starting to get cold, I am alone,
The pressure on my head,
it hurts, hurts so much I cannot move my feet,
how long I have been here?
Many hours? Or just fem seconds?
That really maters not,
cause I'm gonna flock the horse anyway...
When I open my eyes I can see the bullet aproaching me,
slashing thru my mind, place and time,
I see flashes of my times as a child,
So much lost, so less gained,
Can you feel the bullet aproaching?
Faster and faster thru your mind?
Can you see the person you used to love?
That used to love you too?
Bullet into my head,
Bullet into my mind,
Tearing all to pieces,
The memory of time.
All I can now see is the enemy that I have killed,
so many poor souls, like me, without hope,
I see now something I never saw before,
I'ts the love that you have to fight for,
no nation, no group, just the persons you love.
Bullet into my head,
Bullet into my mind,
Tearing all to pieces,
The memory of time.
That seems to be now gone!
I fall into the back of my head,
There I find the bullet that crapped my mind,
I take it out and piss on it,
I will never die cause of the bullet,
Nor by the enemy, only when my love deceats me,
Then I will take that bullet gladly.
For the long times I feel something good,
Don't know what it is.. maybe the angels of love?
Bullet into my head,
Bullet into my mind,
Tearing all to pieces,
The memory of time.
That seems to be now back in shine!
I feel so darn cold,
starting to feel like losing my soul,
Or have I lost it all before,
The humanity I used know,
Last thing I remember is the memories,
Of parents that used to love me,
before I went to war.. of eternity!
Bullet to ya head!
Bullet crapping your mind!
Can you feel it on your hands?
Coldness of death that you used to love!
Now its too late to ask forgivness,
From the people I have killed,
I shall fall with them into the war of eternity,
Here we fight and never fall,
This is the hell I was afraid of,
War that lasts for eternity!!
Suddendly I can hear the noice in my head,
Strange piiping noice surrounding me,
I hear the noice of my mates in arms,
Speaking to me: Hey sleepy pants there is a fight to get,
Ffff it was only a dream... or was it indeed?.....