Here I stand as a dysfunctional man
Quick temper, short fuse, and pissed at God
Demons pullin' at my soul 'till its ripped apart
Sick as fuck, mama that fire I started it
Fuck the fireman logic of the closet while the wire shit
What's positive 'bout a father that busts nuts
Then bust up, and a mama that don't show her son enough love
That's why I run from my first son
And force these chicken head bitches to get abortions
I married the game, my mistress is fame
My girl packed her clothes, shit she know I ain't gon' change
Go insane in the world, evil is yours
I done shot at houses, people and cars
The deeper the scars, the worst is the history
God you ain't gotta forgive me, just don't forget me, you hear me?
Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again, just to stay ontop
I recall memories, filled with sin
Over and over again, and again