IRC-Galleria

im getting the evening temperature back up so im just hitting the mattress hard and watching house!=)
sorry if u didn't catch me today:D

Man oh man....
I'm ill you know...with high temperature and everything...And I'm still feeling happy as hell...
WHY?

i have no idea, to be honest. i feel i've gotten closure on many issues in my life.
people that hurt me, annoy me, misuse my blue eyes, simply use me for their own agenda etc. etc.
A GREAT many of them are OUT!
I feel fantastic!=)
and im sure it will go well at the doctors tomorrow:)
which means, on thursday or friday im off to workpractise!!!
YEAH BABY!
soon there will be rolling money into my bank account again...
oh sweet freedom(not my guitar)

more ramblings about everything later=) -Do what your horoscope says, dammit;)

I wanna scream your name to see how much my lungs hurt!
Apparently nothing can hurt me anymore, I'm immune by your torture.
Please don't spill my blood.
I can always go back to the war
I can always go back to the war

I won't spill a drop for you
I have my guns and am not afraid anymore
They'll never know what hit them when I'm back in arms
and not an afraid soldier, but a pure warrior.

Cause I can always go back to the war...
what more is there to live for, than to fight
for the right for my existance
to bring me the peace of mind

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WHATEVER,
thanks...

You think you've made it everything is going so fine
But then appears someone who wanna
Tear you down
Wanna rip you off those few nice things you've found
When and if you hit the ground.
Then it's falling kinda hard
Cause all you do is being yourself
Trying everything to succeed somehow.
But that's not the way things are right now.
Feeling kinda lost.

Those reasons
Those unkind words being expressed
OhÂ… they'll get to you I promise one day.
But maybe then it's too late for you to say
I knew it from the go cause you know
That's some miles away from the truth.
Don't forget

Hey what do you think of me now
Am I not like I once were
Still if you don't know me
What's the story of this pen*
I guess you're not a stranger
And I can tell you're not a friend
It might take a while but I guess I'll manage waiting till then.
Then when you confront me with your thoughts

You may think I don't notice don't get a bit hurt by what you do
I ask you to please think of
What I've done to you.
Please search inside and let me know
If I've done something wrong I guess I'll go
Far..hidden..
Never to be found
Just let me know
Then I`ll go
..then I`ll go...

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im sure u know what im talking about...

i wonder if anyone ever reads my ramblings;=)

3 Libras-A Perfect Circle

threw you the obvious and you flew
with it on your back, a name in your recollection,
thrown down among a million same.
difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed
and passed over
when i've looked right through
to see you naked and oblivious
and you don't see me.
but i threw you the obvious
just to see if there's more behind the eyes
of a fallen angel,
the eyes of a tragedy.
here i am expecting just a little bit
too much from the wounded.
but i see through it all
and see you.
so i threw you the obvious
to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel,
eyes of a tragedy.
oh well. apparently nothing.
you don't see me.
you don't see me at all.

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yeah yeah...

*still untitled*
-by me;)

now i will tell you
how i feel
how i want it to be real
my illution
your pollution
fills my mind with piles of shit

but will u understand
if i tell you to hold my hand?
but will u understand
if i tell you to be true?
but will u understand
if i tell you to hold my hand?
and will u understand,
are u with another man?

i am confused, and i feel used
for your imagination,-poor
i wanna drink, i wanna sink
into the bottom of your cup
and as u are drinking, i am thinking
will u ever swallow me?
tell me a lie, and i will hide
and i will say always goodbye


but will u understand
if i tell you to hold my hand?
but will u understand
if i tell you to be true?
but will u understand
if i tell you to hold my hand?
and will u understand,
are u with another man?

so, another chance for turku nightlife to prove me wrong and be fun for once...hahah:D

stop it!
identify;)

new song...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LY2VAifmh58