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valkyrie

☆ every villain is a hero in his own mind

[Ei aihetta]Lauantai 10.04.2010 03:04

let me take back my life, iÂ’d rather be all alone

[Ei aihetta]Lauantai 10.04.2010 00:38

i kept everything inside and even though i tried, it all fell apart
what it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...
i tried so hard and got so far, but in the end it doesn't even matter
i had to fall to lose it all, but in the end it doesn't even matter
things aren't the way they were before, you wouldn't even recognize me anymore
not that you knew me back then, but it all comes back to me in the end
i've put my trust in you, pushed as far as i can go
and for all this, there's only one thing you should know
i tried to make it trough but it just wasn't enough

i'm sorry

sometimes i'm just afraid to say itLauantai 10.04.2010 00:04

since you're gone everything looks so empty
without you nights are so cold
can you tell me how to convince you?
please come back, i won't let you down
i can't let you go, why can't you stay?
i still wonder why i can't let you go
why can't you stay, give it one more try
and i hope, one day you will come back to me
if i could i would turn back time
don't you know, that i'm thinking about you
if you knew, would you change your mind?

[Ei aihetta]Perjantai 09.04.2010 23:48

memories consume like opening the wound
i'm picking me apart again
i'm safe here in my room, unless i try to start again
i don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'cause inside i realize that i'm the one confused
i tightly lock the door - i try to catch my breath again
i hurt much more than anytime before
i had no options left again
i don't know what's worth fighting for or why i have to scream
i don't know why i instigate and say what i don't mean
i don't know how i got this way - i'll never be alright

i never knew what it was like to be alonePerjantai 09.04.2010 02:55

my insides all turned to ash, so slow, and blew away as i collapsed, so cold
a black wind took them away, from sight, and now the darkness over day, that night
and the clouds above move closer, looking so dissatisfied
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
i used to be my own protection, but not now, cause my path has lost direction, somehow
a black wind took you away, from sight, and now the darkness over day, that night
and the clouds above move closer, looking so dissatisfied
and the ground below grew colder as they put you down inside
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing...

[Ei aihetta]Perjantai 09.04.2010 02:25

i was walking in the shadows - so nobody cared
you smiled at me from the distance and we felt there's more to share
all these memories, they come back when i'm asleep
i don't need no fakes around me - all i want is you to be with me
all these words have lost their meaning
i just hope you hear my silent scream
i still hear the distant voices spreading rumours and lies
i took you to my darkest places, so far away from the skies
there is something inside me that still wants to feel

[Ei aihetta]Perjantai 09.04.2010 01:38

everyday i just dream away to another world
everyday i can see people all around look at me
i know what they're thinking
"she's such a lonely rider, she's such an outsider"
everyday i know what they say, "you'll be soon forgotten"
i'm a mess inside now
there's nothing left to fight for, nothing to make it right for

[Ei aihetta]Perjantai 09.04.2010 00:54

i've got to see you wherever you are and i've got to be there, i'm wishing on stars
i've got to reveal what's inside of my heart but the words escape me
and i'm paralyzed, so helpless when i look into your eyes
oh how i wish you only knew what i feel inside for you
you probably haven't got a clue but i wish you knew
how much i love you
honestly i know it's silly of me to want you so badly
i carved your name into my arm so i would remember you
i'm so afraid that i can't ever explain
so now i scream and hope it's a dream
it's hard just to breathe when you say goodbye
i wanna sleep but there are nightmares when i try
now somehow you're breaking my heart
and i don't know where you are but like a drug you lift me up to the stars
it's why i'm feeling alive, it's the first time, here's hoping this day won't end
i don't know now what to do, i don't care
i need ten more minutes with you
i don't know what you are, but one look and i'm hooked from the start
now i'm falling apart, "that's what you get for falling in love"
tonight i look in his eyes for the first time - here's hoping this pain will end

[Ei aihetta]Torstai 08.04.2010 01:07

everything you say to me takes me one step closer to the edge
and i'm about to break