IRC-Galleria

when she cries she cries with tears in her eyes
when she cries she cries with bloodied hands and heart
when she cries she cries with an emptiness
she cries for perfection
she cries for love
she cries for lust
she cries for attraction
she cries because she no longer feels.
when she trys to smile a tear emerges.
she wished she was what she once was
when she cries she cries because she cant for fill the one she loves most
when she cry's she hides
behind a plastic mask with perfect paint lips.
she wonders why she cant feel her soul
she wonders why
she cuts deep within
just to see if she can feel the pain.
and all she dose is start to descend.
deeper into the hole she calls life
deeper within her own disgust and hidden pride.
in the bathroom

tällasta tänään.... angst angst!!!!!!!!!!!!!!