i guess i'm trying to be non-chalant about it
and i'm going to extremes to prove i'm fine without you
but in reality i'm slowly losing my mind underneath the guise of a smile
gradually, i'm dying inside
friends ask me how i feel and i lie convincingly
'cause i don't want to reveal the fact that i'm suffering
so, i wear my disguise 'til i go home at night and turn down all the lights and then i break down and cry
i never knew i could hurt like this and everyday life goes on like
"i wish i could talk to you for a while"
i miss you but i try not to cry as time goes by
and it's true that you've reached a better place, still i'd give the world to see your face
and i'm right here next to you, but it's like you're gone too soon now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye