IRC-Galleria

theres nothing hard in saying that you can change everything but its nearly impossible to change even one thing.. cause all this shit just keeps on coming back even if you try to get away. you can run, you can even try to hide. but you never can get away from all this. it will keep on haunting or being there infront of you. you can pretend or make yourself believe that everything is fine. but when you are all alone nobody can save you from the truth. it will go deep inside of you. torture you in many ways. you can scream, you can cry. but you never can get away from all this. you can try to forget, you can try to tell yourself lies about everything but its impossible. it will always be there, for you. to remind how badly you messed up this life. how badly you drove things to the end and now you cant do anything. its game over. theres nothing you can do. you lost. you really lost badly. everything you had, you lost. everyone you had, arent anymore there for you. every single piece of your life is gone. youre all alone in this dark, where you can only regret. all this pain that you caused to yourself makes you feel empty inside. that emptiness feels like corroding you. you hear voices blaming you, making you feel miserable. you can see in your every failed moment. your heart keeps on beating faster and faster. you cant fall asleep cause mind keeps you awake.