Every night I see something what I don´t wanna see..
Every night I remember something what I dont want to remember.. Sometimes.. I just wanna hit my head to wall so many times that I just bleed blood and tears..
I´m so tired to be my realself anymore..
I´m something what I wasn´t before..
What happend to me..?
Is there somewhere day.. When I Find my realself..
And I can be again.. That.. What i was before..
