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タ イ ト ル名- 消せない罪
アーティスト名- 北出菜奈
作詞者名- 北出菜奈
作曲者名- 西川進

いつもの視線に君が居て呼吸が出来る
僕にとってならそれだけでもう助ｪな筈なのに

ちっぽけな僕は繰り返す　過ちばかり
どれ程強さを手にしたら何も傷つけず済むの？

迷わずにこの愛を　信じ生きてゆく
塞がらぬ傷口もぎゅっと抱きしめて
二人は歩き続ける後には戻れないから
今でもこの胸の奥消せない罪は痛むけど
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あの日失った愛情に切なさを覚え
僕は鮮明なこの空の青さに少し戸惑って

例えもし何が犠牲でも　只一つ信じた
君の真っ直ぐな眼に映る刹那に咲いた花の色

無力でもこの運命強く生きていく
手を結ぶ体温はずっと溶け合って
だったら一層の事背負った罰なら辛くても

もし例え君と此の儘　世界の波に逆らうだけだとしてもÂ…

迷わずにこの愛を　信じ生きてゆく
塞がらぬ傷口もぎゅっと抱き締めて
迷わずにこの運命　生きる生きてゆく
君となら永遠もきっと繋がって
二人で只前を見て如何にも成らなくたって
それでも必ず君をこの手で守り続ける
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Itsumo no shisen ni kimi ga ite kokyuu ga dekiru
Boku ni totte nara Sore dake de
Mou Juubun na hazu na no ni
Chippoke na boku wa kurikaesu ayamachi bakari
Dorehodo tsuyosa wo te ni shitara
Nani mo kizutsukezu sumu no?
Mayowazu ni Kono ai wo shinji ikiteyuku
Fusagaranu kizuguchi mo gyu'tto dakishimete
Futari wa aruki-tsuzukeru Ato ni wa modorenai kara
Ima demo kono mune no oku Kesenai tsumi wa itamu kedo
DARLING
Ano hi ushinatta aijou ni setsunasa wo oboe
Boku wa senmei na kono sora no aosa ni sukoshi tomadotte
Tatoe moshi nani ga gisei demo Tada hitotsu shinjita
Kimi no massugu na me ni utsuru setsuna ni saita hana no iro
Muryoku demo kono sadame Tsuyoku ikiteyuku
Te wo musubu taion wa zutto tokeatte
Dattara issou no koto seotta batsu nara tsurakute mo
Moshi tatoe kimi to kono mama
Sekai no nami ni sakarau dake da to shite mo...
Mayowazu ni Kono ai wo shinji ikiteyuku
Fusagaranu kizuguchi mo gyu'tto dakishimete
Mayowazu ni kono sadame Ikiru ikiteyuku
Kimi to nara eien mo kitto tsunagatte
Futari de tada mae wo mite dou ni mo naranakutatte
Soredemo kanarazu kimi wo kono te de mamori-tsuzukeru
DARLING

Had a bad day, don't talk to me,
I'm gonna ride this out,
My little black heart, breaks apart,
With your big mouth.

And I'm sick of my sickness
Don't touch me, you'll get this.
I'm useless, lazy, perverted,
And you hate me.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake-up call,
And everything, everything's my fault.

Went to the doctor, and I asked her,
To make this stop. (whoa)
Got medication, a new addiction,
Fucking thanks a lot.

I had a relapse, I'm back at rehab
It ruins everything. (whoa)
So point your finger, at the singer,
He's in the pharmacy.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake-up call,
And everything's my fault.

You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
And everything, and everything's my fault.

And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet,
Baby why the wake up call
I'm the bad boy tell the tabloids
Everything's my fault.

Whoa whoa whoa yeah, write it, write it,
Whoa Whoa whoa everything's my fault,
Everything's my fault.

I went to heaven, but couldn't get in,
For what I have done.
I said forsake me, he said you're crazy
You had too much fun.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake-up call,
And everything's my fault.

You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
And everything, everything's my fault.

You can't save me,
You can't change me, (everythings my fault)
You can't save me,
You can't change me, (everythings my fault)
You can't save me,
You can't change me, (everything's my fault)
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Everything's my fault

My head, it hurts
Each day it's getting worse
My looks and smile
Have now become my curse
Tight lips, red skirt
The neverending street
Big car, little man
My lover for a fee

So if you see me will you just drive on by?
Or will I catch the twinkle inside your eye?
And if you want me well I guess I want you
Oh pretty baby how could you?

Standing in the rain
Milk carton mug-shot baby
Missing since 1983
Standing in the rain
20 years of dirty needles
Raindrops runnin' through my veins

My head it hurts
Each day its getting worse
No sun, my room
Has now become my herse
Cold sores, im beat
Got bruises on my feet
My pride, these men
Have taken it from me

So if you see me will you just drive on by?
Or will I catch the twinkle inside your eye?
And if you want me well I guess I want you
Oh pretty baby how could you?

