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Woho... I'm going to the movies with J. today! So nice... Been sitting at home waiting someone would call me and wishing to god that my voice would come back... OH!!! SITTING WAITING WISHING (jack johnson) awsome! HAHAHAHA Well anyway. Gonna go check out a Disney movie and everything's fine because of it! AWSOME... Really.

DISNEY DISNEY DISNEY...

Have not looked this shitty for a long time....




... at least not for a month!
HAHAHAHAHA

Even though I was sick like shit I went to my friends b-day party... I'll summon it up here:

1. Get there, give gift, start making contact with people (since I only knew 2 out of the like 30 people there)

2. Start drinking (jägermeister and coke... Yummie)

3. Start flirting with hot guy

4. Party really starts when annother 30 people arrive

5. Getting DRUNK

6. Starting to puke (not a good idea)

7. PUKING... A LOT!

8. Continuing with the puking

9. I'm now locked in the bathroom and I cannot even stand up without getting nautious and... puking ;)

10. M. commes in and tells us we are leaving

11. I get in the car with a 60kg guy in my lap

12. We get to Mia and of course I puke since we were in the car...

13. I finally get better (though still freezing cold and with a throbing throught)

14. I get myself into bed (a matress on the floor)

15. P. gets under the covers to warm me since I'm shivering like crazy

16. I fall asleep...



Oh and I almost forgot. Somewhere in there I bit of part of my front tooth so I can now officially not even drink anything without a straw....





AWSOME night

AWSOME(!!!) party


En voi enää ees puhua!

So I just remembered my birthday's in 2 weeks. Awsome. Woho and well that means that My darling Anna is gonna ne here in *counting* 10 days. Or 9? I don't know. SOON! WOHO... I have a lot of energy today. Oh shit. Well I'm gonna go take a shower just so you all know! HAHAHAH
Kissey kiss

Oh my god. I'm beat! Been taking care of Bea for like 8 hours and I'm just so tired I can't even make myself go to the bus to get home. This sucks so bad. And of course my parents and borther have like 20 people over and well I look like shit. Damn.
Well should go to the bus now! Kisses cherrypies :P

Hmm I should be totaly happy. I mean in 33 days I'm free to do whatever I want to. So what is making me sad? The feeling of: NOTHING THE FUCK IS GONNA CHANGE! I mean I turn 18, get considered a grown-up and well, whatever? No one is gonna care. Not even me probably.

These stupid days make me look forward for you to come even more... What would I do without you as sunshine?

Please give me anything to kill it. Just for a moment at least!

Tangled up in a nice life
Should I really put that spider in me?

Finally. I'm done. At least for this year. No more school, no more fucking up my life mayorly. Hahaha I'm so fucking happy. Feels like a big weight of my chest and well, I haven't felt better in about, Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, well since I was to Finland!
Went to town with J. and well we had a good time so I actually did something else that just sit at home staring into the freaking wall. It's so nice. I mean just a little message makes me feel so ehm loved and it's just wierd. I guess I've just been treated like shit most of my life that when people do something even remotely nice I just flip out with happyness. I'm HAPPY!!!!
And well on monday it's xmas and I get all my gifts and stuff. Woho... I'm totaly psyched.
Need to go to sleep now cause the cleaner lady is coming tomorrow at 8 and I need to have clothes on... Kisses to all the people that want one! *smack*

Tomorrow is the last day in school! Awosme. I'm all like jumping up and down from the joy of not having to sit around here! WOHO WOHO.... Not!
Haha I'm so tired right now. Haven't slept properly for about... Hmmmmm... I would guess 3 YEARS! Damn... I need to get like sleeping pills or something. I can't fucking sleep at home. Ever...
Oh, yeah. Sometimes I can sleep but that's when I 1. Have someone next to me or 2. when I'm not at home... Especially in Finland. It's really annoying. It's not so wierd as it seems though. It's cold in our house and well my darling parents and younger brother allways make noise. They always start screaming or somethign just when I wanna sleep. It's lik some kinda rule. Well fortunately it's only like 7 months left till my move. Do you all get that?!?!?!? I'm moving away from home in fucking 7 months. That's NOTHING! Shit I need to go get a job now! Fuck....
C U all soon

Hmmm so I was in the fucking lucia thingy today. It sucked. I havn't worn only white since my confirmation thing. It was so uncomfortable that I had my pants and converse on under it! Haha. I hope my teachers noticed.
Well I'm still pretty sick so it really sounded horrible, but hey! I mean you can't be perfect right?!?!?!
We also got to watch the other show...
It was better than the first, definately. But still... They suck. I mean seriously. There are SOME rules in music that you DON'T fucking break. One of them is: You do NOT, ever in your life, play the song "Bohemian Rhapsody" by Queen if you are like serious. It can be played like with friends and just playing around, but NEVER EVER should that song be played on stage for people that doesn't know you. I mean seriously. And DEFINATELY not if you are trying to sound like the original. I mean Freddy Mercury. He was the fucking greatest singer that ever walked this earth. Do not try to copy! Well the little first graders played it. It sucked. I was angry. Norma (hugest Queen fan ever) actually started crying cause she was so mad!
Oh and also they played "rock'n'roll" by led zeppelin. Same thing here (not as much as with the queen song but still!). The bad thing is that my class had that song in our show last year so I mean it was like they stole from us (but they didn't go to our school at that time so they didn't know it really). Also they played the soundtrack from Friends you know "I'll be there for you..." and well we played that song lasst year. Copy cats! Damn....
Well we don't suck as much as them so I'm happy!
The people that played instuments were actually okay but the singers. Catastrofic...