel through light, through ignorant walls
I'm counting the days but I'm dying
Grow up with impatience I'm falling down

On the peaks of radiant mountains
this truth is growing before before me
My attention fixed on this silence
Rediscover life while I'm breathing

Designing the shape of material
Frozen icon distant reminder
Mankind has forgotten the gateways
By the mouth of the serpent regenerate

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VE1rCAU1di0

This spot of light in space attracted my inner sight
The loved ones are so close, they talk to me in dreams
Contact the core I once felt I need to restore
Drifted away, I'm not the same anymore
These idle hands, the tools of my darkness
Always the same, this fire burning

This emptiness I should fill, the evil I have to fix
This happiness I should reach, come back to me in dreams

Myself away so long, I've been refusing to feed
I always kept the flame, my will is to grow
Unfolded vision, a force is unveiled
It's all around me, from a void now explodes

Contact this force of light anytime
Time
These lies in me dwell no more
More

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MuDxo-fbW9c

can't take me apart!

see the light, a new day has arrived for us
genesis of our evolution
a linchpin holds within a means to an end
can't you see that we are one?

can't take me apart!
no you can't!

we see no end to the dream

we will never see the end
we will never be the end
all my life i've felt discarded
never feeling a part of it

no you can't!

without me you will fade, you will not remain
we are one, and of the same future machine!
a linchpin holds within a means to an end
can't you see that we are one?

can't take me apart!
no you can't!

we see no end to the dream!

we will never see the end
we will never be the end
all my life i've felt discarded
never feeling a part of it

no you can't take me apart

you can't change me now

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0chlIZQGLxg

The speed of the line was rending, my hands on blood
But I always grab on these darkened visions
And I try my best to avoid this poison

Amplifying the sounds from under
Horror vision increasing, they're crawling
So broken, twisted, I feel their grasp on me
Can I trust this night mare, kill me

You wield a secret dark and so cold
Never bow and obey to soul control
Are these creatures part of me insane
And their shadows my only shelter, last creation

Run for your life, like the wind, go, run
Leave behind the conflict, the load you carry
Don't fear the light of tomorrow
This fire will wipe them out forever

Sound underground, alive
I grow my soul wide inside
Grow

You wield a secret dark and so cold
Never bow and obey to soul control
Are these creatures a part of me insane
And their shadows my only shelter, last creation