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Finally!

I'm soooooo tired right now. Been in school since like 10 today... (that's not that long actually...)
HAha noh
Well I'm reading all this SHIT about satanism. It's crazy. I mean not in a bad way. It's like pretty okay you know! Totaly awsome that something so commersially wrong actually is so right... What if I'd become a satanist?!?!?! HAhah That would be so random! HAHAHAHAHA
God... I'm really too random right now so I'll just go!


WOHO 33 minutes till the lesson starts! Why the hell am I here at all???

Hahaha Angry again... At school? YES!
DAmn I fucking hate hate hate this shit. I wanna move today!
Good bye people....

I'm a true bitch at school! HAHAHAHAHAHA

Oh my god. I wanna kill, kill, kill everyone I fucking know. Hmm that was nice to get out.
Damn I get so fucking messed up when I'm at school. Damn it it's like "Minnie, oh nobody cares if she lives or dies!" Hahaha. You are all so fucking amusing. Do you actually think you can break me? Cause if you didn't know, you do. Every time. So common make a game out of breaking me down and then fixing me back up. Every time I fall to pieces. Every single time. That's when I loose a part of myself that noone will ever be able to get back. And so I'm broken. I stand there before you. BROKEN!
What good does this message do? Really? You wouldn't care even if you read it!
FUCK YOU!
ALL...

Just realized that. Haha I'm so blonde sometimes! Haha 2 days where just like a haze. HAHA Guess that's just what happens to me on the weekends. I become a ghost of myself. This is me! A shade of something bigger. Not one whole person. Just parts of one.
Just as a broken heart can be healed. It just takes the right amount of plasters. But what if some pieces disappear? Can the plastered heart be counted as one whole? Or is it forever broken?
Well I just feel like I'm pieces in the weekends and then sometimes I get some plasters on the weeks. Nobody actually knows how many is needed though. Nobody has enough. And so I'm broken. Or am I? Well, Peter knows. Almost. He's plasterbox is never empty. But he hasn't found those last pieces. Even though he's trying. I don't know if anyone will find them. Maybe they went with Brorsan. Maybe they where meant to.
Well, enough philosophy for one sunday night.

Need to go get some alcohole or something to numb of my mind. HAHAHA! Create some new pieces!

Hmm hahaha. Pretty big this time. Mommy was angry. 5000kr (500E) from when I got home... Haha that's like so much. I'd phoned finland 19hours in that time. HAHAHA That's probably some kind of record. I mean... HAHAHA 19 hours in 18 days. HAHAHAHA I rocks sometimes.

Well need to go now. Have more important things to do!

Haha well I kinda posted this a couple of days ago... It's from my show and well it's basically me performing a song by tokio hotel that I've mixed up a bit! Hahaha It's way better than the original that's for fucking sure... Check it out and tell me what you think!



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MC40uLvTVLk

waiting wishing you believed in supperstition than maybe you'd see the signs...
The lord knows that I'm not you and if I was I wouldn't be so cruel cause waiting on love ain't so easy to do...

So I got to school half an hour to early this morning. I'm really pissed. DAMN. I hate this fucking thing. I leave home like just in time and I've been stressing all morning thinking I was in a hurry and then I fucking get here half an hour too early! What's that? Shit.
Well anyway I guess it means I can study more for the test or something. Jippie...
Hahaha well
The show is tonight so wish me luck. I mean shit... I need it!
Kisses

Damn it. Dad's boozed up and well nothing is functioning because of it. I have a migrane and I don't fucking know if I need to go somewhere else tonight or if I can sleep here. It would be so much better if he just could stop the fucking drinking. I mean it's the only time things like this happen! And yesterdays talk. About us beeing so close and shit. NO FUCKING SHIT where not close when he pulls things like this. I fucking forgot my phone! Is that such a freaking crime?

I am not perfect, and I don't claim to be
and if that's what you wanted
Well then I'm so sorry!

How about a better version of the way that I am
The way I look the way I speak
How about a better version of me?!?!?!?!