IRC-Galleria

It's in the water baby,
It's in the pills that bring you down,
It's in the water baby,
It's in your bag of golden brown,
It's in the water baby,
It's in your frequency,
It's in the water baby,
It's between you and me.

It's in the water baby,
It's in the pills that pick you up,
It's in the water baby,
It's in the special way we fuck,
It's in the water baby,
It's in your family tree,
It's in the water baby,
It's between you and me.

Bite the hand that feeds,
Attack the vein that bleeds,
Down on my bended knees..

I'd break the back of love for you,
I'd break the back of love for you,
I'd break the back of love for you,
I'd break the back of love for you.

It's in the water baby,
It's in the pills that bring you down,
It's in the water baby,
It's in your bag of golden brown,
It's in the water baby,
It's in your frequency,
It's in the water baby,
It's between you and me.

Bite the hand that feeds,
Attack the vein that bleeds,
Down on my bended knees.

I'd break the back of love for you,
I'd break the back of love for you,
I'd break the back of love for you,
I'd break the back of love for you,
I'd break the back of love for you,
I'd break the back of love for you,
I'd break the back of love for you,
I'd break the back of love for you.

If I could tear you from the ceiling,
And guarantee a source divine,
Rid you off possessions fleeting,
Remain your funny valentine.

Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind.

If I could tear you from the ceiling,
I know the best have tried,
I'd fill your every breath with meaning,
And find a place we both could hide.

Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind.

You don't believe me, but you do this every time,
Please don't drive me blind.
Please don't drive me blind..

I know we're broken,
I know we're broken,
I know we're broken.

If I could tear you from the ceiling,
I'd freeze us both in time,
Find a brand new way of seeing..
Your eyes forever glued to mine.

Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind.
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind.

I know I broke it,
I know I broke it,
I know I broke it,
I know I broke it.

I was alone, falling free,
trying my best not to forget,
what happened to us, what happened to me,
what happened as i let it slip.

I was confused by the powers that be,
forgetting names and faces,
Passers by, were looking at me,
as if they could erase it.

Baby...did you forget to take your meds?
Baby...did you forget to take your meds?

I was alone, staring over the ledge,
trying my best not to forget,
all manner of joy, all manner of glee,
and our one heroic pledge.

How it mattered to us, how it mattered to me,
and the consequences.
I was confused, by the birds and the bees,
forgetting if i meant it.

Baby..did you forget to take your meds?
Baby..did you forget to take your meds?
Baby..did you forget to take your meds?
Baby..did you forget to take your meds?

And the sex and the drugs, and the complications.
And the sex and the drugs, and the complications.
And the sex and the drugs, and the complications.
And the sex and the drugs, and the complications.

Baby..did you forget to take you meds?
Baby..did you forget to take you meds?
Baby..did you forget to take you meds?
Baby..did you forget to take you meds?
Baby..did you forget to take you meds?
Baby..did you forget to take you meds?

I was alone, falling free, trying my best not to forget.

You are one of God's mistakes,
You crying, tragic waste of skin,
I'm well aware of how it aches ,
And you still won't let me in.
Now I'm breaking down your door,
To try and save your swollen face ,
Though I don't like you anymore,
You lying, trying waste of space..

Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those ,
Blessed with lucky sevens ,
And the voice that made me cry .
My Oh My.

You were mother nature's son ,
Someone to whom I could relate ,
Your needle and your damage done,
Remains a sorted twist of fate.
Now I'm trying to wake you up ,
To pull you from the liquid sky ,
Coz if I don't we'll both end up ,
With just your song to say goodbye.
My Oh My.

A song to say goodbye,
A song to say goodbye ,
A song to say...

Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those,
Blessed with lucky sevens,
And the voice that made me cry.

It's a song to say goodbye.

Niin... eilen sitä ei kai vielä vain ymmärtänyt, tai hyväksynyt, ja ensijärkytys tietenkin vei jalat alta... sitä kai koko päivän toivoi että koko juttu olisi ollut vain jotain julmaa pilaa... Mutta totta se on, se on selvääkin selvempää, ja hyvä oikeastaan niin, sillä tämä olisikin ollut aivan liian julma vitsi... yö ei ollut erityisen mukava, mutta sitäkin osasi odottaa, ja masennus tulee varmasti...
Niin... se on kait jo kaikille selvää, mutta sanotaanko vielä suoraan: minut jätettiin eilen, paremman miehen "tieltä" pois... vaikka en voi väittää ettei sattuisi, ja ehkä hiukan sielun sopukoissa piilisi se pettymyksen ja katkeruuden solmu, en ole kuitenkaan niin murtunut kun voisi kuvitella... rakastin, ja rakastan sinua yhä, se ei varmasti koskaan katoa täysin minnekään.. ei mikään isku voisi pyyhkiä noita hyviä ja kauniita kuukausia pois, olimme kuitenkin todella hetken vain toistemme... mutta mikään ei ole ikuista, ja kai tässä on vain jatkettava eteen päin, selvitettävä päänsä ja noustava suosta takaisin pikatielle... kaikille käy joskus näin, ja monille ainakin... ja joko siitä selvitään tai sitten tapetaan itsensä, ja sitä jälkimmäistä kun minä en pystyisi tekemään... vaan sen minä sanon, että te naiset osaatte kyllä olla yllätyksellisiä olentoja, vaan hyvä että päätys tuli näin, eikä sillä pahemmappa tavalla... vittu... jotenkin näin tämän arveli aina käyvän, jo ensimmäisistä viikoista tätä jotenkin enteili tapahtuvaksi... tosin se johtuu vain siitä, että sen alusta asti tiesi etten minä osaa olla tarpeeksi hyvä pohjanmaan tytölle, jonka menojalalla on vahva vauhtivaihe päällä... en minä kuitenkaan vihainen ole, äärettömän surullinen ja varmasti vielä tuskaa saa nauttia pitkähkön pätkän, tämä kun tuli hieman pusikon takaa... mutta perkele, en minä tähän kuole, olen vaan taas sinkku, ja se tietenkään ei näin hellyydenkipeälle ihmiselle ole koskaan kovin mukava tilanne (niin osaa mieskin olla hellyydenkipeä, mutta siitä voin kertoa joku toinen päivä lisää, kun saa tätä päätä hiukan selvitettyä ja mietittyä että mihin nyt...)...

