Cold White Light
How it started, I donÂ’t know
After all this..
IÂ’m confused, donÂ’t know where to go.
Light just came, then it was.
It isnÂ’t the same, is it or not.
Hoped itÂ’d be, we would match.
Hoped itÂ’d be, and light my path..
But no..
One night the light was flashing.
What it was doing?
Searched the reason,
DidnÂ’t found.
Prayed for the God,
DidnÂ’t respond..
Light was white, cold as ice.
The sorrow inside me, has no size.
Pain is growing, fighting against it.
Slowly raping, my heartÂ’s wounds.
One scar more, what wonÂ’t heal...
Flashing few times more,
Leaving me in loneliness.
Without her beauty love,
Leaves me there,
In cold, deep darkness.>
It doesnÂ’t matter do I care, worl is hard place to live.
I am cold, I canÂ’t share, life is empty nÂ’ meaningless..
One night, I was sitting in my bed. I had a knife in my hand.
I thought it would be so easy to end my life, you see..
But then I realized that itÂ’s not the answer.. It couldnÂ’t be.
The answer I was looking for couldnÂ’t be found in here.
I had to go through many things, pain, sorrow nÂ’ tears..
Until I stopped to think.
Why Am I here? Why? I couldnÂ’t be meaningless, Nothing is useless.
Neither am I or You.. We have also a meaning in this life, ‘guess.
Believe it and live your life full to the end.
Believe it, and you will be saved.
The meaning of us had to be found, I couldnÂ’t sleep at all..
The I found it from my heart, I heard this awesome call.
Love is that why we are here,
Love to Us, Love from God.
I was wounded, bleeding everywhere
I had broken wings, crushed soul...
But He cleaned my wounds
NÂ’ fixed my wings,
He did to me many things..
He flashed my worries down to sewer.
God is with us,
Now nÂ’ forever.