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My mind is empty.
And that makes me feel weird.
Like there's something missing...
...from inside of me.
I'm weird 'cause
I want to think about those painful thoughts.
I want to hurt myself thinking 'bout painful thoughts.
*haha...hahh......*
I'm just walking corpse.

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Three Days Grace - Drown

Good morning day
Sorry I'm not there
But all my favorite friends
Vanished... in the air
It's hard to fly when you can't even run
Once I had the world, but now I've got no one

If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to hold me down
I would change my direction
And save myself before I...
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to push me around
I would change my direction
And save myself before I... drown

Good morning day
Sorry you're not here
But all those times before
Were never this unclear
It's hard to walk when you can't even crawl
Once I had this world, but now I've lost it all

refrain:
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to hold me down
I would change my direction
And save myself before I...
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to push me around
I would change my direction
And save myself before I...

Drown
Rolling faster than I'm breathing (3x)

refrain

What's wrong with me?
Don't know what to do anymore.
My head is in the chaos.
I'm so tired to this whole thing!
Even the school is starting to be like a prison...
I don't know when I will break down.

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Bullet for my valentine - All these thngs I hate

Once more I say goodbye, to you
Things happen but we don't really know why
If it's supposed to be like this, why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?

Oh yeah...

Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like..

Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap

Once more you tell those lies, to me
Why can't you just be straight up with honesty?
When you say those things in my ear, why do you always tell me what you wanna hear?

Oh yeah...

Wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like..

Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!)
Me...(me!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
Just back off before I snap...

Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like me...

It's the best place to be when you're
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!)
Me...(me!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
Just back off before I snap...

I think that I'm feeling like in this song.
So I put this song's lyrics in here. :)

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Three Days Grace - Over and over

I feel it everyday it's all the same
It brings me down but I'm the one to blame
I've tried everything to get away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again
Why do I do this?

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to

It feels like everyday stays the same
It's dragging me down and I can't pull away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again
Why do I do this?

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over
You don't even try

So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head
I try to live without you, every time I do I feel dead
I know what's best for me
But I want you instead
I'll keep on wasting all my time

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over
You don't even try to

Who am I?Where I belong to?
Why I am here, in this kind of place like the Earth?
Is this the right place to me live?
Is there any different place to me?
Why I am alive?Why I am not dead?
Is there any reason for me to be alive?
Why is no one answering to me?
These are simple questions,right?
Do I even want to be in here?
May be I'm questioning this from myself.
May be, may be.I really want answers.
But I am not gonna have them, right?

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Three Days Grace - Wicked Game

The world was on fire no one would save me but you.
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I never dream that i meet somebody like you.
And I never dreamed that I loose somebody like you.

No, I don't want to fall in love.
No, I don't want to fall in love.
... With you.

what a wicked thing to play, to make me feel this way.
what a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you.
what a wicked thing to say, you never felt this way.
what a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you.

No, I dont want to fall in love,
No, I dont want to fall in love,
No, I dont want to fall in love,
No, I dont want to fall in love.
... With you

The world was on fire no one would save me but you.
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.

No, I dont want to fall in love,
No, I dont want to fall in love,
No, I dont want to fall in love,
No, I dont want to fall in love.
... With you

Ah ah, ah oh
Ah ah, ah oh
Ah ah, ah oh
Ah ah, ah oh

I'm givin' up, on everything
Because you messed me up
Don't know how much you
Screwed it up
You never listened
That's just too bad
Because I'm moving on
I won't forget
You were the one that was wrong
I know I need to step up and be strong
Don't patronize me
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

[Chorus]
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted?
Do you forget it now?
No you never got it
Do you get it now?
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Ah ah ah oh
Ah ah ah oh
Gotta get away
There's no point in thinking about yesterday
It's too late now
It will never be the same
We're so different now
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

[Chorus]

I know I wanna run away
I know I wanna run away
Run away
If only I could run away
If only I could run away
Run away
I told you what I wanted
I told you what I wanted
What I wanted
But I was forgotten
I won't be forgotten
Never again!!!

Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted?
Do you forget it now?
No you never got it
Do you get it now?
Do you get it now?

Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted?
Do you forget it now?
No you never got it
Do you get it now?

Have you Forgotten?
Do you get it now

Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah

[repeat 4x]

I miss you too much.
Why did you left me here alone?
Take me with you.
I want to know where you are.
And what are you doing?
I miss you.