Standing in the rain
Milk carton mug-shot baby
Missing since 1983
Standing in the rain
20 years of dirty needles
Raindrops runnin' through my veins

Standing in the rain
Milk carton mug-shot baby
Missing since 1983
Standing in the rain
20 years of dirty needles
Raindrops runnin' through my veins

So if you see me will you just drive on by?
Or will I catch the twinkle inside your eye?
And if you want me well I guess I want you
Oh pretty baby how could you?

Standing in the rain
Standing in the rain
Standing in the rain
Milk carton mug-shot baby
Mother, I have lost my way
Standing in the rain
Milk carton mug-shot baby
Missing since 1983
Standing in the rain
20 years of dirty needles
Raindrops runnin' though my veins
Standing in the rain
Mother, I have lost my way
Standing in the rain
Mother, I have lost my way

Rejected...since day one
My name is...bastard son
I've been damned...so many times I've lost count!
Blue collar...working man
Devises...masterplan
Bi-polar...with a mental side arm

I'm sick and I'm twisted
I'm broken you can't fix it
Don't make me, cause I'll do it
Red button and we'll all go

Into the river below...I'm running from the inferno...
They'll think I'm insane but you'll all know my name!
Into the river below...I'm running from the inferno...
I'll take all the blame, the front page and the fame!

Contraption...made up of
Nuts and bolts...creates the
New monster...to burn your family tree down!
Tick-tocking...times up now
Split second...the world frowns
Lonely heart...never had nobody!

I'm sick and I'm twisted
I'm broken you can't fix it
Don't make me, cause I'll do it
Red button and we'll all go

Into the river below...I'm running from the inferno...
They'll think I'm insane but you'll all know my name!
Into the river below...I'm running from the inferno...
I'll take all the blame, the front page and the fame!

I'll take all the blame
The front page and the fame
Into the river below
Into the river below
Into the river below
Into the river below

Into the river below...I'm running from the inferno...
They'll think I'm insane but you'll all know my name!
Into the river below...I'm running from the inferno...
I'll take all the blame, the front page and the fame!

Yeah I'll take all the blame
The front page and the fame
But you'll all know my name
And you'll think I'm insane
But you'll all know my name
But you'll think I'm insane

How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

Tears and Rain.

Tears and Rain.

Far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

Söin tänään japanilaisen karkin. Kuulostaa erittäin säälittävältä, ja sitähän se onkin. Mutta minun mielestäni se oli oikeasti hieno kokemus. Etenkin kun japsi-karkki oli Japanista matkannut japanilaisen miehen mukana Chileen, jossa mies antoi karkin kollegalleen ihan muuten vain. Se kollega sattui olemaan isäni, joten hän kuljetti kokonaiset kaksi japsi-karkkia Chilestä kotiin. Toisen söi isoveli ja toisen söin minä. Että tällaista paskaa tänään. Hei kello on melkein yksitoista, ei tähän aikaan enää irtoa mitään älykästä settiä. Sori vaan.

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong
Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like it's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

No one will ever see
This side reflected
And if there's something wrong
Who would have guessed it
And I have left alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like
It's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

The world we knew
Won't come back
The time we've lost
Can't get back
The life we had
Won't be ours again

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late (It's never too late)
It's not too late
It's never too late

I have to block out thoughts of you so I donÂ’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that IÂ’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didnÂ’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whatÂ’s good for you

IÂ’m sober now for 3 whole months itÂ’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I wonÂ’t touch again
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So IÂ’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didnÂ’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whatÂ’s good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “Make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didnÂ’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whatÂ’s good for you
For you
For you
For you

Ei, en tahdo tulla kotiin
En voi vaikka tahtoisin
Oon yksin mieluummin, kuin palaan sinne helvettiin
Vain ajatuksissani pääsen irroittautumaan
Ilman sitä vapautta tuhoisit mut kokonaan. Kokonaan!

Kuka sinä olet minulle kertomaan
mitä saisin tehdä ja mitä en
Kahleesi puristaa
Kuka minä olen sinulle vastaamaan
kun oma elämäs on pelkkää harhaa
Valheesi satuttaa
sun on pakko irroittaa!

Ei, en puhu kellekkään
paitsi ehkä itselleni
koska tahdon ymmärtää
Miks vain tahdot selittää
että kaikki on taas hyvin
vaikka kuulen äänestäs
ettet tajuu vieläkään
et vieläkään!

Kuka sinä olet minulle kertomaan
mitä saisin tehdä ja mitä en
Kahleesi puristaa
Kuka minä olen sinulle vastaamaan
kun oma elämäsi on pelkkää harhaa
Valheesi satuttaa
sun on pakko irroittaa!

Kuka sinä olet minulle kertomaan
mitä saisin tehdä ja mitä en
Kahleesi puristaa
Kuka minä olen sinulle vastaamaan
kun oma elämäsi on pelkkää harhaa
Valheesi satuttaa
sun on pakko, pakko irroittaa! Irroittaa! Irroittaa! Irroittaa!

Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny (deny)
These sleeping thoughts won't lie (won't lie)
And all I've tried to hide
It's eating me apart
Trace this life out

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret)

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret

Who has to know
Who has to know