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On vain yksi toive: vapautua

Sinä olitkin vain yksi heistä
Joiden pimennon päällä en voi seistä
Joka kiveään vasten veitsensä veistää
Voi repiä irti kahleemme meistä

Siniseksi ovat luotu heidän silmänsä
Varjoihin lukittuna jähmettyneet ilmeensä
Ilma on raskasta ja jäätävää
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Ja sinä mädäntyvää

Sinä olitkin vain yksi heistä
Joiden tie on kaikkoontunut enkeleistä
Joka avaimensa lukkoon kiinnittää
On hänen kahden verran helpompi hengittää

Musta kyynel ilman tunnetta
Valuttanut on hänen meikkinsä
Raatelemalla itseään raiskaa
Huokaus on kuoleman ikoni

"Niin kuin enkeli on minua suojellut
Hän on kaarnalaivansa minulle vuolenut”
En ehkä pysty vastaamaan
Omat demoninsa lastaan rakastaa
“Minun on ikävä mitä minulta otettiin
Mikset voi herätä ja ymmärtää?”
Miksi helvetissä muka uskoisit niin?
Mikä tunteeton peto luulet sinua katsovan?

How do you sleep through the night
Where do you go when you hide
Waiting for the truth to call
I don't fear you anymore

How do you think I'm alright
It's the way I wait
It's the way you've changed

And I like the way you hurt inside
Always waiting for the worst, to get me by
And I like the way you hurt
Doesn't really come
Doesn't really come as a surprise

After all you've done, look what I've become

Oh, yeah, oh, yeah

From all the years that went by
Through all of your shit I've survived
You would have thought I had died
But I made it out alive

How do you sleep through the night
It's the lies you gave

Now the roles have changed

I'm not your satan, nor an antichrist
So why you give me the cold eye?
Is it for what I've done
or for what I didn't?

This forlorn hope outraces you,
leaving without a trace
Why didn't I tell you early enough?
Why didn't it break in me?

Paranotic nihilism, clutched
Kept enroped, raped

ItÂ’s all lies out the gate I snuck up fast,
IÂ’m losing everything that I thought would always last
So now I lie waiting for a cure
To this poisoned and diseased
Mind I thought that had my back
Now IÂ’m giving up, God help

IÂ’ve been falling apart
Self distractive at heart
ItÂ’s ok, it's ok if you hate me
IÂ’ve been living my death
Over and over again
ItÂ’s ok, itÂ’s ok if you hate me
'Cause I hate me
(It's ok if you hate me)

Am I blind?
IÂ’m letting myself slip away
IÂ’m losing every chance I get to keep myself the same
So now I hide I keep my secrets locked inside
IÂ’ll severe out the truth so the world can see my lies
Now IÂ’'ve given up on God

IÂ’ve been falling apart
Self distractive at heart
ItÂ’s ok, it's ok if you hate me
IÂ’ve been living my death
Over and over again
ItÂ’s ok, itÂ’s ok if you hate me
'Cause I hate me

IÂ’ll slit my throat, so IÂ’ll bleed the truth
Cut out my tongue so I speak no excuse
ThereÂ’s enough trash in this blood to pallet you
And IÂ’m just a fuck

Midsummer I wave
A 'V' of black swans
On with hope to the grave

And through red September
When skies fire-paved
I begged you appear
Like a thorn for the holy ones

Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced, when you left me
A rose in the rain

So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again

Bared on your tomb
I am a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?

For once upon a time
From the binds of your loneliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key