IRC-Galleria

Deep inside me is a world of fear
Deep inside me beyond compare

I seek my saviour
to prevent my failures

Breathing hate with twisted grin
please separate me from that skin

Worth for nothing
do all these tears this world is dying
acts inhuman
Making me change my ways of crying

Reasoned, senseless, that's how I feel
how defenseless and blind can one be
purified shall be my name
after your hand
placing this picture to the frame I alone stand

Wondering when I'm gonna wake up
Something said, still echoes in my head
Forget the pain, forever will remain
Hold it inside of me

Am I dead, alive to satisfy?
What's in my head? A path that burns me
Why do I yield to everything?
That you said, still echoes in my head

Admit it...

Bring me down in this world forget my soul
Bring me down this is all for you
But you see
Tear me down from inside, erase my mind
Tear me down cause I'm nothing to you
And never will be...

See myself, from a distance
Breath again, far away from here
To be myself, the greatest challenge
Free my mind from this...

Cathode rays blast like meteor rain to my brain
Still I'm using all the tools to escape my reality
Forced myself to not sleep, forced myself to not see
That something has survived and you feel it too... Loneliness is a good place to visit, but not to stay in
It was the only way to finally break out off the chains

IF I WAS BRAVE ENOUGH TO FALL
I'D FIND THE ANSWERS
IF I WAS STRONG ENOUGH TO WORK IT OUT
WOULD YOU EVER EVEN CARE?

Returning from my exile with a heart full of emptiness
But I know you won't trespass my brain anymore
Took me time to cleanse it, took me time realize
That I'm sentenced to life and you fear it too...

Was there a time when I was feeling
The time for shade of hope or fear
Sometimes I wonder, am I breathing
When was it when we were dreaming

When did the sun, stop from shining
Remember when I felt the rain
Sometimes I wonder, Am I fading
When we were hurting

Did I need the pain just to feel alive
Did I get this numb just to survive
Did I need the rain just to feel alive
Did I get this cold, just to survive

Was there a child who was dreaming
When did I loose the sense of me
Sometimes I wonder, am I sleeping
When stopped I desiring

Did I need the pain just to feel alive
Did I get this numb just to survive
Did I need the rain just to feel alive
Did I get this cold, just to survive

Would you please, could someone please
Could someone make me unbroken again
Is there someone I could reach
Could someone make me whole again

Was there a time when I was feeling
The time for shade of hope or fear
Sometimes I wonder, am I breathing
When was it when we were dreaming
... we were dreaming ...

I guess I like it when we play
(The way you drag me down)
I guess I like it when you hate me
(The way you drag me down)
‘Cause I can’t face myself in a mirror
(IÂ’m left alone with all my pain)
And I disgrace myself in the mirror
(IÂ’m left alone with my shame)

Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! IÂ’ll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! IÂ’ll heal you in me

Memories, memories, memories

In this world you tried
Not leaving me alone behind
There's no other way
I'll pray to the gods: let her stay

The memories ease the pain inside
Now I know why

All of my memories
Keep you near
In silent moments
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers, silent tears

Made me promise I'd try
To find my way back in this life
I hope there is away
To give me a sign you're okay
Reminds me again
It's worth it all
So I can go home

Together in all these memories
I see your smile
All the memories I hold dear
Darling you know I love you till the end of time..

Another day has passed again and I'm sitting here by myself
Wondering did I fill my place again, did I make it right

Will I ever feel free again and finally relieved
Will I ever see myself again leading my own life

Sometime, somewhere, someone will care
About the things I've done
The stronger I get, the more I'll accept
I will be weak without you

Day by day I'm drifting away
Never knowing what to seek
Time after time I keep asking why
Why I feel so weak

Day by day I'm drifting away
Never knowing what to seek
Time after time I keep asking why
Why I feel so weak......

I forgive you
For the things you've done
I just need you
Can't get you off my mind
Living without you is
killing me
I hate you
For the things you've said
But I still love you
Can't get you off my mind
Living without you is
killing me

I wanna feel you
Touching me, holding me
Feel the flames
Go higher
Love, lust, desire

I forgive you
For the things you've done
But I still need you
Can't get you off my mind...

Elämä on vitun hienoa....Aiheutan vaa tuskaa muille näemmä...oon ihan vitun eksyksissä mut mitä sitte...ite oon polkuni valinnu....selviinkö hengis, en tiedä mut aika näyttää...Nyt mennää näin ja nimeltä mainitsematon vastakkaisen sukupuolen edustaja saa luvan myös olla asiast tietoinen et oli viimine kerta ku metsästää mua ku en oo viikkoo ilmotellu itestäni...ajattele viikkoon!!!!!MITÄ SITTE...Tää on mun elämäni täl hetkel ja ja teen ihan just mitä itte vittu haluan...LIFE IS JUST A DREAM BEFORE DEATH!!!!!!

oli ja meni...ikävä jäi...rakastan edelleen...mikään ei kiinnosta ja päivät kuluu kiukutellessa milloin mistäkin...Olet edellee se ainoa, tahdon sun tietävän sen.. :'(