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What does this mean?
All these things have been following me
for a long long time
and there is nothing that can make them go away
Am I alone?
Because no-one seems to understand
what´s wrong with me
even I don´t know the
Reason for all of this

For example
I keep hearing these outside voices in my head
and they keep repeating
all the time that I hope you´ll survive
I also see these visions of me in somekind of tragedy
All this feels so familiar but sametime they are
much too far away

I am scared
cause im getting so much weaker all the time
and I think if I don´t do something
then sure that the end is coming
but im too tired for looking the answers
that cannot be found
it would be so much easier
to let all go
And rest in peace


And I feel...
This can´t be real
everything is much more like an
like an endless dream
and there is no escape from it...

Down

Is there something wrong with me?
This is everything that my life should not be.
But I just canÂ’t let it go away.
For some reason I need this every day.
Am I afraid of something?
No it canÂ’t be, because I have nothing
to lose in this life.
Maybe I just wait the day until I die

I feel that every day my life is falling down
Like the leaves that autumn brings one by one down to the ground

IÂ’m aware of this abuse
Now itÂ’s time to go get me some booze
To get my mind away from these thoughts
I just canÂ’t please you anymore

I feel that every day my life is falling down
Like the leaves that autumn brings one by one down to the ground
Â…down to the groundÂ…
Â…I feel that every day my life is falling downÂ…

Vanity


I saw this girl
The prettiest girl in this whole world
At least it seemed that way from the outside
The rest of her is in my mind
And I think that only thing she really wants
to do is to be noticedÂ…
Â…all the timeÂ…


You want to be something to see.
And you know it's not even real
Still you want to live like that
Because your vanity gives you prosperity



I donÂ’t realize
Why everyone has to be so nice
To have the same smile on their faces
Than she had in our time
Why donÂ’t you leave that mask of yours away
and show me who you really are
who you really are



You want to be something to see.
And you know it's not even real
Still you want to live like that
Because your vanity gives you prosperity



DonÂ’t you understand?
The truth is in your hands.
You donÂ’t have to lie to get your man.
But there is nothing to do it has already begun.
And now I just want to get your face fuck out of my mind
Superficiality makes you blind
It is all I despise


You want to be something to see
And you know it's not even real
Still you have to live like that
Because your vanity gives you prosperity


Your vanity
Your vanity
Your vanity gives you prosperity
You want to be something to see...
...And that you shall be...

My Rain

One day. I'll find a way.
Through this rain which is holding me inside this fake reality.

I can't remember even a one clear day. They are so far away in the past.
Somehow I have learned to live this one and same predefined day.
But it must be changed now. I can't stand this anymore. It is breaking me down.
The only thing keeping me here is you. Now itÂ’s my time to go.

Inside my mind
I know that you have been trying to rescue me from this suffocating rain but I won't let you destroy your own self anymore with my eternal pain.

Chorus:
There is nothing you can do
This is something that I must face alone
I know this is a really bad thing to do
Cause it has been so much safer with you
But still there is nothing you can do
This is something that I must face alone
Everything will be so much clearer without you

ItÂ’s been a while now since I walked away, towards this newer ending rain.
And I realized. How lost IÂ’ve been, searching my own personality.
ItÂ’ll be hard to find. You were so big part of me. It is breaking me down.
But one day I will see the stars again. This is my way go.

Inside my mind
I know that youÂ’ve been trying to rescue me from this suffocating rain but I won't let you destroy your own self anymore with my eternal pain.
I know that youÂ’ve been trying to rescue me from this suffocating rain but I won't let you destroy your own self anymore with my eternal pain.

There is nothing you can do
This is something that I must face alone
I know this is a really bad thing to do
Cause it has been so much safer with you
But still there is nothing you can do
This is something that I must face alone
I know this is a really bad thing to do
Cause it has been so much safer with you
I know! I know! I know that things will be ok
I know! At least I can hope