i guess i'm trying to be non-chalant about it
and i'm going to extremes to prove i'm fine without you
but in reality i'm slowly losing my mind underneath the guise of a smile
gradually, i'm dying inside
friends ask me how i feel and i lie convincingly
'cause i don't want to reveal the fact that i'm suffering
so, i wear my disguise 'til i go home at night and turn down all the lights
and then i break down and cry
and i'm going to extremes to prove i'm fine without you
but in reality i'm slowly losing my mind underneath the guise of a smile
gradually, i'm dying inside
friends ask me how i feel and i lie convincingly
'cause i don't want to reveal the fact that i'm suffering
so, i wear my disguise 'til i go home at night and turn down all the lights
and then i break down and cry