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uuuhhh, damn i love estonia!!!

cute guys, alcohol, bar..n cars!

ppl r soo nice..
shiiiiit i am gona move back here in a year. :D
but i will do dat..if someone wana move wit me then..really come..n lets party.

Happy new year!!! damn. ^___^

So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you'll love me
Love me like you'll never see me again

Cus if I'd die tomorrow,I'd feel no kind of sorrow.I'd smile at my memories,and pray for my enemies.

You Know While Your Mother Is Cooking The Macaronni
Today I Figured Id Sit Down And Talk To You Since Your Old Enough.
You Know Its Time That You Really Realize What This Family Is All About
Cause About This Time Is When Your Gonna Be Able To Join In
And Earn Some Real Money And Real Cash But Before You Do That
I Wanna Teach You A Little Bit About Loyalty,
The Main Name Of This Game Is Respect And Loyalty.
Family Is A Big Thing When We Do This Kind Of Business
Everything Is With Respect And When A Family Member Gets Outta
Line And Another Family Dont Like It One Thing Leads To Another
And The Next Thing You Know, Your Gone And Then Your Just A Memory Of Me,
My Hearts Broke Then, But You Gotta Remember Theres Always Family And Loyalty,
Loyalty Is The Main Thing. Obviously You Know I Dont Make My Money,
I Dont Make All My Cash From Uh Construction Jobs We Do And
Uh Sanitation And Private Stuff Is All Earned Money Through The Family
And Since Your Of Age Now I Think Its Time I

Taught You What Coming Into The Family And Respect Is All About.
So The First Thing You Gotta Learn Is The Name Respect,
Tha Means You Dont Cross Nobody You Dont Go Over The Line,
Once You Go Over That Line Theres No Coming Back Whether
Youre A Member Of The Family Or Not.
Thats When People Get Whacked And We Dont Want Nobody Whacked In Our Family
So I Gotta Teach You The Proper Way Of Respect.
When Youre Earning Money, Everybody Earns, Everybody Eats Bread.
Its All About Cash Money Thats What Its All About Making The Money.
So The First Thing Of Business Is This, You Remember Your Name,
You Dont Forgets Your Roots.
You Never Ever Disrespect Anyone Thats Above You Especially Your Capo
Especially The Big Time Guys, Those Are The Guys You Listen To.
You Never Ever Disrespect Anyone Unless Your Told To Unless You Get The Okay.
And If There Is No Sit Down Theres Nothing.

All that I have is all that you've given me
Did you never worry that I'd come to depend on you
I gave you all the love I had in me
Now I've found you've lied and I can't believe its true
Time after time I've tried to walk away
But its not that easy when your soul is torn in two
So I just resigned myself to wait everyday
Now all I can do is to leave it up to you.

"Some people come into our lives and quickly go.
Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to
new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom.
Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon.
They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints
on our hearts, and we are never ever the same."


"Friendship with oneself is all important, because without
it one cannot be friends with anyone else in the world."

1. three witches watch three swatch watches.

2. three switched witches watch three swatch watch switches. which switched. witch watches which swatch watch switch.

3. three swiss witch-bitches which wished to be switched swiss witch-bitches watch three swiss swatch watch switches. which swiss witch bitch, witch wished to be a switched swiss witch-bitch, wished to watch which swiss swatch watch switch.



OMGGGGGG. what the hell?:D

i saw you, fell in love
i kissed you, hold you
your lips.....soft..
feel warm..

you touch my hand..
whispering "have i ever felt like that"..

quiet

two arms around me..
*butterflys*

why?

look into my eyes..
happiness, smile

overturn..lettin my hand go..
no dont go

leaving me..
cold..heart burst..
tear glide..

why?

16. october thursday.

i got to estonia around 16.30 then i went to my friends house they name were birk n rax..(boys) after that birk went to buy alcohol to my friends who came wit me to estonia..okei in the evening i went outside wit my brother n my ex boyfriend Renat...we went to the park..just walk around n talk..
later on iw ent to sleep..

17.october friday.i woke up

i dont remember what i was doin.
but evening...
let see...
i went to cinema wit 2 of my friends...
after cinema i met like other guy then we went to the party.
party was good n stuff...
3 hours later we went to other party around 2 in the night..soo i got home like 4 or something..!!!

18. october saturday.
then in the morning birk wakes me up...cuz he had to go to work..but i just woke up..cuz we was runnin around alll the time.
2 hours later im seein rax coming out from his room..holdin his hand n saying i have horrible headache...(cuz he was party alll night ) ofcourse. :D
then i was laughin my ass off cuz rax was soooo fuckin funny when eva he was holdin his head.
later on i made a food to rax n birk..
then i wa cleaning room..
then i got ready...
( a bit later)
one of my friend came to my house gave me my vodka..i was drinkin that all by my own..sooo i got drunk..we went outside...i met my brother again n my ex...i was daaaamn, drunk i took them where i use to study ( at ballett skool) [it was ages ago].Later we went to city take a walk there..after that i had to met other guys again...we were wit the car ofcourse..when i got to the place i saw shit load of guys. O_O..i was like mommy..okei..(my brother n ex pfcourse left) well i went to talk wit my friends then i got to know that those guys r his friends...oke we were drinkin outside..then finally like 2 hours later i was at the bar..i didnt know what happend wit those 2 hours..i was tooo drunk..but at the bar i went to talk wit the security for fuck sake..jesus they didnt even asked me paper..but my friend they did..well hmm, aight fiiiine i was dancing singing and DRINKIN AGAAAAIn..wtf i dont drink alcohol like..n then i dont know what happend. :D:D:D:D

Okey my sweetie last day 19. October sunday. :))

birk was partying alll fucking night i was partyin alll fucking night rax was partying also fucking all night..birk is the first one who woke up...takein painkiller..i woke up straight away after him..i went to took painkiller sooo i dont know but rax kinda woke up also..n ofcourse he took a painkiller also..all of us after that HAD TO SMOKE a cigarette...eveybody is holdin heads. :D:D:D:D
thats how it went..soo there u go my perfect estonian trip AGAIN. ;)))

Wanna go back to estonia..someone wanna buy me tickets there..cuz i spend alll my fucking money in estonia. ://///