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What does this mean?
All these things have been following me
for a long long time
and there is nothing that can make them go away
Am I alone?
Because no-one seems to understand
what´s wrong with me
even I don´t know the
Reason for all of this

For example
I keep hearing these outside voices in my head
and they keep repeating
all the time that I hope you´ll survive
I also see these visions of me in somekind of tragedy
All this feels so familiar but sametime they are
much too far away

I am scared
cause im getting so much weaker all the time
and I think if I don´t do something
then sure that the end is coming
but im too tired for looking the answers
that cannot be found
it would be so much easier
to let all go
And rest in peace


And I feel...
This can´t be real
everything is much more like an
like an endless dream
and there is no escape from it...