Noh, sinä tyttö tämän suhteen aikoinaan aloitit aikamoisella sitkeydellä, eli onhan sinulla sitä myöten hiukan minua suurempi oikeus se myös lopettaa, loppunut se olisi kuitenkin joskus, siitä minä olen niin helvetin varma... ei se olisi niitä vuosia etänä kestänyt, ei taatusti elämän paineen alla...
Mutta minua lohduttaa se, että sain ainakin hetken olla suuri rakkautesi... eräät sanat jokseenkin leimaantuivat mieleeni... "tää on ehkä hiukan hätäsesti sanottu näin aikasessa vaiheessa, mutta musta oikeesti tuntuu että me ollaan luodut toisillemme" sinä sen sanoit... ehkä hiukan hätäilevää, mutta kaunista, ja jos en ikuisesti, niin varmasti kauan hellin tuota muistoa... se tuntui hyvältä silloin, ja se lämmittää yhä, sillä tietää ainakin olleensa rakastettu, jos sitä nyt ei loppuaikoina niin paljon ollutkaan sitä intohimoista rakkautta... kuitenkin lämpöä meillä oli aina, ja toivon ettei se lämpö koskaan täysin katoa, olkaamme ystäviä ja pysähtykäämme kadulla juttelemaan ja ehkä jopa halaamaan jos näemme...

np. The Doors ~ The End

Ei niin Cheers,
Kainie

Katsele kuva-albumiani ja valitse sieltä yksi parhain/hauskin/*kaunein* kuva joka on
mielestäsi ylitse muiden tai vaan paras. Siis vain yksi kuva ja linkitä se päiväkirjaani.

Sen jälkeen lisää tämä omaan päiväkirjaasi ja katso, mistä kuvasta muut pitävät eniten...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bXImi2etl7I&search=Bass

Now this is music.... :D

...ja paskat... oman elämän arkkivihollinen sitä taitaa olla...

The waiting drove me mad...youre finally here and Im a mess
I take your entrance back...cant let you roam inside my head
I dont want to take what you can give...
I would rather starve than eat your bread...
I would rather run but I cant walk...
Guess Ill lie alone just like before...

Ill take the firmest path...oh, and I must refuse your test
A-push me and I will resist...this behaviors not unique
I dont want to hear from those who know...
They can buy, but cant put on my clothes...
I dont want to limp for them to walk...
Never would have known of me before...
I dont want to be held in your debt...
And Ill pay it off in blood, let I be wed...
And Im already cut up and half dead...
Ill end up alone like I began...

Everything has changed, absolutely nothings changed
Take my hand, not my picture, spilled my tincture

I dont want to take what you can give...
I would rather starve than eat your breast...
All the things that others want for me...
Cant buy what I want because its free...
Cant buy what I want because its free...
Cant be what you want because im...

I aint sposed to be just fun
Oh, to live and die, let it be done
I figure Ill be damned, all alone like I began...

Its your move now...
I thought you were a friend, but I guess i, I guess I hate you...

Once divided...nothing left to subtract...
Some words when spoken...cant be taken back...
Walks on his own...with thoughts he cant help thinking...
Futures above...but in the past hes slow and sinking...
Caught a bolt a lightnin...cursed the day he let it go...

Nothingman...
Nothingman...
Isnt it something?
Nothingman...

She once believed...in every story he had to tell...
One day she stiffened...took the other side...
Empty stares...from each corner of a shared prison cell...
One just escapes...ones left inside the well...
And he who forgets...will be destined to remember...oh...oh...oh...

Nothingman...
Nothingman...
Isnt it something?
Nothingman...

Oh, she dont want him...
Oh, she wont feed him...after hes flown away...
Oh, into the sun...ah, into the sun...

Burn...burn...
Nothingman...
Nothingman...
Isnt it something?
Nothingman...
Nothingman...
Nothingman...
Coulda been something...
Nothingman...
Oh...ohh...ohh...