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Just a girl
lost, alone, fallen,
crying, - wishing to push you over the edge.

Not smiling ,
not forgiving,
just avengin - the pain you caused.

Be aware
she'll come for you.
Lock the door
loose the key,
so no one will know
how to get to you,
or know where you are,
maybe she won't find you!

We we're told
she's coming for you
thought you should know...
Hide before she finds you!

She'll come to destroy, she'll come to avenge
She'll open the door for the demons of hell
They'll find you, they'll get you, so run
run for your life.

***

A long time ago,
with you i felt home.
..but something went wrong
I chose the wrong road.

You're still in my mind
after all these years I find
I still ain't home
since you ain't here
the times spent with you
I miss them now.

I find I changed along the way
the road I chose took me away
from you and all the safe feeling things
I needed the feeling of danger
I see the crossroad in front of me again
the singns say again: "home" and "away".

Come to the crossroad, lead me home
I'm only missing you when you're gone.
I made a mistake, just forgive me that,
tell me you love me, tell me you need me
that's all I wanna hear, all you need to say

-(after you left, everything went wrong)-

You showed me you loved me
you held me tight,
back then everything was alright.
With you by my side
I would never fear a ride.

-(cant count how many nights
I stayed up thinking about you, us)-

**

rakkaus ei oo lumivalkoinen
meille se oli sekavan värinen
mä olin se musta sä valkoinen
verellä toisemme tahrittiin

sä et usko et voitais viel rakastaa
kun sanoin sanoja
joita rakastava ei voi tarkoittaa
ei se niin mee tää ei oo mustavalkoista
tää on monimutkaista
et ymmärtäis kuitenkaan

se riippuu susta itsestäs
mitä sä tahdot ja mitä saat
et saa kaikkea hopealautasella
joudut sen eteen puurtamaan
sun kanssas mä kestän mitä vaan
sä teit mun maailmasta taivaan

jos kerran oppii rakastaa
sitä tunnetta kaipaa ainiaan
kun kiven läpi kerran kulkee
siihen pystyy uudestaan
kohtaa se mitä eniten pelkäät
astu askel kerrallaan
ehkä tuntuu ettei kestetä
mut en mäkään antanut periksi
enkä anna sun luovuttaa

hajosit jo palasiksi
voiko olla pahempaa?
se kipu viiltää syvältä
hetki anna sen turruttaa
saat multa koko maailman aikaa
sun lisäks mul ei paljoa olekaan
lepää siinä hetki rakas
sit jaksat matkaa taas jatkaa

***

Dont come and tell me
you've changed your mind
dont come and stab me
from behind
the things you said
the promises you made
I dont wanna hear
you betrayed

I've had enough
of that game you played
and those hurting words
you once said
you broke my heart
then changed your mind
just dont you ever again
sneak up from behind

***

Do you feel the wind on your hair?
remember the warmth of the sunlight?
No you dont, that's what i thought.
Can you see how cold you've become..

You cant either, see the demon inside me
tearin' me apart, corroding me inside.
You just dont know how it feels
to be left alone wandering these streets.
You're free to fly, you've got your wings..
My wings were cut off, a long time ago.
There's no way to fix me anymore,
no way to fly this time..

Only ways to ease the pain
that will never go away.
Only ways to treat the symphtoms
but still there excists no cure.

The rain is falling down on me,
but it can't rain forever.
World seems dark only for today
and tomorrow it will be a new day.

***

People want to see the times
when the sun shines
and no one cries
People need hope
and for them
that's what god is for

I want to see a picture
where you hold me
and you smile
And the only thing i need
is the hope
you keep casting in me

I dont need gods I do no prayers

***

bullets and a gun
fire with gasoline
drugs and rock 'n' roll
drive for vendetta

sex and violence
love and lust
ambishion and fame
bitterness and hate

blood
the liquid of life, you see
on the door of his house
you fall to the ground.
Put your hands on your face
they're covered in blood
what have you done...

You know he's now gone
and you feel how you fall with him.
The stains in your hands
make you want to cry your heart out.

You wash up your hands in the water,
you used to drink together.
The water
from his kitchens faucet.
You smoke one of his cigarettes
wich you used to smoke together,
he wont need them anymore
you made your move
he's finally gone..

That wasn't what you wanted..
You're a monster.

***

Surrounding chains binding
unbearable pain inside.
Your bright light blinding
my tired and bleeding eyes.

With your prescense
and by your embrace,
the hole in my heart
is now filled with love,
and the demon inside of me
claims its freedom.

Embezzled by a traitor
and breached by the trusted.
Long smothered acerbity
creates a ruthless devil.

Annihilated goodness
by my judas.
My lifes grounds arsoned
by my own judas.
There arent such devils
thats what we believed.
Just beware the monster released
feeling lust for vengeance.
She's living inside of me.

Now we're mingled
devil and an angel.
Where will this lead to?
Where can we go?

The demon from the past will come
trying to brake it all.
Destroying what we've built,
annihilating our kind.
We can try
but we cant fight.

(but we will fight)

Now we're mingled
devil and an angel.
Where will this lead to?
Where can we go?

tThey will try to hunt us down,
but together we are stronger.
They're just pathetic ghosts
and we're the heads
of good and evil.

***

And in your eyes
I see so much more
than that place you
always go back to
you can pull
yourself away
from that face that
constantly haunts you

so fall forward into me
and let it all pour out
you owe this to yourself,
and theres only one way
out

so rest your head and
close your eyes
just one more step till
we're over the edge