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Ooioioi.. succ nice and wonderful feelings again!!!
I wrote a 5 page letter to my best friend that i had since i moved here, apologizing for things and just sort of explainin what happened and why i had to do this... We were both crying at point, i cried when i wrote it, she cried when she read it and when we were texting talking about it i was crying again. It felt so wonderful to have written the letter and im so happy about it and how everything turned out. Its pure amazing and i love it like fuck!! I find everything pretty amazing how things hae happened and then unhappened and all of that but that cool ...

Im just in a really good mood about everything, but also really upset too...
so im sooooo happy that i meet Basti and we had such a great time together, and all of that.. and even though we have and email like going back and fort from eachother every day... its not the same.. it really isnt the same, i cant believe that we got so attached in 5 days and then on the 6th day we are in completely different countries!! Golly gosh! i cant believe he is in Austria!! GOD!!! oioioi the weird things in life!:D... but oh well.. nothing i can do about it..
I know that i like him very much and all of that.. but then again i also know me.. there is nooo way that i would ever be "faithful" or wutever to him.. plz he is so far away and i dont know when i will see him next!!.. god.. oh well wutever... im over it already.. like not that i wanna stop keeping in contact with him, and not that i dont like him anymore.. but just that im over the whole situation and i can move on as well!

But yeah anyway.... so basically im in a really good mood and very happy.. but also just a little upsrt too.. but wutver:D:D

LOVE YA GUYS!!<3<3<3
MUAH!<3<3

Gosh! I cant explain it to you people...since you people would not understand what im going through or all the wonderful things that have been happenin to me even thougha lot of shit is going down....but i feelll...aaah! AMAZING!!! I cant even start to say the proper words...but all seems just to be working out...and im just so happy....because of some one and its just amazing when i talk to him how freakin happy and energetic i can get!! I love it! i love the feeling! its amazing!! but what sucks is that there is a lot of things that are workin against it...so its hard to say if anything will work out...but oh well...i just got to hope i gueess!!<3<3<3<3

Hehehehehe.....
Im soooo excited! and i just cant hide it!!!<3<3<3 hehehehe.....
Im writing my scenes for.......english on the play..and GOSH! i dont think i have EVER used that many cursewords..or pretty much the word FUCK!:D:D..lol..

For some reason im really tired and i dunno...its wierd...but whatver....

hahahah LOL! such an embarrassin thing!!!
My dad left today when he was going to a meeting and he had to go and pick up my suscription of my birth control pills!!! NOLO!!!!! hahahahah...soooo funny!! wonder how he feels!!..lol..he seemed chill but whatver.....:D:D:D

uuuummmmmm.....CANT WAIT FOR THE WEEKEND!!!<3<3<3

Loove you guys!!<3<3<3

God i can even start to explain how everything was going wrong...but it just was..being late waking up...like 10mins after the bus came...not havin any other bus to take...Having to HITCH-HIKE to school!!! CRAZYNESS! havin a math test and failin it 100%....soo fucked up!!!...ummm lets see...my ribs are SOO badly damaged!! its a huge bruise it takes up my whole abdomen area...i should put a pic up..but its sooo gresome!!!....ummm getting yelled at by pretty much all my teachers.....havin huge fights with a whole lotta people..oh gosh! soo muchmore i couldnt even start talkin bout!!!....ill get back later!!!<3<3<3<3