IRC-Galleria

We kissed in the dark
In the back of your car
We cuddled in the park

Pain inside
Crashes and glides
I can't decide
Your heart was my guide

It's been too long
You're my perfect drug
But the worlds all wrong
I hope you sing along

Wherever you are
You'll be my star
Near or far
You'll always be my one

Kiss me goodnight
You say it's all right
This can't be goodbye
My heart just dies

Earth is dying
Kids are crying
The plans we've made
Just rot away

Your angel wings
Will shine on me
Like the blood on the strings
My heart just falls in seems

You fall in front of me
As we cast away in the sea
I'll be your dream machine
A life full of luxaries

Wherever you are
You've stolen my heart
Near or far
You'll always be my star

So, kiss me goodnight
Say its all right
This can't be goodbye
My heart just dies

Earth is dying
Kids are crying
The plans we made
Just rot away

Wherever you are
You've stolen my heart
Near or far
You'll always be my star

Looking back to find it, what was lost, faded grey
Thinking how the failed ways of my life haunt me today
Wasted years so empty, wasted years to mourn
Taking life the harder way, too much that's dead and gone

Forgive me – I tried, forgive me – I failed
But nothing could keep me here
In a place to close to home
I failed everyone that seemed to care

Forgive me – I tried, forgive me – I failed
The bridges I've walked have burned
Didn't even know myself back then
Forgive me - I wasn't strong

Creatures, creatures of madness
Dancing in my mind
Creatures, creatures of madness
Dancing in my mind
Urging me to a painkilling suicide
Urging me to a painkilling suicide
Painkilling suicide

No, I canÂ’t go on
IÂ’m waiting only for tomorrow
Life, so meaningless and hollow
ItÂ’s the circle of sorrow

All I once believed in is dead
A faded halo around my head
Innocence turns into regret
A sinner in a white veil

The bond of trust
Burned by lust
One wicked glance led into killing romance
Now I know that death can dance

In the shadows of the endless night
IÂ’m paying the sins with my life
It hurts to come into daylight
IÂ’m cursed to roam in the dark

The passion of life
Gone in the shade of night
With no belief and bleeding wings
IÂ’m half of the man I used to be

Take this fucking knife
Out of my back now

I wanna see you plead and scream,
And cry to God
Cause I lost it all
I have no reason
To
Live
With
You

Only he can guess what I'm gonna do to you

Because of you I disconnect,
Dismiss all that's left of me,
Because of you I disconnect
I'm killing you now

Get down on your knees,
I wanna see you beg!
Tears building up,
Kneel before me!
I'm gonna tear you up!
I'm gonna break you down
I'm gonna show you my pain
And,
My misery!

Here I am in this lonely place,
Now I'm alone and I'm forgotten

I hate you more than life itself
I even hate you more than I hate myself

When you want it
It goes away too fast
I hope at least we die holding hands for always

All wound up
On the edge
Terrified

Sleep disturbed
Restless mind
Petrified

Bouts of fear
Permeate
All I see

Heightening
Nervousness
Threatens me

I am paralyzed
So afraid to die

Caught off guard
Warning signs
Never show

Tension strikes
Choking me
Worries grow

Rapid heartbeat pounding through my chest
Agitated body in distress
I feel like I'm in danger
Daily life is strangled by my stress

Helpless hysteria
A false sense of urgency
Trapped in my phobia
Possessed by anxiety

Run
Try to hide
Overwhelmed by this complex delirium

When my insides are wracked with anxiety
You have the touch that will quiet me
You lift my spirit, you melt the ice

Where would I be, what would I do
If you'd never helped me through?
I hope someday if you've lost your way
You could turn to me like I turn to you

Keeping you warm

I was up above it.
I was up above it.
Now Im down in it
I was up above it.
I was up above it.
Now Im down in it

I used to be so big and strong.
I used to know my right from wrong.
I used to never be afraid.
I used to be somebody

I used to have something inside
Now just this hole that's open wide.
I used to want it all
I USED TO BE SOMEBODY