IRC-Galleria

Man oh man....
I'm ill you know...with high temperature and everything...And I'm still feeling happy as hell...
WHY?

i have no idea, to be honest. i feel i've gotten closure on many issues in my life.
people that hurt me, annoy me, misuse my blue eyes, simply use me for their own agenda etc. etc.
A GREAT many of them are OUT!
I feel fantastic!=)
and im sure it will go well at the doctors tomorrow:)
which means, on thursday or friday im off to workpractise!!!
YEAH BABY!
soon there will be rolling money into my bank account again...
oh sweet freedom(not my guitar)

more ramblings about everything later=) -Do what your horoscope says, dammit;)

I wanna scream your name to see how much my lungs hurt!
Apparently nothing can hurt me anymore, I'm immune by your torture.
Please don't spill my blood.
I can always go back to the war
I can always go back to the war

I won't spill a drop for you
I have my guns and am not afraid anymore
They'll never know what hit them when I'm back in arms
and not an afraid soldier, but a pure warrior.

Cause I can always go back to the war...
what more is there to live for, than to fight
for the right for my existance
to bring me the peace of mind

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WHATEVER,
thanks...

You think you've made it everything is going so fine
But then appears someone who wanna
Tear you down
Wanna rip you off those few nice things you've found
When and if you hit the ground.
Then it's falling kinda hard
Cause all you do is being yourself
Trying everything to succeed somehow.
But that's not the way things are right now.
Feeling kinda lost.

Those reasons
Those unkind words being expressed
OhÂ… they'll get to you I promise one day.
But maybe then it's too late for you to say
I knew it from the go cause you know
That's some miles away from the truth.
Don't forget

Hey what do you think of me now
Am I not like I once were
Still if you don't know me
What's the story of this pen*
I guess you're not a stranger
And I can tell you're not a friend
It might take a while but I guess I'll manage waiting till then.
Then when you confront me with your thoughts

You may think I don't notice don't get a bit hurt by what you do
I ask you to please think of
What I've done to you.
Please search inside and let me know
If I've done something wrong I guess I'll go
Far..hidden..
Never to be found
Just let me know
Then I`ll go
..then I`ll go...

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im sure u know what im talking about...

i wonder if anyone ever reads my ramblings;=)

3 Libras-A Perfect Circle

threw you the obvious and you flew
with it on your back, a name in your recollection,
thrown down among a million same.
difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed
and passed over
when i've looked right through
to see you naked and oblivious
and you don't see me.
but i threw you the obvious
just to see if there's more behind the eyes
of a fallen angel,
the eyes of a tragedy.
here i am expecting just a little bit
too much from the wounded.
but i see through it all
and see you.
so i threw you the obvious
to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel,
eyes of a tragedy.
oh well. apparently nothing.
you don't see me.
you don't see me at all.

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yeah yeah...

*still untitled*
-by me;)

now i will tell you
how i feel
how i want it to be real
my illution
your pollution
fills my mind with piles of shit

but will u understand
if i tell you to hold my hand?
but will u understand
if i tell you to be true?
but will u understand
if i tell you to hold my hand?
and will u understand,
are u with another man?

i am confused, and i feel used
for your imagination,-poor
i wanna drink, i wanna sink
into the bottom of your cup
and as u are drinking, i am thinking
will u ever swallow me?
tell me a lie, and i will hide
and i will say always goodbye


but will u understand
if i tell you to hold my hand?
but will u understand
if i tell you to be true?
but will u understand
if i tell you to hold my hand?
and will u understand,
are u with another man?

so, another chance for turku nightlife to prove me wrong and be fun for once...hahah:D

stop it!
identify;)

new song...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LY2VAifmh58

Anberlin:
"Audrey, Start The Revolution!"

Maybe tonight we'll get back together
sound the alarms and break all the levers
These streets are ours, our anthem rings
You'd know the truth if these walls could sing

Amateur youth sling down those signs
Gather the masses, friends of mine
I've got your back if you've got my hand
This isn't over it just began

[Chorus x2:]
If this isn't love (This isn't love)
this is the closest I've ever been
Do you think we have a chance tonight?
as streetlights sing on Audrey's song

Remind your parents we're tomorrow
Lead with morals and we'll follow
When they wake up they'll see
that youth fades and glory days deceive

What are you waiting for? let's move on this
time is of essence, like your kiss
So say you're in with cards down
and guns drawn, this is it

[Chorus x2:]
If this isn't love (This isn't love)
this is the closest I've ever been
Do you think we have a chance tonight
as streetlights sing on Audrey's song

But now it stops at this
We could take it all if only we would risk
You can be what you can conceive
Red letters kill your disbelief

We all make mistakes sometimes
We all fail but we stand tonight
Look past, learn, and move on
We're all here, you're not the only one

[Chorus x4:]
If this isn't love (This isn't love)
this is the closest I've ever been
Do you think we have a chance tonight?
as streetlights sing on Audrey's song


-this song is decicated to???do you know???:p
and no, it's not audrey, though i miss my best friend...

Song number 2:
Morten Abel-Be my lover

It's everyone mans right
To kill a man, if threatened

It's everyone mans right
To kill a man, if threatened

Will it be alright
On this a kind of night
Will it be alright
Yeah, will it be alright
And there's a kind of land
Where a man can

Will you be my lover
Will you be my one to love
Will you be my lover
Will you be my one to love

Here we go then, you and I
When the evening's spread out against the sky
Here we go then, you and I
When the evening's spread out against the sky
And when it comes, the dawn
And at touch down time
You got to show me what's mine
Where do we belong
On any strange map, but I'll come back to that later on

Will you be my lover
Will you be my one to love
Will you be my lover
Will you be my one to love

Love is a beautiful thing
Yeah, we got the good days
And the great days comin'
Love is a beautiful thing
Yeah, we got the good days
And better days comin'

Will you be my lover
Will you be my one to love
Will you be my lover
Will you be my one to love

and this one is for???who???
hahahaha:D

and third but not least...hold on, gotta check my mp3 player;)

and the winner is :
Amberlin-Paperthin Hymn

When your only friends are hotel rooms
Hands are distant lullabies
If I could turn around I would tonight

These roads never seemed so long
Since your paper heart stopped beating leaving me suddenly alone
Will daybreak ever come?

Who's gonna call on Sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands

I thought you said forever
Over and over
A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion

These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints of violins become my only friends

August evenings
Bring solemn warnings
To remember to kiss the ones you love goodnight

You never know what temporal days may bring
Laugh, love, live free and sing
When life is in discord
Praise ye the lord

Who's gonna call on Sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands

I thought you said forever
Over and over
The sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion

These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints of violins become my only friends

I thought you said forever
over and over
The sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion

These thoughts run through my head
over and over
Complaints of violins become my only friends

I thought you said forever
over and over
These thoughts run through my head


and this one goes too???
well, whatever, what does it matter, you don't care anyway;)