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Avril Lavigne - Slipped away

Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

Na na la la la na na

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by

Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back

The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same noo..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh...

Nah nah, nah nah nah, nah nah
I miss you

Voit näyttää kaikenlaisia hymyjä, mutta merkitsevätkö ne mitään?
Aina voit hymyillä, koska et halua toisen pettyvän.
Voit myös paeta todellisuudelta hymylläsi ja olla muka positiivinen.
Ei, ei kukaan voi tietää kuka hymyilee oikeasti.
Joku hymyilee sinulle, vaikka haluaisi eroon sinusta.
Ei hymyä voi tietenkään kieltää keneltäkään, vaikka haluaisit tietää,
mitä hän ajattelee sinusta.
Hymy on mielenkiintoinen asia.Se tulee esiin,
vaikka et haluaisi näyttää sitä.
Hymyilet silloin, kun sinulla on hauskaa, ja kun sinulle on tapahtunut
jotain todella ihanaa ja mukavaa.

Hymy on ihmiselle tärkeä,vaikka tietäisit sen olevan feikkiä.

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Fullmoon wo Sagashite - Smile (English Translation)

if the sky was crying for you
I'll turn into a sea and embrace it
even if we're swallowed by the storm and lose our map
your back is the signpost for me now

like the moon and sun, even when near or far
please be close enough
to capture my light

smile smile
watch me always, watch me forever whenever
smile smile
want to believe, want to feel it forever
smile smile
being able to understand happy mornings and sad nights
I won't forget to smile
I cannot live without you forever

N and S, like magnets, when we notice someday
we'll be pulled together as if that was ordinary
like that secret, unstoping clock that noone knows
the two continues to move on the same face*

I dream about your long hand*
the small hand overlaps
to deepen the love*

smile smile
watch me always, watch me forever whenever
smile smile
want to believe, want to feel it forever
smile smile
being able to understand happy mornings and sad nights
I won't forget to smile
I cannot live without you forever

smile smile
watch me always, watch me forever whenever
smile smile
want to believe, want to feel it forever
smile smile
being able to understand happy mornings and sad nights
I won't forget to smile
I cannot live without you forever

I hate myself because I don't have enough courage.
I keep thinking, why I didn't do it when there was chance.
Why I didn't take his hand?Why I didn't talk to him?
He was so close and alone when he walked by.
I'm so stupid.
I hope there'll be another chance to me someday.
Please,give me a chance. I'll talk to him then.

~~~~~~~~~~~~

Three Days Grace - One X

Do you think about
Everything you've been through
You never thought you'd be so depressed
Are you wondering
Is it life or death
Do you think that there's no one like you

We are
We are
We are
We are the ones
We get knocked down
We get back up and stand above the crowd
We are one
We are the ones
We get knocked down
We get back up and stand above the crowd
We are one

The life I think about
Is so much better than this
I never thought I'd be stuck in this mess
I'm sick of wondering
Is it life or death
I need to figure out who's behind you

We are
We are
We are
We are the ones
We get knocked down
We get back up and stand above the crowd
We are one
We are the ones
We get knocked down
We get back up and stand above the crowd
We are one

The life I think about
Is so much better than this
I never thought I'd be stuck in this mess
I'm sick of wondering
Is it life or death?

We are the ones
We get knocked down
We get back up and stand above the crowd
We are one
We are the ones
We get knocked down
We get back up and stand above the crowd
We are one

We stand above the crowd
We stand above the crowd
We stand above the crowd (Crowd)
(We stand) We stand above the crowd
We stand above the crowd (We Stand)
We stand above the crowd

(We are the ones) We stand above the crowd
(We get knocked down get back up) We stand above the crowd
(We are the ones) We stand above the crowd
(We get knocked down get back up) We stand above the crowd

We stand above the crowd
We stand above the crowd
We stand above the crowd

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do? (Oh, oh)
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Ah, ah
Oh, oh
Ah, ah

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)

(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me

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Oli pakko laittaa. ^^

Nimi: Sirja
Hiustenväri: mustat
Silmienväri: vihreet
Tatuoinnit: ehei

VIIMEISIN
Kappale mitä kuuntelit kuulokkeilla: Vidoll - Remind story
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Henkilö, joka soitti sinulle: joku heppu
Tv-show, jonka katsoit: ööh...salkkarit...
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